31. Benjamin

31. Benjamin
Jasper's POV

I woke up the next day without Benji by my side. I sighed and know I'd fucked up. Big time.

Yesterday was not the best. I was so sure about my decision to get back to the house, we were happy, I greeted Jameson easily. Up until I met mom, then all the confidence in me was gone. She had me tucking my tail between my legs after just minutes of talking to her. I fucking hate that she can still easily does that to me.

I put on my pajama pants and went straight to Tara's room and find the two love of my life sleeping peacefully. Tara snuggled comfortably on his chest, while Benji loosely put his arm around her body, resting in the queen size bed by her crib. I was about to come in when I saw Peggy coming my way.

"Peggy," I greeted her and she blushed looking at my naked chest to which I ignore and told her that I want our breakfast including Tara's in my balcony seating area and told her we would not be joining my mom for breakfast. She nodded and leave me to enter Tara's room and I slipped under the covers and spooned Benji from behind.

I kissed his naked shoulder and told him I'm sorry for last night. He shifted a bit, pulled Tara closer, and let me drape my arms to him and reach out to caress Tara's cheek while she yawns and puts her hand to his neck.

We cuddled for another hour when I waited for either one of them to wake up. "I love you," Ben whispered when he let me kiss his cheek the second his eyes fluttered open.

"I'm sorry about last night," I said caressing his hair and putting my lips on his.

"Okay," he looked at me when I told him that we'll be having breakfast in my room. He looked hesitant and I kissed his forehead and told him to take Tara with us.

I couldn't help to notice that Ben was oddly possessive of our Tara, he was hesitant in letting Peggy take her away from him and it finds me soothing hours later when I think about it.

But my head was not in it, I was miles away thinking about dad, the office and there's mom conviction about Benjamin. I know she was not happy about the announcement that he's my boyfriend, she's not homophobic, she just didn't like the surprise, not when I should be concentrating on work and maintaining our wealth and her lifestyle.

"It's breakfast for three, come on, you haven't seen the balcony. Then after breakfast, we can take Tara for a swim." The beautiful man perked up instantly and I fall deeper into my abyss love for him the second Tara opens her eyes and he took her and cradle her on his chest.

"Your daddy is going to take us swimming after breakfast." He cooed and she wake up giggling in his arms and that's how our morning start. It was Sunday, I was busy the whole day yesterday wanting to make sure that I can have my day clear today and spend time with Tara and Benjamin.

Mom took me to see dad last night, he was in his room, looking a lot older than the last time I saw him. He was half paralyzed, can't stand on his own. He greeted me but barely had the spirit to ask me questions and was far from the man who I looked up to when I was young.

"What happened, mom?"

"He worked too hard," she shrugged as if I didn't know it already.

His stroke made him limp on his right side of the body. Our in-house doctor said that his recovery will be a long journey in relation to his age. Dad was given a special diet, a nurse, and a physical therapist for his recovery but mom said he was still depressed. His doctor mentioned that his mental health was also a major factor for his recovery and as of yesterday it was still looking bleak.

Last night after dinner I left Benjamin to have a long chat with mom regarding the office situation, in conclusion, she was not happy when one of the partners was trying to take over the firm. I was listening to her, then spend the rest of the night going over through dad's home office and checking out his emails. And finally, I hauled my tired ass back to my room when I noticed it was almost three in the morning and I was barely scratching the surface of his years of work when I was not beside him assisting him.

But now when I look at Ben and Tara splashing in the pool, they made it all fade to the back of my mind. I could still see the marks I left on Ben's chest and it left me with a slight ping in my chest. I reminded myself to throw away the cuffs and treat him with the love that he deserved. I love him too fucking much to screw everything up.

I also take note to have breakfast on my the balcony every morning that we're here. I needed this, I need our time together before I face work. I was not happy getting back in the spotlight, I was content with being the boring paralegal. I do not need my face plastered on tv for taking on the most controversial cases to promote our firm and take in more clients as if we didn't have enough money. The pressure was too much and I haven't even gotten to the office.



"So, are you ready for the big day tomorrow?" Ben asks when he stripped to his briefs and join me in bed. He was just back from Tara's room, making sure she was properly tucked-in though Peggy had done a perfect job with her earlier.

"I'm not looking forward to it, but I'm ready as can be." I put away my laptop and rest back on the bed.

"I'll be waiting for you when you get back." He smiled and put his arm on my chest. I always love how small little things that he does, showed me just how much he loves me.

"I'll be taking dad's driver, you can take my car if you need to get out of the house. Tara is safe with Peggy, but you have my permission if you want to take her out."

"You banged her didn't you?" he asked knowing me so damn well, I laughed and told him yes.

"It was a long long time ago, I believe it was once upon a drunken night when I was visiting my parents on a break, my second year of law school."

"Wow, she's been here ever since?"

I laughed a bit too loud this time but I told him she's happily married to my driver and we never talk about it. Not ever.

"Hmm...such a typical rich dude scandal." He squinted and move away to rest on his pillow, he looked adorably cute when his face was not hiding his emotion.

"Baby, are you jealous?"

"Am not." His lips pouted making me reach for him and was about to kiss him when he pulled away looking offended. His attitude made me push him down and he moan when my hand reached between his legs, slipped under the waistband of his briefs, and stroked him to his liking.

"You sure you're not jealous?" I asked, teased, licked, and nibbled on his ear making him shudder under me.

"No," he replied stubbornly. I smirked and move my kisses down to his neck, throat, chest, play his nipples, tugged them, and sucked them while I kept on stroking his length.

"Still not jealous?"

"Ngghmpphhh..." his reply started to sound incoherent, his hips started to rock gently against my hand.

"What was that?" I asked, breathing heavily, intentionally making him tremble under me.

"Fuck, yes, I'm jealous." He gave up, huffed in annoyance, then pushed me down and straddled me. He laid kisses on my body and stripped me naked in no time, his briefs were gone in one motion.

I laughed, but he silenced me when he goes down on me, sheathed my length, lubed himself, and rock my world with his hips as he lower himself, bracing his hands to my chest.

"Fucking hell, Ben, so...so...good," I moan louder, my hands were to his thighs, our lips were busy finding one another. Ben moved sensually, sexually arousing, taking both of us closer and closer to our climax.

"I love you, so fucking much." He whispered and whimpered when I bent my knees, my feet flat to the bed. I grabbed his thighs, keeping him still, and thrust hard from under him. Fucking him hard, fast, and deep until his legs trembled and his cum painted on my chest.

"Fuccckk!" I grabbed him, wrapped my arms around his body, thrust deep, and buried my dick deep inside him when I burst filling the condom. I was on high, letting him milk my cock as he comes down from his climax.

"I don't want you to be an ass tomorrow, whatever happened in the office, stays in the office. I want Tara to see you as you." My Ben said when we're done cleaning ourselves and get ready for bed.

"I will, and feel free to remind me if I hurt your feelings, not just Tara, I care about you too. Deeply."

"I will now hug me to sleep." Ben looked peacefully content and that made me close my eyes as we both fall asleep easily.