Chapter 37

Ashley.

When I got home, I was so happy not to have seen Logan there. He would take one good look at me and know that something was wrong and I wasn't sure he would like to know that I messed around with his rival.

I can imagine the kind of monster I would be unleashing on Aiden, not that I was worried about him.

I plopped on the bed and heaved a sigh of relief, my body was tingling from his touch and surprisingly from the argument we had. There was something erotic in ruffling his feathers and getting under his skin. I think I am the only one to do that since he couldn't help his reaction to me. He was beyond frustrated and to hear that he was having the same dreams as I was made everything so much better.

So, I wasn't the only one to wake up in the middle of the night, with my thighs wet and my heart racing from the amazing dream. Suddenly, I wanted to know what he usually dreamt about.

Was he in control or did he let me take the reins, was I as responsive and needy as I appeared today at that cafe? Did he enjoy seeing me undone and at his mercy. Knowing the kind of man he is, he looks like the type who is in charge and always in control. The look on his face would be wide and angry when dealing with me...

My breasts were needy and I pressed my hands to them, to soothe the ache there. The only one who was capable of soothing it was Aiden, the cause of the ache.

My eyes closed and I couldn't help but imagine him, it was like I was conjuring him to make me happy.

My hands were already reaching up to my pussy to also soothe the ache there as my brain conjured up a memory from scratch...

I could feel him with me, stalking me like I was his prey and this time, I welcomed it. He looked like he didn't want to be here, that he meant everything he said back there at the cafe.

I opened my eyes and I saw the look in his eyes, he was fighting his desire for me, I could see the war inside it, I lifted my palm to caress his cheek;

“Don’t fight it” I whispered to him, he grabbed me by the neck and replied in a grave voice,

“Who the fuck said you could give orders?” he looked so fierce and so hot, my poor

pussy couldn’t handle all this heat.

He closed his eyes for a second before opening them and they were once the cold eyes I remember, he roughly shoved me back like I disgusted him but when I looked at him,  the look on his face was pure flames, he brought his face down to mine, his eyes were dark and his pupils were dilated.

His lips were parted and I am sure I looked the same right now, my eyes trailed to his face landing on his lips, so pink and inviting making me run my tongue over mine, he looked like he was about to kiss me but last minute shoved my face down.

He stood up abruptly going to the window. I stood alongside him, my hair was tousled and my dress was down my shoulders, so I decided to help him hasten that decision since I brought him here.

I let it slide down my body revealing me in my matching lace bra and panties. He was still standing with his back to me and  I wondered why he was fighting his attraction to me.  Maybe because this is my imagination and he was still mad at me.

I think he made up his mind to tell me off when he turned, the words he started to say were cut short as his mouth dropped open and his eyes widened.

”Oh fuck!!!” he swore.

He took his time trailing his eyes on every inch of my body leaving heat in their path, I felt his animalistic gaze on my face making me raise my head, the hunger in his eyes was too much I had to step back, for the first time in my entire life.

I knew what it meant to be blown away by the way a guy looked at you and not even Logan looked at me like that.

He started walking towards me in hasty steps, he grabbed my neck pulling me towards him, he put his fingers under my chin lifting my face to his before leaning down to take my mouth in his.

The kiss was everything I imagined a second hit would be; mind-blowing, passionate, hot and able to blow me off my feet.

He sure knows how to kiss, he made love to my mouth in a way nobody has done, he moved the kiss to my neck placing a kiss on my throat that made shivers run down my spine.

He stopped kissing me enough to stare into my eyes, I thought he got his senses back and wanted to pull away when he backed me to the wall, trapping me between him and the wall.

He pressed his lips to mine making all manner of thoughts fly from my mine, he kissed me like I was the last drop of water and he had been searching for years, I kissed him with the same unusual fervor and energy, the courage I lacked back in the bathroom so evident in this dream, his hands slid down my thighs bringing my legs up to his waist.

I couldn’t help but grind my hips into his making us both let out a moan, I used that opportunity to kiss his chest, I drew a nipple into my mouth and smiled as he sucked in air.

I circled my tongue on it before nipping it with my teeth before letting go, his hand in my hair tightened and I moaned at how good that felt, he released me long enough to set me on his table.

He opened my legs stepping into them kissing my calf then up my thighs till he reached the apex of my thighs.

I sucked in a breath before letting out a gasp when he ran his tongue over my slit, I moaned in disappointment when he paid attention to my stomach, showering kiss all over my belly unhooking my bra in the process.

His mouth circled one of my nipples making me moan out loud. His gaze collided with mine and I could see the longing in them, he stood needing to be closer to me.

I felt ready to explode any second because watching him stand before me like that sent a thrill of heat right through me, and my lips found him and the kiss was filled with feverish urgency making my heart pound harder against my chest.

My fingers clenched into the flesh of his shoulder as I held him tightly. He leaned over me as he bent to kiss my hungry mouth before moving down to the length of me kissing his way all over my body until he was kneeling at my feet.

He kissed my ankle licking his way back to the top of my thighs, I tried to pull him closer but he resisted.

Using his fingers he pulled down my panties sliding the material slowly down my legs before stuffing them into his shorts, he turned back to me looking me dead in the eye before kissing me right on my pussy.

I moaned out loud which made him smile against my skin, he played with my pussy like he knew my body and how to pleasure me, which he did. I was so close to my orgasm when he withdrew.

I whimpered at the loss but he simply turned me around so I was sitting on his face and my face was close to his dick.

Wow!!! I knew he gave off big dick energy for a reason.

I licked my lips to feast on his dick, I licked the base of his shaft to the head, and he groaned and my pussy clenched at the sound. I was feeling powerful reducing a grown man to a groaning mess.

I took his dick in my mouth caressing it with my tongue, grazing it with my teeth, and taking it deep in my throat.

He thrust his hips into my mouth continuously while I matched his pace. He made me stop saying he didn’t want to cum just yet and with that.

He buried his face in my pussy, it felt so good I found myself slowly rocking my hips against his tongue, he tortured me by eating me out slowly whenever I am close, he withdraws.

He kept doing that and I was getting so wired that I got tensed, he finally relented giving me what I wanted, it was so intense that I ended up riding his face like a little hussy.

I orgasmed so hard it made my legs shake making him smile. He smiled against my pussy as he lapped up all my juices.

“I need you inside me now” I snapped at him.

“If you want me to be inside you maybe you should be more polite,” he said smiling.

I was so pissed and fucking horny at the same time.

“Please I need you inside of me” I rasped out and that seemed to satisfy him.

He spread my legs putting a finger inside me and groaning out at how wet I was, he nudged the head of his dick inside me making me sigh out at how good this was.

He entered me slowly, filling and stretching me out because of how big he was, it honestly felt like I was being ripped apart.

“You are too fucking tight” he groaned out, I opened my legs more and lifted my hips making him enter in a smooth thrust.

We both moaned at the sensation, he stilled inside me giving me time to adjust to his size, I lifted my hips to show him I was ready, he looked into my eyes like he could see what I had hidden inside.

He looked so fierce and determined to please me as he moved ever so skillfully, he kept thrusting so hard inside me lifting my legs to his shoulder to go deeper. I gripped his shoulders so tight I could feel him wince at the pain he felt.

“Fuck!” I groaned out, running my fingers through my hair, moaning when his thrusts became fast, my moans got louder, my fingers deep in his shoulder blade, it was almost impossible to keep my eyes open.

The earlier gentleness was completely forgotten as he fucked me so hard, his thrusts going faster and harder, I shut my eyes, tears spilling from my eyes as I fell into oblivion.

His hips smacked against mine, the sound of skin slapping together resounding off the walls and filling the bedroom with sin, I was drowning in so much pleasure, the kind of pleasure that made my toes curl from the way his cock fit perfectly inside of me.

Rough, relentless thrusts one after the more another forcing out strings of moans from me, the animalistic way he was pounding me was a major turn-on that I had no hope of hiding from him.

He groaned and that was the sexiest sound I have heard, the husky baritone just bleeding with seduction was enough to rake another ripple of bliss through my body.

I couldn’t help but twitch, the tight coil in my belly getting tighter.

With my hands clawing at his back, I spread my legs wider for him loving the way he went deeper inside of me, slamming into me, he threw his head back groaning out loud, he tightened his fingers on my thighs.

I am pretty sure that would bruise tomorrow, he brought his fingers down to my clit, rubbing them as his lips found their way to my neck, his pace got faster. I was close, so close.

“I am going to cum” I warned him as his fingers on my clit worked faster, I held on to him as a feeling of euphoria washed over me making me shut my eyes tightly,

Back to reality, my fingers stilled on my pussy as I enjoyed the throes of Passion. I lay there, heaving and trying to catch my breath.

My brain tried to wrap around the fact that I imagined him and jerked off to the feel of him in my head. I felt the guilt set in at what I had done.

I tried to feel guilty, really, I did. But the truth was, I wanted to kiss him again. I could still feel the heat of his lips on mine, the way his hands had held me close.

A part of me knew I had messed up by blaming him for everything that went wrong between us in that bathroom, but my pride wouldn't let me apologize.

I enjoyed the kiss as much as he did but somehow, I ruined it making him angry at me. He was right to tell me to stay away from him but I couldn't not when I burned for him.

I sighed and leaned back on the bed, lost in the memory. My cheeks flushed at the thought of Aiden's intense gaze, the way his eyes had softened just before he kissed me. It was wrong, I knew that, but the excitement and desire I felt were undeniable.

"Ashley, what are you thinking about?"

I jumped, snapping out of my reverie. Logan stood in the doorway, his eyebrows raised in curiosity. He must have seen the blush creeping up my cheeks. I scrambled to compose myself, forcing a smile.

"Nothing, just... work stuff," I lied, hoping he'd buy it.

I know he was like a bloodhound when he senses something, I sneakily sniffed the air to make sure it didn't reek of sex but I couldn't perceive anything. I mean, it wasn't bad to touch yourself but he would have to believe that I was doing it while thinking of him.

Logan walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, his eyes studying me closely. "Work stuff that makes you blush like that? Come on, Ash, I know you better than that. Let me in on the secret,"

I fidgeted with my hands, avoiding his gaze. "It's nothing, really. Work was really tiring today but was fun, so I kept thinking about it,"

"Are you sure?" he narrowed his eyes

Shit,

I nodded quickly.

"Ashley," he said softly, reaching out to lift my chin so I had to look at him. "You know you can talk to me, right?"

"Of course,"