We didn't do it..

We didn't do it..
PEARL’s POV

“Zade.. Do not beg me, please.. You are not completely truthful and you know it! You know it, Zade. You sure do know it, and I hate it so much that you have chosen to lie to me.”

“Why do you think I'm lying to you, Pearl? You don't know that for a fact, do you? Pearl, please, huh? Please, listen to me.”

He tried holding me, but I pushed his hands away and wrapped the bed covers around my body, and moved to the balcony.

Okay, pretty sure y’all have loads of questions, and trust me, I am here for it, okay? Did we fuck? No, no, we didn't, I really don't know how it took a dramatic turn when we were so close. 

He was about to push himself inside of me, but I insisted he use protection for the first round at least because it's been a while for both of us, or so I thought or I was forced to believe. He accepted after lots of pleas from me, and then he walked over to his shelf while I was all smiling and waiting with my ass up and waiting for him, but behold what he brought out from his shelf? The same fucking condom as the one I saw on the balcony and I immediately remembered that I had the same wrapped inside my robe. The fact that I almost thought I was overreacting and I should let it go away, right? I was so close to letting it all go.

“Baby, I am set, and ready, huh? Are you ready?”

He asked and swung the condom in my face, of course at that point it was too much and too obvious. It felt like my respect was staring hard at me in the face and questioning me. I jumped out the bed as fast as Flash and I chuckled while staring at him.

“What is it, babe? Why? Did I.. Did I do something to you? Huh?”

“What didn't you do, Zade. To think I thought maybe I was overreacting! Zade.”

I dragged the robe, wore it and the wrapper fell out of the pocket itself, and I tilted my head, so he would also see it. He was very shocked, very very. He stared at me and I saw his dick getting softened the more we kept staring at each other. 

“Pearl.. Pearl! It is not what you think! Pearl, it is not what you think, babe.. Babe..”

I shook my head, sat on the couch next to the bed.

“I can't believe that I was about to let you still make love to me. Like I was really about to let you still touch me even after what I saw.. What is wrong with me for God's sake!”

I raised my hands up and tied my hair back. He pulled his pants up, he knew it would be a long one.

He pulled the chair in front of his desk next to my couch, because he knew I would never let him sit next to me. 

“Pearl, listen to me! Before you jump to conclusions, hold on!”

“I am all ears.”

My eyes wide open, I paid close attention to him and scanned through his face, but he still kept a very good facial expression. He wasn't confused or restless. He maintained good eye contact with me and was very composed.

I still paid attention and watched as he inhaled and exhaled heavily. His hair was still tied neatly, but he was still a bit sweaty and I had to control myself not to let his hot, sexy body get into my head, especially with his tattoos staring hard at me.

“Pearl, you may or may not believe this, but those condom wrappers definitely do not belong to me.”

I tried leaving the couch but he held my legs down and I couldn't move even if I tried to. I was stuck and I really wanted to just be there too. I mean, I also really wanted to be wrong so bad, I mean who would want to be right in such a situation anyway? He is my boyfriend whom I love a lot, so yeah, pardon me for not wanting him to be a cheater.

“I'm supposed to just believe you? Right!”

I shuddered and frowned at his words.

“No, that is not it.. But! Jesus Christ babe, please! Just believe me, we have trust for each other, don't we?”

“Trust? Did you say trust, Zade? Oh please, come off it! Trust is a strong word, would you also believe me if the roles were reversed? Please tell me!”

I stared at him till he felt uncomfortable and shook his head.

“Fine, maybe I would question you, but babe, I’d still have to take your words for it, right? I can't doubt you forever babe, please.. That isn't mine! I never used that on anyone before. I literally got it from Italy because I thought it looked unique..”

He yanked the pack of condoms from the shelf and showed it to me. 

“It has a total of 10 pieces inside, yeah?”, he asked as he showed me where it was written and I slowly peered up through my lashes.. He tried holding my hand but I moved it away and he sighed.

“Like I was saying, it has a total of 10 pieces inside a pack and it has 8 in the pack right now..”

“So, two pieces are missing then.”

My eyes shot wide open and I brushed strands of my hair off my forehead just to pay more attention to him.

“Well, before you jump to any conclusions I brought this to show you because I know how innocent I am. Pearl, this condom, that wrapper, the two condoms missing here aren't mine.. I have no idea..”

“Then whose is it, Zade? Answer me! Who used those condoms in your room and left a wrapper on your balcony?”

“Okay, I know how incriminating this whole thing looks.”