Chapter 96 Possible she was done with me
Ravyen's POV
It felt as though she was shutting all doors against me. She was mad at me and I knew I screwed up again.
She's right, I keep oChaptern believing Bianca was all I have but the people who really matter gets a push over.
I wouldn't blame her if she's this furious. However, I couldn't tell why I chose to stay.
Of course, now it's obvious, I love Arianna and despite how hard I try to deny it, it's obvious that my world was hers.
When she had left me, I felt sad, empty broken and decided to trace her. I just didn't want to lose her.
I didn't mind burying my pride and stooping so low to apologize.
I was wrong for placing her as a substitute, for keeping her in the dark and not looking at what the future holds.
I just couldn't tell if kylian was for me or against me.
At first, he helped me with the address and now, he was shunning me from communicating with Arianna.
Earlier, he had snarled me to stay away claiming that Arianna wouldn't want to speak to me.
However, I wouldn't give up on her, I would be taking her home, with me.
Perhaps, the weather was against me as it poured out its fury on me. Nevertheless, I chose to stay.
If only she'd look at me again. I felt she hates me so much and avoided me.
Even when I called out to her name outside, I heard no response. Possibly, she was done with me.
I just didn't mind, I wouldn't give up, not when I've gotten here with so much hope and faith to carry me on.
The rain poured heavily on me and I was trembling, standing right opposite her room.
I wanted to take a glimpse on her but everywhere was locked up and I ended pacing to and fro.
Not until I found her by the window. My breath stopped and I was choking at the sight of her.
It was so hard to regain my breath. I guess she must have come to shut her window.
My heart had a lot ringing in as I gasped softly. I felt my heart throbs and I didn't wink an eye.
I swallowed hard, as she looked so much like a goddess by her window. The wind blew her hair and it lashes on her face.
Her solemn gaze said a lot. I wanted to feel her body right next to me. Her fragrance hitting my nose hard.
Her whispers and laughter. I wanted to cuddle her in my arms and kiss her passionately.
I must confess, she was my world. My lips part open a bit, as though she wanted to scream something out to me.
Her hands were firmly holding the window as she scruntized me.
Those eyes that I thought i'd find solace in were so cold and frightening.
She hadn't left that spot and we stared at each other with so much emotions packed.
I thought she would call out to me or perhaps feel emotional towards me but...oddly enough, she shut that window on me face.
It only meant I wouldn't be leaving with her. Nevertheless, I chose to stay and just die in the cold.
My body still aches from the bruises I had sustained when I got abducted.
I owe it up to Frank and Kylian...and my secretary whose name never rings in my head.
They had shown up to rescue me and it only meant they cared.
The only wrong was that they showed up at the late hours, when I was done escaping the troubles and breaking out of the abductors hold.
I didn't get to know my abductor as he only got to communicate with his men through phone calls with a gothic tone.
My suspicion would go to no other than Ivan. He must have wanted to gain his revenge on me.
I guess he never gives up and that was pathetic. He was pushing me hard to the wall on seriously I've had enough of him.
I'd say, it was best they never showed up because the sight of them made me sick.
I was almost running out of the building I burnt down when I bumped into them.
They were startled to find me there. The only person who showed excitement was my secretary.
The men seems disappointed. I wonder what lies they must have told her;
Perhaps they must have said I needed them, they'd be the heros to save me and that I was in distress.
Possibly, she got excited and joined to get a live action of them rescuing me.
Well, there were some roller coasters not to make the whole scenario a bored one or let the guys(my rescuers) return with our kicking off some bad guys ass.
We were attacked by gangs who wanted me dead especially escaping their claws must have angered them.
I left these crew of heros behind to handle them while I rushed home to find Arianna. She was the only person my mind could paint a picture of.
Rather than returning to feel her warmth and embrace, I found her at the basement.
It was bad of me to say she was worthless when she means a lot to me. Why was I only realizing now?
Why couldn't I just let her take control? I miss her and I was ready to say the feeling I had been trying to hide.
Jerking back to reality, I was still in the rain, drained and cold. I fell to my knees and then cried.
I always hide my tears, my feelings because I believed it was for the weak but she made me this weak and vulnerable.
Believing she'd shun me was difficult but obviously, nothing would change her mind.
I lowered my gaze, lonely and depressed. My eyes were dizzy. I haven't recovered yet.
Nevertheless, I had to stay strong to win her over. She'd be mad but her forgiveness was all that matters to me.
Suddenly, I felt the rain couldn't get to me anymore. It hadn't stopped because I couldn't see it drizzling down.
It felt as though a shield had covered me. I only heard the platters on something above me.
My eyes meet two pairs of slippers in front of me. They were familiar but I was only shocked to see them.
Raising up my head, my eyes found her. Her eyes were on me and they were troubled.
She was holding an umbrella over my head.