Evan wouldn't stop throwing up. I made pasta for dinner but nothing kept down the throw up. He threw it all up after eating it. He also threw up his father's blood which was disturbing to watch come out of his mouth. He was so embarrassed while I was soothing his back that he told me to leave him alone. He shut the bathroom door to get him some privacy. When he was done, I was off to clean the bathroom while he was shivering in his room. This has been going on for two days now. The only thing he is going near is the bathroom to vomit or to his room under the thick load of blankets meanwhile it's spring. ~~~~~~~ I'm on my laptop, trying to see what I can do because I can't go to websites because I'm in a different world. "Adeline." Evan's painful voice calls me. "Adeline please put the heat higher." He adds and I sigh, getting up and walking to the thermostat. It's already on 76 and it's so hot. "Evan I can't go any higher." "I'm fucking freezing." He cries out and I rub my temples while taking a deep breath. I'm sweating in the house and I am not going to walk around in a sports bra and underwear.I'm already wearing a spaghetti strap tank top and soccer shorts with my hair in a messy bun. "I don't know what to say." I mumble while walking to his bedroom and leaning against the doorway. "I'm shivering, Adeline. And-and I'm so sore... I'm in so much pain." He cries turning to his side and staring up at me. His orbs aren't full with surprise and excitement. They seem weak and tried. Well after these two days his appearance has change. There are black purple bags under his eyes and he seems very pale. He is breathing deeply but his body isn't burning hot. He is incredibly cold. "I know Evan and I wish I can do something about it. You just need to bare with it." "C-Can I have b-blood." He asks and I nod my head, handing him the cup that's on the desk in his room. He sits up, chugging the blood fast. "I want more." "No once a day." "Adeline give me more." He orders and I shake my head. "Sorry but I can't." "Fuck!" He chucks the cup across the room with inhuman speed and it smashes against the wall, glass shattering on the ground. Blood seeps down the wall, leaving a crimson stain on it. I stare at Evan with my eyes wide because he has never been this much of a jerk. Well now I know that he got vampire speed also. "Are you kidding me." I say to him with a mellow voice. I don't want to be mean or start anything. Evan seemed pissed until he knew I wasn't going to take his shit. "I'm sorry, Adeline. I'll clean it up." I shake my head, pushing him back down on his bed. "No I got it." I reply back and going to the kitchen. I wet a towel and I go back in his room, wiping all the blood I can and to collect the glass pieces. I turn around to leave and I see that Evan fell back asleep. I throw the towel in the trash because it had the glass in it. I need to leave and take a break. I slip on my converse while walking out of the house, shutting the door behind me. It's night out but the sun just went down. I walk off the porch and past all the houses. I walk down through the trees and past the river to the boys dorm building. I go on the sidewalk into the building, asking the front desk man if Mr. Hansel is around. He is back in the small room he's been in. "So how is everything going with you and Evan?" He asks quietly, walking up to me from sitting on the couch. I didn't want to stay for long, I just wanted to talk to him. "Fine, he just got angry at me. Is that suppose to happen?" "Did you do something to make him angry?" I purse my lips into a thin line and I cross my arms over my chest. "He wanted more blood and I said no that he can only have one a day and he threw the glass against the wall." He sighs, running his hand through his hair. "Yeah just don't let that get in your head. Don't get upset about that." I shrug. "I'm not." He grabs a hold of my upper arms, giving me a soft squeeze. "But you seem a bit shaken up." "A couple of days ago, Phillip came to drop off the blood and went in my emotions and almost made me let him bite me." Mr. Hansel's soft face hardens. "And you decide to tell me this now?" "I didn't know it was that bad to tell so suddenly." "Adeline, please tell me if some happens like that." "But hey I'm fine." I say and he shakes his head. "Doesn't matter, I'll talk to him later." "Please don't be an ass about it." "I won't." "Thank you Chandler." I softly say and he smiles, staring down at me. Silence consumes us while he slowly caresses my arm. I watch him to it and it was unstoppable. He suddenly leans down to my face, caressing his lips softly on mine. I didn't pull away because I couldn't. He forcefully brings his lips down on mine, fogging up my thoughts. I'm kissing Mr. Hansel. His hands reach up my face, cupping my cheeks aggressively. I pull away to breathe but he doesn't let me, bringing his mouth back on mine. I kiss back, I don't know why but it's happening. I'm just kissing him... I feel nothing... He pulls away from me, biting his bottom lip. I'm speechless and the only thing I can do is stare at him. "Why did you do that?" I finally ask him and he shakes his head. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. I just-just-" "You are my guardian and kissed me?" I question but I'm actually questioning myself. I kissed my fucking guardian back. I didn't pull away I kissed him back. But I didn't have any lust or love emotion towards him. There was nothing. "I know I'm sorry. Just last time I went in your emotions you felt something about me. Every time we are together there is a warmth between us and I thought that you were scared to do something so I did the first move and just kissed you." "I'm sorry but I feel nothing towards you." I say which sounded kind of harsh though. He stiffens at my words and darts his eyes away from my face. He stares at the ground. "Yeah, yeah, you are right." "I just-just do love you but like a father figure. A man who wants to take care of an emotionally unstable girl." "Yeah, I get it." He replies quickly. "I don't mean it to hurt you but you understand right?" "Yes, Adeline." He roughly says like enough is enough. My hands start to shake and I take a step back. His blue orbs flick up at me and I try to look away but I can't "I'm sorry." I whisper before turning back and running out of the building. I'm crying because I can't believe he felt that way towards me. A young girl loving a man who's suppose to be a guardian. My demon father's best friend. The guy who knew my father. I run down to the woods and through the path where the houses are. I slam into the door, struggling to open it until I do, pushing myself into it. I fall into the house, my eyes blurring around my presence. I pause when I hear a noise. "Evan?" I call out and there's nothing but noises from the kitchen. A small light that's over the sink is on and the fridge door is open. The products in there shuffle around and shake but I can't see what's going on because the island is in the way. I wipe my face, removing the tears that stuck on my cheeks. I slowly make my way towards the kitchen and I pause when I see a disturbing view. Evan is sitting on the floor in front of the fridge. Blood is all over the ground and on him. One blood bag is next to him, empty. He tilts his head up with a growl escaping his lips. I see him sucking on the blood bag, drinking every last drop of it. "Stop!" I scream, running to him and grabbing the blood bag in his hands. I toss it away from us and his hands and face is covered in blood, dripping off his chin. He grits his teeth while getting up, towering over me. I stare up at him until he grabs me quickly with vampire speed and pushes me away from him. My feet leave the ground and I slam onto the wall across from us, a yelp escaping my lips. I collapse onto the floor, curling my body up and lifting my head off the ground. I'm looking ahead of the kind boy I was falling for but now who has an unsatisfied expression of anger.