WIP 5

I'm not sure if I'll call David to tell him this, but it appears that my own self is preventing me from doing so because he is about to leave and he needs him in his office.

In what way can I trust our friends?

We had been together for a long time, but he didn't tell me right away.

Why do I seem to regret now that I didn’t talk to Grace right away?

Why did I feel the awkwardness between the two of us?

Why didn't I check the email immediately?

Why didn't I notice her email right away?

She also uses a different name and a different email address.

Isn't it also because she doesn't want anyone to know that she emailed me?

I was shocked when my cell phone rang, I saw David texting me saying that he was already in the office.

I’m right, I have no one else to trust but David alone.

I'm confused as to why Grace said that, but I believe she's the only one who's true to me right now.

I also realized that Jacob and Catherine were suddenly kind to me, I don't know if they planned it.

Now I just suddenly realized the speed of events between the three of us, I just realized that it’s unbelievable!

Could Jacob and Catherine just put up a show that they don't like each other when, in fact, they like each other for real? But, Callie, how did that happen? She heard them fighting. The child will not tell a lie.

I even thought of possible reasons why Grace used a different name and email address to talk to me.

I have just gotten back to my focus at work when my secretary emailed me.

I don't have anything else to think about and it's Saturday so I'll rest first.

When I finished eating I washed the dishes I used, took a shower, and went to bed because of the tiredness I felt after I read Grace’s email.

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I woke up with someone caressing my face.

I used to be angry with David for doing this to me, but now I feel like I'm still looking for him just to do it.

He sat on the bed and he stroked my hair.

I was about to speak when he suddenly kissed me on my lips.

"You finished early?" I asked him.

"Hon, it's already seven in the evening." He laughed a little when he said that to me.

I literally rested.

Shall I say about the email? I don't seem to have any consideration if I tell him right away if I know he's tired.

He stood up and removed his necktie, "I'll cook, what do you want to eat?" He asked me.

It’s insensitive of me if I let him cook, knowing he's from work and I just slept through the night.

I don't cook because I don't know-how. It's embarrassing but it's true.

"U-Uhm, hon? Do you want us to just order?" I suggested, "because I know you're tired."

"It's okay, I'm not tired as long as you're with me." He said and he kissed me on my lips.

Suddenly I pulled his arm so I could hug him I had a breakdown, I no longer knew what I was feeling at this time I just wanted David’s presence.

I just wish I could just hug him like this.

I just want the two of us, nothing else.

He returned my hug to him, "I love you, I love you!" I said.

I couldn't stop myself from crying after I told him that.

"I love you too, hon! What happen?"

He's like this to me, I'm always used to it, whenever I feel heavy, his next question is what happened to me.

I felt like a child crying to his father after a fight with a friend.

This is how I feel now like I'm homesick because I also realized now that since I was a child I don't seem to have a parent that exists.

Whenever I need them, they are gone. They are always busy at work. I always just hug myself, I'm the only one who feeds myself.

Until now, I miss the love of a parent, the protection of a father, and the feeling of a partner because of your mother.

I cried even more so I hugged David even tighter.

"Whatever is bothering you, always remember that you have me." David said and he faced me, "okay? I'm here, hon! You're not alone, anywhere else, whatever. I'm just here." He assured me.

I felt like a child, simply nodding in response to what he said.

I suddenly thought that when I lost my child, I went abroad for a few years. Dad and Mom have no clue about me. It's like nothing happened to me.

But since I know they also really have a lot of problems, I know they are busy. But is that reason enough for them not to remember that they have a child who also needs their care?

When I'm sad, I always cry, I've always been the weak one, I've always depended on David.

I have an open mind that David is always there but now I have realized, is it right that he is always like this with the two of us? What about him?

Is he feeling something too? I mean, does he also have a problem? Is he telling me everything is heavy inside him?

Or he may not say to me because he doesn't want to add to my problems or what I'm thinking.

He loves me so much and then I can't let anyone retaliate against him except to love him.

All right, now I'm going to make him dinner.

I didn't answer what he told me because I thought of what I could cook so instead of telling him what I planned to do, I quickly rubbed his cheek.

"Hon, can you just stay here first, rest. When I call you, you can just come down there!" I said to him.

He looked at me wondering, "w-wait, why?"

"Just stay here!” …and I left the room.

I thought I'd just cook him an omelet.

I'm sorry, I know I don't really know how to cook so this is all I can do.

I even smiled when I saw there were two red bell peppers in the refrigerator.

I took four pieces of egg, broke them into a bowl and I started to slice two red bell peppers.

I tried it and I just fitted it with a simple design. Luckily because David knows how to cook he loves to buy parsley so I took two pieces of its leaves and put them on top of my omelet.

Even though it's simple, my effort here comes from the heart.

I went up to call David.

When I opened the bedroom door, it was true that he was only in a brief because he was changing his clothes.

He was not surprised or panicked when he saw me enter the room.

"Uh --- are you done in what you’re doing? I made you dinner." I told him and I left the room immediately, I don't want to stay because maybe later instead of him eating what I cooked, he will just decide to eat me.

When he got down, he went straight to the dining area, so when I saw him, I immediately served him a plate, spoon and fork.

When he sat down I removed the lid from the omelet I had cooked.

His eyes widened and the shape of his mouth was almost letter O because of the shock.

Is that how he really admires me? Or maybe he was just forced?

I laughed at his reaction, "do you like it?"

"Yes! I really like it! You're good at frying now, your fried eggs used to burn. Thank you, I really appreciate it!" He was joking with me.

So I accompanied him to eat.

We talked about things, I thought don’t tell me first about what Grace said.

"Uhm, hon?" David called to me, "How do you think we can get into Jacob's house near the mansion?" His face was looking at me seriously.

"To be honest, I don't know because first of all when I go don, and I see the security room that Jacob calls it's not a joke the cameras are there, every corner really has," I said.

It looks like David and I are going to be detectives now.

His phone rang, he looked at me but he didn't stand up because he answered the call even though I was in front of him.

Maybe it's personal so he never left in front of me. This is how he wants me to know who calls him personally. When it comes to working, he just stands there to answer the call.

He answered it and pressed the loudspeaker.

"Bro! Travis here! Jacob told me that Callie's birthday will be held at their house, not at the clubhouse." Travis said on the other line.

"Okay, all right. I'll tell Abigail, thank you!" David simply answered and dropped the call.

David and I looked at each other.

"If we go to the Abandoned House before we go to their house?" David asked me.

How come? Even if we go there, Jacob and I can still see because his cell phone has CCTV connected.

It's impossible what David wants to happen, because I don't know if there's more than we'll see and the worst of it might just be chaos.

I don’t know how we can get in there without anyone knowing. So far it is still very impossible.