Chapter 109 You are my destiny. I feel it.
Butcher
Look, I am completely gone on Kiki. I didn’t touch her the whole first year she was around. She was twenty-one when she asked to be a club girl. I thought she was so beautiful. I still do. Something in her just reached out and hooked me. She’d give me these quiet, shy glances. Talking to her, I realized how smart she was. She had an old head on her shoulders. Books were everything to her. She told me she wanted to be a librarian, but life sent her down a bad road. When I asked about Jake, she said he was part of that. They went out for a minute, but he was always looking at some other girl. She was a quiet thing, never made a fuss. She asked him once who that girl was, but he said it was nobody, so she let it go. I know now that girl was Lia. Jake’s coming back to the club soon. I have a lot to ask him.
I know she’s been with Doc and Beast and probably Rockstar, but it does not matter to me. She wasn’t like the other club girls, ready to spread for anybody with a dick. We let our girls say no these days. We ran a tighter ship before, but Catalina read us the rules, and we fixed some things. No more two-week wait when a man claims his Old Lady, the girls can choose who they’re with, and the prospects take turns cooking now. That last one was all Jenna.
The first time I had Kiki, it just happened. I was talking with some of the guys, and she walked into the room. I could not look away. She went to the bar for a drink and glanced over at us. She asked if anyone wanted something. A couple guys said yeah. So she fixed their drinks and brought them over. She went to set a glass down in front of Castor, one of my brothers, and those little shorts she wore pulled tight across her perfect ass when she leaned over. That was it for me. I grabbed her, tore her clothes off, and took her right there in front of everyone, on the pool table. I could not stop myself. I needed her. I listened for her to tell me no, but she didn’t make a sound, so I pushed inside her. I made sure she came more than once, then I looked at the crowd watching and they got the message and left. Then I came with a shout. Once I could breathe again, I pulled out and turned her to face me. She looked at me like I was her whole fucking world. I told her she wasn’t to be with anyone else while we were doing this. She agreed, and that was that.
I was between her legs, loving her with my mouth. She had her hands in my hair, holding me right where she wanted me. God, her pussy. She knows how to hold a man and ride him like she owns him. I can never get enough. I heard my office door open, but I didn’t stop because Kiki was begging me to finish her, and I was not going to let my girl down. My girl? Christ, I’m old enough to be her father, but I do not give a damn.
She cried out when she came. I got up, opened my pants, and entered her with nothing on.
She gasped, her eyes going big.
“What are you doing? Butcher, we need protection. I haven’t gotten my shot. My appointment is Monday.”
I pulled back until just the head of my cock was inside her, then I pushed all the way in. Her head fell back and she moaned. I did it again, harder. I kept moving in her, watching her perfect tits move with every push. I was lost. I bent and took a nipple into my mouth before letting it go.
Her sounds were driving me out of my mind.
“You don’t fuck anyone else,” I told her, my voice rough.
“I haven’t, not since you and I started,” she got out between breaths. “God, you feel so good, Butcher.”
“Jason.”
“What?”
“My name is Jason. I want to hear you scream it. Scream it when you come on my dick, baby.” Then I really started moving, pounding into my new favorite place. I brought my thumb to her clit and moved it in circles.
“Jason!” she screamed.
I covered her mouth with mine and kissed her deep. I pushed into her six more times and then I was gone.
“Fuck yes, Kiki. You feel so good, baby.”
“Butcher, you just came in me.”
“So? I like feeling you with nothing in the way.”
“But I’m a club girl. You’re supposed to use something. I’m supposed to get that shot. We could have just made a baby.”
“You’re my girl, Kiki. Mine. If we made a baby, then we’ll figure it out. Because I’m telling you now, you will be my Old Lady. There’s something about you. The second I saw you, I felt like I knew you. You seemed so familiar. That’s why I didn’t make a move when you first got here. I was trying to understand why I felt you were already mine. This whole time I’ve felt it. But you’re young, and I thought you should have your fun. Now I can’t keep my distance. I’m addicted. In my soul, I know we belong together. You were made for me. Tell me you feel it too.”
Tears filled her eyes. They started falling, and I tried to wipe them away with my thumbs, but they kept coming.
“I know that feeling, Butcher. When I walked in here to ask for the club girl job, I felt this… knowing in my soul. I looked at you and thought, there he is. The one I’ve been waiting for. But how do you say that to the man hiring you to be a paid whore? I couldn’t stop looking at you. I felt like I knew you, too. But I’d never seen you before in my life. Do you really want me to be your Old Lady?”
“I do. But if that’s not what you want, we can just be together.” I held my breath. In my head, I was begging, say yes.
“Jason, I want nothing more than to be your Old Lady,” she whispered, before taking my face in her hands and kissing me with everything she had.
I got hard all over again the moment she said my name, and since I was still inside her, I fucked her like she was my whole world, because she was. I couldn’t believe it, but she really was. We came together, her legs locked around me, her arms holding my head to her chest. I pulled out, fixed my pants, and picked her up. I carried her naked to my couch and sat down, putting her in my lap so we could talk.
“You’ll wear my property cut tonight. I don’t want anyone getting ideas. If anyone gives you trouble, you tell me. There might be some jokes because of our ages. But I want you to know, it doesn’t matter to me. Do you understand?”
“I do, and I can take the jokes. I’ll be okay. But Butcher, I don’t want to take anything away from Owen and Lia. Tonight is for their birthday.”
“I don’t fucking care, sweet girl. Lia and Owen will be happy for us. You’re my woman, and no one is taking you from me. I lost one Old Lady to a friend more than twenty years ago. I will not lose another,” I told her, my voice low.
“What do you mean?”
“I had an Old Lady about twenty-five years back. We grew up together. I also had a best friend. We started this club with Doc. He was my VP, his name was Atlas. A few years in, he decided to go back to his family. His old man ran another MC, they’d been talking, and he wanted Atlas to take over as President of the Jackals in North Carolina. We argued, but he left in the end. What I didn’t know was that Valery, my Old Lady, and him were seeing each other behind my back. He asked her to go with him, and she did. She was killed later by some crazy woman who was obsessed with Atlas. We had a war with his club a few years ago. He took Catalina, and she ended up killing him and his top guys while we handled the rest. I was helping her father rescue her sister, who was also taken. I’ll never regret saving Jenna, but I wish I’d been the one to end him. I won’t lose you. No other man will take you from me, so you’ll wear my cut, yeah?”
“Okay, baby. I’ll wear your cut. You never have to worry about me leaving you, Butcher. You are my destiny. I feel it. I will always choose you.”
She kissed me gently, and we got lost in each other again for a minute. I felt her shake.
“Are you cold, my sweet girl?”
“A little.”
“Alright, go get your clothes on. Let’s get you some food, then I’m taking you to my house.”
She gave me a small smile and got dressed. I put my cut on over my bare skin, fastened my pants, and she came back to me. I kissed her and laced my fingers with hers.
We walked out of my office and into the kitchen. Max looked up at us and grinned.
“Hey Prez, hey Kiks. You two hungry?”
“Yeah, Max. Got anything good?”
“Sure do. Just made an enchilada casserole. I’ll plate some up. You eating in here or in the dining room?”
I looked at Kiki, and she tilted her head toward the small kitchen table.
“Here,” I said. He nodded and turned to the cabinets.
“Baby, before we go to the house, I want you to pack your things. You’re moving in with me. I don’t ever want to sleep without you again.”
She smiled at me and nodded. Then she laughed a little.
“What’s funny?”
“I’m just so happy. I’ve wanted you for so long.”
I looked at her and grinned. “I’m happy too, baby. I can finally breathe.” I leaned in and kissed her. It felt like a dark shadow that had been hanging over me was finally gone.