Useless

"Listen to me! How can you be sure that you will keep working there until you get a salary? You only work in a supermarket for a few days, how will you survive in that company? From the start I didn't believe you at all, someone like you didn't will never be able to develop wherever you are! Just bothering other people!"

"Okay, it's up to you! Insult me ​​as much as you like! You already know my weaknesses, that's why you can act arbitrarily with me!"

"What? Behaving arbitrarily? You really can't be given advice, can you? Could it be that you didn't finish school?"

"Advice? Do you think what you said just now was advice? You're just insulting and cornering me!"

"People like you deserve to be insulted!"

"Whatever! It's up to you! The important thing is, please lend me money, because I no longer have money to buy food!"

"Oh my God, it's so pathetic! You're really shameless, aren't you?"

"I don't care what you say!  I don't want to starve to death. If there's anything I can do, just say it! I'll do anything! I'll cook for you, wash your clothes and clean the whole room. But, I beg you to lend me some money I will definitely pay for it no matter what, I promise!" I said pitifully. I hope that his ice-hard heart can soften a little.

Jacob sighed, he didn't reply to my words like before. He seemed to think for a moment and then looked back at me.

"Okay, I'll lend you 2000 dollars. But you have to pay it back!"

"R-really? Oh my God! Thank you, Jake! Thank you! Hehehe... okay, how about I cook dinner for you? I'm pretty good at cooking, you know!"

"No! That's not necessary!"

"Come on, don't be like that! Just think of this as a sign of my thanks because you want to help me! Yes? Yes?" I kept forcing him to force him to accept my kindness.

Must seem annoyed and annoyed, Jacob finally let me cook him dinner.

"Okay, you can cook! But remember, you have to wash your hands clean! I don't like dirty things, you also have to wash the cooking utensils after that. Do you understand?"

"Hehe... ready, sir!" I said while showing a respectful pose. Jacob looked at me uncertainly for a moment, before leaving, leaving me alone in the kitchen.

I feel very relieved now that I no longer have to worry about my living expenses for the next few weeks. I will definitely put to good use the 2000 dollars he lent me.

"Okay, I'll make sandwiches with bacon and eggs, and vegetable salad with olive oil!"

With confidence, I started to prepare dishes that I was sure would make Jacob's stomach sway with pleasure. I completely forgot the true fact that I am really bad at cooking.

I couldn't fry the eggs properly, even the bacon didn't burn. The smell of smoke started to fill the kitchen, I was really panicking now. What if this apartment catches fire?

"Agh... I'm dead! How is this?"

"Cough... cough... cough... what is this smoke? Hey, what are you doing?"

Jacob, who smelled the smoke, immediately ran to the kitchen, he saw that smoke had filled the kitchen and there was fire spreading through the pan. Jacob immediately took a light fire extinguisher and immediately sprayed it on the stove and pan.

The fire went out, but my heart nearly jumped out of my body. This panic really caused the beautiful world that I had just built to collapse instantly.

"Look what you're doing? You're going to burn down this apartment?"

"Sorry! I'm sorry!"

"Oh my God! What dream did I have that I have to deal with someone like you? You can't actually cook, right? Just admit it!"

"Y-yes, actually I can cook!"

"Are you good at cooking? If the police come again, you'll have to explain it to them!"

"A-okay, I understand!"

"Now you better clean up the mess you made!" He said very annoyed as he walked away.

"S-how about dinner?"

"You eat it!"

Jacob was really upset, I couldn't believe what I had done. I almost burned down this apartment and if that happens, I'm definitely rotting in prison.

"No...! I don't want to go to prison anymore! I've spent three years of my life there. I don't want to go back to that place again!" I screamed in my heart. This forced me to remember what Mom, Dad, Stella, Ben and Kelly told me.

"How long do you want to live like this? Until your father dies, huh?"

"I never felt like I gave birth to a child as useless as you!"

"You've never changed since the beginning, all you can do is trouble your family!"

"I wish I didn't have a little sister like you!"

"You really make me sick, Jenni! From now on, don't consider me your sister anymore!"

I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. I didn't expect it to be this heavy. Even though I was too confident and if they knew what was happening to me now, they would definitely laugh at me.

"No! Anyway, I won't give up! You'll see, I will definitely silence your mouths with my success!"

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