Part 32

Dillion pov

“Fine, we will listen to what she has to say, but don’t expect me to like it,” he said while kissing my head. “Thank you” I replied. I then turned around to face everyone again. “Start talking before we walk out of here, Mandy” Nash said to her. She kept quiet. “Mandy you better start talking before we all leave here, and you are never allowed near Dillion again,” her mother said to her.

“First I am really sorry about what I said and what I did” she started. “I never should’ve done it in the first place, and I don’t expect you to forgive me,” she said. “Good because you won’t get one” Ria said harshly. Mandy’s face dropped. “I never should’ve threatened you or your babies and I should’ve never tried to get Nash to leave you for someone else and tried to love someone other than you,” she said.

“I also should’ve never asked you to kill your own babies,” she said. I do not know how to feel or what to say, all she is saying is that she is sorry for everything she has done. I do not know if I should stay and relive everything again and maybe hear why she did this or if I should leave and save myself the trouble. I tried to think of something to say and only one word pops up into my mind, so I said it.

“Why” was the only thing I asked her. She looked up at me and the look on her face was confusion. “What do you mean, why” she asked me. “He is asking why you were being mean to him, why try and make Nash love someone else, why tell him to kill his babies, why you did what you did” Ria clapped back at Mandy with venom in her voice. Mandy flinched at Ria’s words.

I could understand why, because when they were younger, they both were really close to each other and then they drifted apart when Mandy did all those things to me. “Look, I have no excuse for what I did to you guys and said to you guys” she started. “Good so we can all go, and you can leave Dillion alone,” Keiran said harshly. She just continued. “But when I turned 16 years old, I went to a party with some friends, at the party I met a 19 year old dominant alpha, and he was my mate,” she said.

“He knew that he was my mate and he was the one who told me since I couldn’t tell yet, he approached me first and told me that I was his mate when then started talking and drinking some cooldrinks and we just had fun and next thing I knew we were headed upstairs kissing each other,” Mandy said getting tears in her eyes.

“We then ended up in a room, and you guys probably know what happened, we slept together, the next morning he was gone and I was alone in the room, I went back home and lived my life like normal for the next few weeks, the I found out I was pregnant, I looked for him, I asked some of my friends and I finally found him again, I then went to where he was and when I met him again I told him I was pregnant” She said while crying a little.

“His first response was to tell me that the baby was not his and that I should get lost, I then told him that he was my first time and that I hadn’t slept with anyone else when he heard this he got a look of horror on his face and then he told me to get rid of it, I told him that I won’t get rid of the baby, and when he heard that he completely lost it, he then beat me until I started bleeding, I lost my baby that day,” she said.

“I didn’t tell anyone and started to hate anyone and everyone, when I turned 18 years old I met him again, I hated him at first but then he explained that he was not ready for a baby and that he was scared, he then apologized and asked me if we can try being mates again, it took me a minute but I accepted and that night we slept together again, we kept in touch after that and about a month later I found out I was pregnant with twins, I then kept it from everyone and even them for about two months, but then when we ran into each other at the mall, he could smell that I was pregnant, he then asked me to come with him and I went with him to his house, when we arrived his friends where already there and he threw me to the ground and he and his friends beat me, I was rushed to the hospital by an old lady that found me in the street and I lost my babies again, I stayed away from everyone until I could no longer see the bruises, I then came back,” she said with tears running down her face.

“I was so mad at everything and everyone because why could they be happy with their mate and their children, and I lost three of my babies and had an abusive mate,” she said while looking at us. What in the world did I just hear? That was awful, no one should ever go through something like that ever. I sighed.

“Look Mandy, I understand that what happened to you was awful and that no one should ever go through that, but no matter how awful things were or what bad things happened to you, you had no right to treat anyone else they why you were treated, and no matter the trauma that you went through, no matter how ad it was, that is no excuse for what you did,” I said to her.