48. He is Pack

48. He is Pack
Sol Pov 

Cassius was right I should’ve said thank you he had been there. He had stood out there with me for more than 24 hours without drinking or eating just to defend Blood Borne Pack. He could have stayed out of sight and just left it up to me, but he hadn’t, and he had taken out the threat I wouldn’t have been able to face. Or not known how to, he had sacrificed himself and his well being not just for me but for the pack.  

Cassius had done what I needed done and he did it  because he wanted to not because I asked or even wanted him to. He didn’t hesitate. When I looked at him all the anger, I felt it just dissipated. I was grateful and maybe it was the adrenaline or something, but I couldn’t help myself because I lunged for him and kissed him. It felt like coming home, kissing him.  

His hands were in my hair, pulling and my nails stuck into his back. It didn’t matter that I had been attacked. I knew that I had some wounds but they would heal. All I wanted was him. “I forgive you” I cried out between our kisses and that ignited another wave of heat between us.  

Clothes were torn off; we wanted each other's flesh. Everything that happened was fast I felt my back hit against a rough tree. I felt the weight of his body that I missed. I felt his thick cock pushing up against me. I wanted it inside. My legs moved so that they wrapped around him and I felt him thrust inside me. It has been too long, and I couldn’t help but release moan. 

“I’m sorry” he said he didn’t need to apologize. He told me the truth, but still it was nice to hear. I felt like I should be the one apologizing. I pushed him away and for something he couldn’t change it wasn’t his fault he was raised to believe one way, and he had done what he believed was right. When he found out that his beliefs where wrong he changed and abandoned everything he knew. And I had punished him for it.  

My own mother told me about the differences that Cade, my father had to overcome, when she joined his pack. The contrast of their beliefs and their lifestyles was a lot, and it was hard for them to figure out their way through it. I should’ve been more understanding, but I hadn’t been. I had wasted so much time being angry and pissed and letting it build up that I hadn’t given him an opportunity to speak. I didn’t want to hear him apologize I didn’t want to understand. I wanted to be angry. 

But I couldn’t be anymore I needed him. Blood Borne Pack needed him. He had stepped up and he had killed someone he knew during his childhood to protect us to protect me. I knew, without even asking he would do it again. Both of us came faster than normally did probably due to the lack of intimacy latley. 
I could feel his cum, sliding down my legs as his pace slowed down and his head rested on my shoulder I felt a soft kiss on my skin. “I really am sorry Sol. I wish I could change my past actions or even the way I grew up, but I can’t and I’m sorry but I’m with you now. I’m with Blood Borne Pack and I hope my actions today proved that I would die for them and for you.” It was a sweet moment, and I could feel my eyes filling with tears. 

Maybe it was everything that had happened today or perhaps it was just hearing him confirm what I wanted, but I could feel myself beginning to cry. “Do you still want to join the pack? It mean I was your alpha.” He looked at me intently and responded “Yeah I’d like that.” I didn’t offer him a position as my equal I wouldn’t ever offer that I was going to hold onto power myself. 

I know my parents had shared it, but I couldn’t with him. “You will have to follow me and my commands” I said. He smirked in a way I loved. “You should be in charge. I can’t think of someone I would want to follow more.  I know your parents were equals, but we aren’t. You are better than me in every way. I don’t think anyone will ever be your equal. So, yes, Sol, you can command me because I trust you.” He spoke. I let the tears fall, I felt extremely emotional over what he had said.  

I bent down and picked up the sharpest rock I could find and sliced my hand open, handing it to him to do the same he did and we held hands, and he swore that he would follow my commands, and that I was his alpha and that he would always be faithful to Blood Borne Pack until he died. He was already on the pack link but now he was officially a member. He smiled and said. “You know it’s so surreal. I never thought I would willing join a pack, but I think I have never been happier.” I smiled at him, though I was crying.  

A long moment passed and then everything started to focus again.  I knew we needed to start planning. We needed to start strategizing thinking ahead we didn’t have numbers and were still growing.  For whatever the reason my existence had been hidden from the other packs but now my existence and our packs would be revealed. That was if Maven made it out . It was the first thing I needed to find out.  

I shifted immediately into my wolf, and I heard Cassius in my head asking over the main link “What are you doing?” I responded quickly. “ I have to see if Maven ended up dead or if he made it out. If he made it back to whatever vehicle he came in then he’ll be long gone, but if he’s dead somewhere. I need to drag his body into the woods so it doesn’t get notice by anyone who might be out here.” he followed and soon shifted as well. I guess he didn’t want to leave me alone after the attack or after him joining the pack. I didn’t know which, but regardless I was happy, I had his company.