CHAPTER 188

Sol

I know that I was always a cow who didn't care about everybody's life. The spoiled daughter of the father who gave everything.

What I didn't know was that my father was broke and I couldn't accept that I was poor.

I was so angry with my father that I left, went to a nightclub owned by a friend of mine, danced with several men and drank to my heart's content. I was no longer having any control of myself until I met Pepe my teacher moreover that teacher too hot who only gave ball for Luna, she who until then was my biggest rival ... But the world of turns now that I am poor and I'm in this despicable situation pregnant with an abuse and still have contracted HIV.

Yes, the damn night that I became poor and I met the hottest man in college that all the girls were involved with him for a better grade and that only had eyes for Luna abused me, was the worst thing that happened in my life. He hurt me all over and didn't use a condom.

I was an idiot, I thought that because he was my ex-teacher it would be nice to be there talking to him, I started talking and talking endlessly about all my problems and out of nowhere everything started spinning he offered to take me home, but when I saw he didn't take me home he took me to a motel, he kissed me, at first I confess that I liked it, after all he was very nice. But then he started to force himself on me and I was not well, I started to feel bad for drinking so much, I asked him to stop and he did not stop, he started to take off my clothes, I struggled and he punched me telling me to shut up, I fought back by kicking him in his private parts and this only made him more angry, he punched and kicked me all over my body, tore all my clothes and mercilessly penetrated his member in me, he called me all the dirty names you can imagine, I had no more strength left to try to react or even scream for help, I don't know what happened anymore or how long I stayed unconscious, but when I woke up there were two cleaning ladies who found me and I could see on their faces how horrified they were. One of them helped me take a shower and they lent me some clothes since mine was all torn. As soon as I got out of the shower there was a policewoman and a policeman waiting for me they took me to the police station and then to the hospital, I did the whole process, gave my statement, told what I remembered and it was the worst thing in the world to relive everything he did to me allow them to do the corpus delicti, I had to go to the hospital for tests, I took the morning after pill and the cocktail that every woman in these cases. But it seems that the guy upstairs doesn't like me, neither the cocktail nor the morning-after pill worked, because I contracted HIV and I'm pregnant with a monster who is not even alive, who died and to tell the truth it was late.

The person I least expected is the only one who is giving me support, Luna maybe because she somehow passed something similar was kidnapped by him and is pregnant, but has the luck to be the man she loves, now I'm here in their apartment completely lost about to ask her mother for help.

Alice - So Sol, what can I do for you? - asks Sera

Sol - Nervous - Then Mrs. Alice, I want to first apologize for having made the life of your daughter and son-in-law a living hell, I apologize to you as well Matteo and Luna I will never get tired of apologizing to you, I really regret it.

Matteo - if it's okay with Luna, it's okay with me too, Sol.

Sol - Thank you so much.

Alice - I say the same, but Luna said that you wanted to ask me a favor

Luna - let me help you to talk Sol, so mom as you all know that monster abused her and unfortunately transmitted HIV and no she is pregnant

Alice - Yes I know, I am really sorry, thank goodness that this bastard is already where he should never have left, which is hell. But how can I help you?

Sol - So ma'am, yesterday I confirmed the pregnancy and I thought of aborting the child, I don't have the psychology to be a mother at all, I won't have the capacity to love and raise his child, I know he is mine too, but every time I see him I will remember what he put me through.

Luna - but then I talked to her about the possibility of adoption and even then she is afraid to put it up for adoption, the chances of this child being born with HIV because of the father are high and who will want to adopt?

Matteo - NONE, unfortunately no one, she would be an abandoned child, if she could survive.

Sol - and if this child is to suffer and die I would rather abort

Luna - that's when I thought about the possibility of her giving the baby to someone to raise, someone she knew and who she knew would take good care of it

Alice - and where do I fit in?

Luna - So mama, you could keep this baby, we have the financial means to take care of it and a lot of love to give