Chapter 26 Disappeared into the room
By Valeria
I was going over that last point, I called Emi, I wanted to be sure we both thought the same about that issue.
Once again, I have the folder open.
I'm almost done when I see someone in front of my desk again.
"Come to my office now."
Alejandro tells me.
I think he's going to keep me with some nonsense until any hour.
I go from love to hate in a second.
I followed him to his office.
"You're neglecting your work."
"No, I'm preparing to be better at my job."
"Convince me, and I'll let you go now."
"It's a subject that can help me close a deal, because of the knowledge it provides."
"Do you know how you close a deal?"
"With knowledge and intelligence."
He laughs.
I look at him seriously.
He comes closer, putting one of his hands on my neck and starts caressing me slowly with his fingers.
"You close it because you're beautiful and have all the men admiring your beauty, signing whatever you put in front of them."
"I want..."
"Take advantage and give me a document saying I let you go now."
The bad decision was looking at him.
He devoured my mouth.
I couldn't pull away, he kissed me again with that mix of sweetness and passion.
He dug his hands into me.
I was trembling and damn, I think he was too.
With his warm hands, he searched for my breast under my bra.
What the hell is wrong with me that I can't push him away?
He keeps kissing me while with his other hand he searches under my skirt.
He finds me wet, more than that.
"Val, I want you..."
"Let me go to class..."
"Yes."
But he didn't let go, I felt his hand in my intimacy and it was driving me crazy.
A moan escapes me.
I closed my eyes for a second.
He sinks his fingers inside me and I can barely control myself.
"No..."
No, I manage to say, in the middle of a moan.
I feel a fire inside me taking over my senses and I'm the one seeking deeper contact.
"Ale, don't do this to me."
His response is to squeeze my nipples more and rub my area harder.
I kiss him, out of control.
"No."
I tell him weakly.
"Ale, n..."
A terrible orgasm envelops me, I can't even stifle my moans.
I realize that in my frenzy, my hands are on his member and I swear I don't know if he unbuttoned his pants or I did.
I feel him kissing me desperately, like never before.
Still with powerful aftershocks of my orgasm, I go down to his member and suck it, lick it, run my nails over it, I've wanted him for so long and I'm driving him crazy, now he's the one who can't control himself, I keep feeling his caresses and I'm really excited.
Suddenly, jets of semen flooded my throat, I swallowed every last drop.
I felt him trembling and that tremor made it impossible for me to lower my own excitement.
I was still totally aroused, I needed him inside me.
I climbed back up to his mouth and the kiss was even deeper.
I don't even know when I was left only in my bra.
He had disappeared until the room.
I got lost in a wave of uncontrollable passion, I couldn't handle it.
We kept kissing, never in my life had anyone kissed me like that.
His kisses burned me.
He kissed my neck and I moaned, I seemed in heat.
His member was ready again.
He put on a condom and plunged into me.
I was sitting on his desk and he was standing.
With my legs, I wrapped around his waist, his mouth was on my chest, with his hands he caressed my legs.
I had another explosion inside my belly, I let myself be carried away by him, I know his kisses dominate me and make me lose track of everything, the place, the time, and even my life.
That's why I always tried to avoid having sex with him.
Until now I had succeeded.
He makes me turn and puts me on my back, almost climbing on his desk.
He penetrates me in that position, touching me with unmatched skill.
He caresses my mons pubis with one hand and with the other he runs over my breasts, squeezing my nipples, his mouth went from my ear to my neck and back to my ear whispering how beautiful I am and how much he desired me.
He held me tightly to the desk.
His thrusts were deep, I had never experienced sex like that, nor enjoyed it so much.
A third orgasm found me, it was overwhelming and he came a few seconds later.
We stayed in that position for a few minutes, he hugged me from behind.
When our breathing returned to normal and he had already pulled out of me, I turned around and at that moment I realized the madness I had done.
"Okay, you're on fire."
I was still trembling.
"No, no, it was... a mistake."
"What are you talking about? Vale... you're amazing, let's go to my apartment, I want to continue."
"This is crazy, this couldn't have happened to me."
I said, putting a hand on my forehead.
"Didn't you have a good time?"
"Yes... I've never felt better, but what we did isn't right."
"Vale, come on, you're going to feel this way all night, I felt something incredible too."
"God, Ale, it's not right, I'm your secretary, I just want to be that."
"Vale, I haven't even had enough of you, I want more, much more."
"I don't know when I lost control, but it's not right."
I looked for my shirt that was on the floor, and when I moved my arm, Alejandro saw the purple bruises from his roughness yesterday.
He stared at them.
"Sorry."
I put on my shirt.
"I forgot about my final!"
I said, ignoring his apology.
"Will you make it to the university on time?"
"I don't know."
By now my voice was trembling.
"Let Juan drive you to the university."
"Thanks."
"Vale... you left me burning, more than before."
"It wasn't my intention, you finally broke me, I fell like any other."
"You'll never be just any other."
"You and I both know that's true. Don't worry, I'm not going to make any demands."
"That's not what worries me, I want to be with you, it wasn't enough."
"Let's forget this happened, it's easier that way, so we can keep working together."
I left quickly.
Don Juan drove me to the university, it's much faster by car, despite the traffic and the time, I just made it.
The problem was that I wasn't focused at all.
Emi was looking at me, maybe guessing what had happened.
I shook my head and tried to stop feeling his caresses and kisses on my skin.
I read each question and instruction twice.
I finished the exam just in time.
I just hope it's okay.
I'm lost.
Since it was one of the last exams, even the professors were a bit more flexible, just a bit.
The results would be posted the following Monday.
We got back to our apartment and that's when I told Emi everything.
"You're crazy."
"I know, it's just that I hadn't had sex in so long, every time he kissed me it was harder to say no."
"But he hurt you yesterday."
"Yes... but today his kisses were different, we were arguing all afternoon and at one point he got mad because he found me studying, we argued a bit until he kissed me and I don't know why I'm so sensitive, I couldn't control myself."
"You're sensitive because your parents are moving to Miami with your sister, who's pregnant, and you found out today, plus the finals at the university..."
"Maybe, I'm vulnerable and I am to his whims, he took over me, my mind and my body, he trapped me little by little, I feel like I have no freedom to choose, he's owned my mind for a long time, but he didn't know that, that's why he couldn't break me... until now..."
"Friend, I don't want to see you suffer, my god, Vale, you're the perfect woman, you have thousands of men at your feet, you can't depend on someone like that, you already went through that with Diego."
"What happened with Diego was different, he was my boyfriend and I realized I was even afraid of him, that's why I gave in to him over and over, Alejandro is really powerful and it's not fear I feel, it's love, much deeper than what I felt for Diego at first, it's something different, I've never... felt so much like a woman as today, when I was with Alejandro, if we had been at his place, I wouldn't have been able to stop making love all night."
"What did you agree on?"
"Nothing, I told him it was a mistake, that we should forget it."
"You're crazy."
"No, I told him before he could say it."
"But he wanted more..."
"I had to take the final and tomorrow or the next day I'll find him with another woman in his bed, they're all goddesses, each more beautiful than the last, when it's not two at a time with him, I just hope I can control myself and not run away, what happened today, I know it won't happen again."
"It's true, he shouldn't think he can have sex with you and then with someone else whenever he wants."
"The hardest part will be when he asks me to buy a gift for another woman and sign the card saying she's the only one in his bed..."
"Quit."
"I can't be without him, a very powerful feeling grew in me, and I'd rather be his secretary than stop seeing him, even if he's always surrounded by women."
"You're definitely crazy."
"I know."