Chapter 40: Best day of my life
Lincoln Pov
"Baby why would you apologize to me? It takes two of us, it's not just you"
"It's not like we were 100% careful, there was that time after I passed my practice boards that I drink too much I know we didn't use a condom then and this morning was the same I was in such a hurry to take you that it didn't even cross my mind"
"I love you Lincoln Spencer with all my heart"
"I will love you always Chailor, nothing will ever change the way I feel about you, don't you ever be afraid to tell me anything"
I crushed my lips to hers, I cannot wait to make this woman my wife.
We're going to have the most beautiful and loved baby in the whole world.
I put her down and dropped to my knees and put my head on her belly.
"Hi baby it's your daddy, I love you already and I can't wait to meet you" I say tearfully
I stand and quickly pull her into another embrace passionately kissing her
"You have made me the happiest man in the entire world now let's get you out there and make you my wife"
I kiss her one last time
She seems lighter less tense
We are just hugging each other letting our tears flow
I almost don't want to let her go but nothing will stop me from making her my wife
"This is the happiest I've ever been in my entire life and I can't wait to see your belly all big and round as you're bringing our beautiful child into the world"
"I'm 10 weeks along, so yes it was when we were celebrating you passing your test"
"Do you want to see the ultrasound picture?"
"Yes my love I have never wanted to see something more in my life"
She has a huge smile on her face now
As I stand there looking at a small black and white photo of our baby I can't help but feel like my chest is going to explode from all the happiness I have inside me
"Our baby is so beautiful already"
She's crying
"I love you"
"I love you too Lincoln"
She's going to be a amazing mom and I can't wait to share this journey with her.
First thing monday morning I need to make some phone calls kick my men in gear, I need her house built right away.
I want our baby to be brought home to our forever home.
I kiss her one last time
I turn back as ask
"Finn knows doesn't he that's why he's been looking at me with that look all day"
She starts laughing
"Yes I'm sorry I had a brief freak out this morning and he was there to help me and apparently River knows she's know for at least 3 weeks she was just waiting for me to tell her or to figure it out on my own"
"I'm so sorry, I wanted you to be the first person to know and I promise when we do this again you will be the first person that I tell"
"I'm not at all mad that they know I'm just glad my brother and River were there to help you through all your insecurities. Now look at me, don't you ever feel like anything you do or say will ever push me away. When I tell you I love you I mean that with my entire heart and soul"
She jumps in my arms and gives me a great big kiss
"Okay now get out there so I can get dressed and you can make an honest woman of me" she laughs and gives me a smack to my butt as I'm walking out the door
I can't wait to see how beautiful she looks in whatever dress she picked out.
I don't think I can be any happier than I am right now in this moment
"Okay let's get out there and get married!!" I yell
This is the best day of my life
River POV
Me and Finn are just sitting there talking and holding hands when Lincoln comes back
I let Finn's hand go as I run over to Lincoln
He quickly grabs me and spins me around
"I'M GOING TO BE A DAD!!" he yells
He has the biggest smile I've ever seen on his face, when he gently sets me back to my feet
he gives me a long kiss on the cheek
and quickly grabs Finn in and hugs us both.
"Congratulations big brother, I can't wait to be an uncle"
"Well little brother you're going to be more than just an uncle I'd be honored if you were the baby's Godfather"
"River your not getting out of this either, your 100 percent this kids godmother"
He again pulls us both in for a great big hug
"I better go see if she needs any help"
I watch as Lincoln pulls Finn in for a giant hug as I walk out the door.
As I'm walking to her bridal room I can't help but to think of my own future
After my attack they said I might have a hard time conceiving because of all the scarring and damage that was done to me.
I've seen a few doctors since then and so far they're saying everything has healed and is looking great but they can't tell if I'll have problems until that time comes
If anything I will have beautiful nieces and nephews from two of the people I love the most in the world and that will be enough for me
I knock on her door
"Who is it?"
"It's me"
"River come in"
I walk in and she looks breathtaking she's so beautiful