Chapter 39: Is she okay
Lincoln Pov
The place looks so beautiful Chailor is going to love it.
It has a
beautiful grand walk through and a magnificent glass ceiling with a custom lighting system to mimic the sky.
There is beautiful flowers making up the aisle.
I got the photo package, I know she'll want it.
I can't wait to see how breathing she's going to look coming down the aisle.
"You look nervous Link, you okay?"
I look over at Finn and smile
"Yeah brother, I'm more then okay"
"We do want you to do one more thing for us"
"Of course anything Link, what do you need?"
"Chailor and I would like it if you were to walk her down the aisle?"
I watch as a look of shock comes over his face
as he looks at me I see that he's trying to hold back tears
"Wow, Lincoln I would be honored"
We're hugging when River comes in and gasps covering her mouth with her hand
"Ohhhh my Lincoln it's so beautiful" she says tearfully
"It's so perfect and so Chailor. She's going to love it"
She walks quickly over to us and gives me a long tight hug.
I've known this girl for two almost three years and she's never voluntarily gave me a hug before, I almost feel like a proud dad looking at how far she's come
"Oh, Chailor wants to see you really quick before she gets dressed" she says as she wipes a tear off her cheek and quickly gives me a kiss on mine
"Is she alright?" I'm getting worried now.
What if she changed her mind
"Where is she?" I say almost in a panic
"She's fine sweetie, don't panic. She's over in the back hallway it's the door on the right"
As I find the room I knock on the door and a brief second later she says "Come in"
"Your not in your dress right?"
"No Babe, come in"
She looks almost scared out of her mind, maybe she has cold feet.
I'm starting to panic a little now.
I go to her almost in a run and pull her in for a hug.
She's shaking a little I could feel the tension in her body.
"Chailor, your scaring me what's wrong?"
I hear her almost full on crying now, she looks up at me her eyes full of tears
"I don't know how to tell you this so I'm just going to do it"
I can hear her take some deep breaths, maybe sensing my panic she reaches up and caresses my cheek.
I reach up and hold her hand with mine to my cheek
"Take your time my love I'm not going anywhere"
"I really hope that's true" she says almost in a sob
"Chailor love of my life, you know that's true. How can you doubt that" She scaring me
"Lincoln, I'm pregnant. I found out Thursday at my doctor's appointment I didn't know how to tell you I'm so sorry"
Oh my God that is not what I expected her to say we're going to have a baby.
Oh my god I'm going to be a father.
I've wanted this to happen with her from our second date I knew that I wanted this woman to be the mother of my children it's a little bit early but that's fine.
Oh my god, I can barely breathe I'm so excited.
I realize I haven't said anything yet to her and I can see the panic in her face.
I quickly grab her and lift her up to me she automatically wraps her legs around my waist, I use my free hand to cup around her face and I give her the biggest most passionate kiss that I've ever given her.
"Oh baby, I can't believe we're going to have a baby! You're going to be the best mom"
I can feel my tears joining hers as we just stand like this, her legs wrapped around my waist and our foreheads together.
I don't think I can ever love this woman more.
I've noticed that she's gotten a little rounder in her belly but I would never bring that up or tell her because it would never affect how I see her or what I feel for her.
I just assumed it was because of our crazy schedules we've been ordering out a lot of food lately.
"I'm sorry