Chapter 361: Sorry I was confused

Trigger warning ahead

River POV

No meds work like the ones I had at first but my doctor said they aren't working so they changed them and then changed them once again to this new one I started last week.

I feel his fingers getting pretty close to my vagina. I look at him and he has his eyes closed like hes thinking. I lean back down and he pushes against my center.

"Hey!" I say loudly. I get dizzy as I move my head.

"Sorry my hand slipped a little I'll report it for you if you want me to." I shake my head.

"It was accident so just be careful." I can feel my head getting extra heavy.

"Its making me really dizzy this time. I can't move my arms."

He comes over to my face and smiles. He moves my arms over my head and says "It's just new give it a chance maybe I'll give you a little less on Thursday. Just close your eyes." I can feel him start rubbing my legs again. I don't like that I can't move fully. I feel so heavy and dizzy it's overwhelming and confusing.

Johnny POV

Once she's unable to move I get to work. I look at her face and snap, her eyes move but she can't move, it's time.

I grab my phone as call my cousin.

"Hey I might have gave her a little to much this time, last time is was too little and this time I don't think she'll even feel it so less noise but it should still be good." I say as I prop the phone in between her legs. I slowly move her legs open slowly rubbing my hand up. If he would just let me take her now we both can be inside her already.

My dad did one thing right when he chooses her for us. God I remember it like it was yesterday, her long blonde hair in pigtails. He daddy made her wear a little pink dress for our visit. He broke his other kids arm so we had hours without her mom there and dad's friend had a present for him so we would have her all to our selfs.

I'm hard thinking about touching her again.

"Don't you fucking blow this Jenson."

"Shut up I won't. I'm taking her the end of this week with or without you. I can't take it any more."

"I know I've wanted her for so long."

I slowly move her panties a side as I slide my finger in her softly. She moans a little and tries to move. I pull my finger out and put it in my mouth. I moan as I grab my hard dick. Just as sweet as she was at six. I mean I was only eleven and my cuz was thirteen so he walked me through how to finger her and taste her.

I go in and out of her as I stoke my dick. My cuz is fucking some girl following my strokes.

I pull my fingers out and flip her over. She looks scared. Good! I quietly kiss her as I shove my hand up her shirt.

I climb up on her and rub my self between her thighs pushing them together carefully holding on to them I can't be rough just yet no bruises or marks.

I can't penetrate her yet but I'll pretend I'm in her for now. I lean against her as I pound her with my fingers lifting her legs slightly as I cum between them. God she's so wet it would be so easy to just slide in a little. I push the head of my dick up against her and push. She moans and I see her arm start to move. I squeeze against that sweet spot but she's coming out of it. I move and rub my nut all over her legs as I lick her pussy slow but pushing my tongue up through her fold. I love her taste and if my dad hadn't get all high with that looser then he wouldn't have fucked up everything. Now I know how to fuck and I'm going to enjoy her everyday not just one day like my idiot father. I run my tongue up and down a little more before I cum again. I slide her shorts and panties back. I pinch her nipple and kiss her hungrily as I flip her back over. She moans and tries to swat me away.

"Shh River its Johnny. I think you fell alseep and your dreaming. I'm done but I used a little lotion that was a little sticky so make sure you shower." I lift her head and look at her. "You should walk the path after dinner time. You really like to walk there alone to clear your thoughts remember." I wipe a tear from her eye.

I try and help her sit up.

"River can you hear me? You were dreaming, what were you dreaming about." Her head bobs around a little.

"You.. you touched.. me." I nod "Yes remember I was massaging the muscle that your shot went in."

She shakes her head "No you..you put..your fingers." She looks around and shakes her head.

"You fell asleep. You had a dream. Tell me, it's part of your therapy." It's not, I just like to know how the meds affect her. We've tried a few different ones but ecstasy and GHB seem to be enough to keep her body responding to my touch and makes her relax enough that I can practice on her. This is the furthest I've gotten and I'm taking her tonight. I'm done waiting when I 'accidentally' run into her on the path tonight our talk will end very differently.

"You.." she starts crying.

"I'm sorry you had a bad dream River but I would never hurt you. I'm your friend remember?" She looks around and nods.

"That's it. Do you feel better?" I ask her I don't want her to get hurt. Once she's my wife I'm taking her every hour, god she's so perfect. My cousins plan was long and boring but I learned a lot about controlling myself, with my first girl all I pictured was River and it got rough but I didn't care about her she was to young but Rivers perfect.

"Do you want me to help you shower or can you do it?"

"I'll do it my self." She says shaking.

"Good then I'll wait make sure you don't need anything. I'll change your sheets I spilled some of that lotion." She nods and grabs some clothes she slowly walks to the bathroom.

"Sorry I was..confused." she says.

"River we're friends it's okay. I know you don't believe it was real. You just mixed up your past and the present again. Remember you can trust me." She nods and gives me a smile that goes straight to my dick.

"I brought those carmel chocolate hearts you like if you shower fast you can have a few before they come take you to group.