Chapter 342: Its kind of weird now

Lucky POV

I tell him everything about her schizophrenia and her drinking. I even tell him about her memory coming back and about what her father did. He took it like we did, pissed and wishing that piece of shit was still alive just so we could end him again.

He falls asleep watching videos of her and Annie playing together. I hit the wrong one and he got to see the sudden change in her and how quick it can happen. I held him why he cried himself alseep. Cuddling with a man doesn't hurt my pride everyone needs that comfort and honesty I've been with the others so long that I've been having issues sleeping without my arms around River or Denalii. I don't think I'd enjoy touching a man like that but I've been in all varieties of group sex combos so that don't bother me to watch or anything.

River won't mind Finn with him, that I know for sure. She's always telling us how much more enjoyable it will be with all of us together like that. Since her time with Jasper and Krazien she's been bringing it more and more. We've talked about it and we decided it wouldn't really be our cup of tea. We also talked about letting her be with Jasper and Carter once in awhile just for her kinks but this will be better in the long run since Finn's already ours and Sheldon's already his. I finally get my mind to calm enough to close my eyes. I think of my baby and my gorgeous enchantress till sleep takes me.

I sit up straight breathing heavy with my gun drawn when multiple scream of horror and pain rip through the small room. Everyone else is in the same position sitting or standing straight up with their guns in their hands looking around and confusion.

Finn's screams echo through my head as he thrashes about, his face is coated in sweat and tears. I jump and look over as Sheldon starts screaming again followed by Finn again.

I stand and quickly pick up Finn. I wave my head for Kenny to move. I quickly lay Finn as close to Sheldon without bumping him to much. Sheldon moves closer like it's instinct and Finn rolls his face closer to his chest as they quickly find each other's body's to wrap their arms around. They both make almost soothing sounds in sync with each other till their calmer and back to sleep.

I move myself up close to Finn's back as I lightly rest my arm around his hip and stomach. Kenny moves to Sheldon's back and does the same. Jasper climbs in behind me and Nate behind Kenny. Soon most of the men have pushed up against us or each other till we're all cuddled in close to each other. We sleep peacefully for the next four hours.

We wake to gun fire and a low siren going off.

We all jump up and load up. I grab the skinny guy from last night and ask him what's happening. Apparently a group wanted to come have some women and food and got aggressive when they were turned away and told to come back later.

"They leave but you move soon before they bring trouble. You go protect Spencer and Mumford take home finally." He says hurrying as he pushes passed us heading out to the commotion.

"They are surprisingly well armed and have many more fighter then they show." Finn says as he wakes up "People try to take this place once in a while but no one has succeeded. Let's get some food and get moving." He says stretching before he turns to Sheldon and kisses his forehead.

"Good morning." Sheldon says moving his hair and picking some pillow lint from Finn's beard.

"For the first time in a long time your right it is a good morning." Finn says kissing Sheldon's head down to his burnt cheek.

Finn turns and smiles at me as I put my hand out to help him up.

"Did Denalii have a hard time coming back?" Sheldon says. He can form a sentence without gasping today and that feels good but it also worries me.

"Let's change your wraps and get some more of that gross stuff on it. You sound better today." I say waving a woman over. I quickly ask for the gross white paste for his wound and for the green mossy drink for his pain. She nods and leaves.

"Yes he did. It was a little bit of a struggle with the amputation at first he still has some pretty bad depression but a lot of what he's dealing with is survivor's guilt. When he had to come back without you two and with losing Tokash it took a toll on him. He blames himself for slowing you guys down." I say looking over his wound and taking some vitals from both of them.

"Yeah we knew he would blame himself but we would have taken him like we did Tokash. That was unnegotiable we would never leave them they're our brothers so regardless he would have came with us and we would have died before we left them."

"Yeah tell his hard ass that!" I say laughing.

"He gets in these dark moods to the point he even pushes River and Annie away but group counseling has seem to help him a little bit. Your mom is amazing she's our go to person for finding new therapy options and treatments for all kinds of issues." Nate says squeezing his shoulder.

"Your new little sister is pretty hott too." Kenny says out of no where.

"I'll break your nose kid we've talked about this. She's not just his little sister. I've raised her the last three years." I say throwing a empty cup at him. Finn laughs and says "I'll hit you too and I'm pretty sure that kid she's been dating isn't any slouch besides aren't you madly in love with Flame?" Finn says and we all laugh.

"Brain is a bad ass in the ring if he had legs he'd be a unstoppable monster besides she's going to be my sister now which kind of makes it weird." We all laugh harder.

"Emerson's sister is fine bro just say the word. She's eighteen at least." Nate laughs.

"Mia's close." Kenny says. I punch him in the arm. "I trained Crash Kenny so you might want to get yourself trained before you try to compete with him. You won't even come run the five with us in the morning."

"Because who gets up at six every morning to go run miles five miles before they do a full body work out in the gym or before work?" Kenny whines.

"People who want a body like this." Jasper says lifting up his shirt then pulling up mine.

"Or men who want women like Flame to wet their dicks!" Nate say making us all laugh.

"Fine! When we get home teach me. I'm to young to have such hairy palms!" Kenny busts out laughing. We all laugh hard at his craziness.