Chapter 316: Where's Pickle?

River POV

Krazien and Willow left to go stay with Mckenzie. It's what ever I guess, I'm pissed about it but after yesterday I realized he was only in this for pussy not for me. I love him but I'll love him as a friend. I'm so rack with guilt I wasn't even drinking when I slept with all them. I'm a horrible person, I'm a horrible girlfriend and I don't know why.. Why did I even sleep with Krazien or Willow or even Jasper? I wouldn't be as forgiving as they are to me. I hurt them, I'm hurting them.

"River!" I jump at Jaspers loud tone. He lifts my face to his.

"Just breathe dear. Your spiraling. I've been trying to pull you out of it for six minutes." He says. I look around. I have no idea where we are, we're pulled over and he's breathing heavy.

"What?" I ask him.

"Hey look at me." He moves my eyes to his face. Follow my finger. I watch his finger move from one side to the other.

"What happened? Where are we?" I ask looking around "Where's Pickle? You said we are going to him." I'm really confused. Why does he keep looking at me like that?

"Carter man, I don't know if this was a good idea. No it started after that news crew seen us at the stop light. Hold on." He snaps in front of me.

"Hey sweetie can you hear me?" I nod my head. I look around "Where's Luca? I thought you were taking me to him. I want to talk to my daughter. Where's Pickle at?" Did I ask that already. Did something happen? I don't understand what we're doing on the side of the road.

"Where are we? Is the car broken?" I jump when my door opens. It's Jasper! What the fuck? I look back at the drivers seat, he was just sitting there, we were just talking.

"How did you get over here?" I ask him. He undoes my buckle and grabs my feet moving them out of the car.

"River? Can you talk to me?" He asks. Didn't he already ask me that? I nod. He kisses my lips hard. I pull back "Where's Pickle?" I ask.

"He's coming. River can you hear me?" I nod.

"Yes. Why do you keep asking me that?" I look up and he's gone and I'm buckled in. What just happened? I look over and he's in the drivers seat again.

"I don't fucking know I've never seen this before. How? How the hell am I supposed to get her to a hospital? I couldn't even get fucking gas! I need eyes! No! I need you to find me Brain or Burks at this fucking time I'll even take Flame or Gio at least they know enough to get me away from them!" He's yelling at someone.

"What happened? What's wrong Jasper? My head hurts and things aren't making since?" He jumps hearing my voice.

"Oh god River. Can you help me?" He asks.

"Yes. What do you need?" He sighs heavily.

He grabs my hand squeezing it but it looks like he's taking my pulse.

"Can you use your phone and call Burks. All I have is the burner."

"Okay." I say really confused as I grab my phone.

I let it ring on speakerphone and someone answers.

"River! Thank god. Talk to me sis." Nathan says. I look at Jasper.

"Nathan. I'm really confused, I don't understand what's happening. Where's Pickle? He said he was coming to me."

"I'm working on that right now my love. Can you drink some of that water for me in your hand." I nod.

"River use your words." Nathan says firmly.

"Yes. I'll drink some water. Can I eat that sandwich now?"

Jasper laughs.

"My dear that was six hours ago when I asked you that" I look at him confused it was like ten minutes ago if that. "Did I eat that sandwich?"

"Hey hey River. Your right it is time for that sandwich sorry I didn't realize it's been so long."

"Okay good cause my stomach is growling." I look in the backseat. "Where's Krazien?"

"Hey can you still hear me sweetie?"

"Yes Nathan I can still hear you." I say laughing. Why am I laughing?

"I think Jaspers having a stroke or something." I say touching his arm "Maybe you should pull over Jasper you don't look well." He smiles and kisses my hand.

"Nathan hold on, someone's calling."

"River no. Don't an.." Oops I cut him off.

"Hello." I say.

"You nasty ass whore! I hope you get gutted. You and your husband are fucking traitors!"

"Fuck you! He's a fucking hero! He has saved five people! Him and Sheldon alone and hurt have saved five people!" I scream at him.

Jasper keeps trying to grab the phone and I can hear Nathan trying to join the call but my brother blocked that. "Fuck you! Come say that shit to my face!"

"Too bad you weren't on the plane with your family when they shot it up! I almost got you back at that gas stop twenty miles back your such a drunk whore that you got up out of the car on your own." I sit there to stunned to talk. Jasper rips the phone out of my hands and starts yelling at that asshole. What plane? Did he say shooting?

"Where Luca?" I look at Jasper and he's red with anger, he's yelling something, his voice is getting farther away.

"Your such a whore!" I hear behind me but when I look no ones back there. It kind of sounded like my dad. I jump and swing when a hand touches me, when I turn it's Stan. I feel my hair get yanked back and my dad's face full of hate is yelling at me.

"River!" I jump when my dad yells my name. I can't get the door open. It won't open!

"Let me out!" I scream. No this isn't real. I'm so confused. I was in a car. Yes that's right I was at the skate park and he was teaching me how to do a ollie. He got in so close to my ear and neck when he was talking to me. He put his jacket on me and it smelled so much like him I almost missed what he was saying. It was dark before we knew it and his driver gave me a ride home. I look around this isn't the car this is my house.

Why am I on the floor? Ow my arm hurts and my side. Why am I naked? Oww I moan as I try to sit up. My thighs are covered in blood and my chest is bleeding. Bites! No I'm not here! "Nooo!" I scream.

"Please stop! Stop it hurts to bad please just kill me!" I cry as Stan is holding me down. I can see blood on my thighs as he slams in to me over and over. Then I feel a pinch in my arm and it all goes black.