Chapter 299: I know it wasn't the plan

River POV

"Baby your spiraling. Talk to me." He says his hot breath sending heat down my body as he whispers in my ear while he touches me. He rubs my arms, legs, back and face over and over while kissing my neck and my lips.

"I've got you River. Just breathe feel my hands roaming over your body. I'm waiting to be punched." He says. I laugh so hard I can't breathe. I hold his hand on my face.

I caress his face "Thank you my sweet boy."

I lean against his shoulder wrapping his arm around me. He tenses some. He doesn't want me anymore? I'm happy for him finding his own someone but I'm still his friend right? He's not leaving me right? He still loves me right? Cause I know I'm in love with him. I love him more then a friend I just haven't admitted it to anyone yet.

"Krazien are you going to push me away every time Mckenzie calls you?" I ask him not looking up. "That really hurt my feelings."

He looks over and lifts my face to his "River, this is new to me and I'm sorry. I don't know what I was thinking. I haven't decided if I want to give up this.." he stops and kisses me in the way that curls my toes and sends wetness down my thighs.

"I don't know if I can just be your friend now."

I start crying at his words.

"No please you promised." I say pulling away. He grabs my hand back and pulls me back to his side.

"I'm not ever giving you up completely ever!" He says kissing me again sending butterflies to my belly, a small moan leaves my lips as he pulls away.

"If I decide to give myself fully to Mckenzie by giving up touching you that will never change that your my best friend and I love you completely. River I'm yours forever no matter how we fit in each other's lives. I love you Blondie" My heart is thumping so hard I'm sure he can feel it. "That's the sweetest thing anyone who's not committed to me has said." I tell him laughing before I pull him to my lips and kiss him.

Just us wrapped around each other, kissing and lightly caressing each other till there's a knock at the window.

"Krazien." I say fixing his hair I messed up.

"Krazien I want you in my life always and if you have feelings for Mckenzie, I won't stand in your way and I'll punch you everytime you touch me till it's no longer a thought." He laughs pulling me back to kiss him again. He pulls away and smiles at me.

"Friends don't just makeout?" He says laughing.

I shake my head. "Okay well I'm not ready to make a big boy decision just yet." He kisses my lips before he opens the door stepping out and putting his out to me.

Randy's gone all out this time. He even has a red carpet runway leading the way with full valet services. A man at the door with his too high voice asks our names as he checks his clipboard.

"Please follow Natasha." He says as a pretty red haired girl leads us to the elevator and then she gets in with us pressing the roof button.

Krazien scoots closer to me running his fingers up and down my arm and hand. I'm melting my legs are shaking. He starts running his fingers up my thighs. I move my leg wrapping it around his from the front. He kisses my neck quietly as he slides his hand under my dress pushing up between my thighs. He goes up higher and he sucks in a breath leaning towards my ear.

"You forgot your panties." He says rubbing my wet bare pussy.

"Oops." I say biting his hand thats over my mouth covering it as I'm trying not to scream his name as he pounds his two fingers in me rubbing my clit. He bites my neck making me cum around his fingers. He pulls them out sticking his fingers in his mouth sucking then clean as I try to get my shaking legs together before we hit the top.

"Find a bathroom quickly." Krazien say almost breathless in my ear. My heart is pounding, I need him.

I start calmly looking around. I see one. I point to them and he nods taking my hand. There's so many people here this time.

"I'm going fuck you so hard and so fast." He moans in my ear making my legs shake more then they are.

He looks under the stalls before he locks the door quickly grabbing my hips lifting to the counter dropping his pants pulling on a condom.

He smiles "Quick clean up." He laughs pulling my mouth to his as he pushes into me.

"Ohhhh god. You feel so good in me Krazien." I moan out.

I bite his neck as I push his hand around my neck. He squeezes it hard enough to make me moan. He wasn't kidding, he slams into me hard and fast again and again.

"River." he moans out. Pulling my face to his. He just hold my face watching me as he pushs me closer and closer to my breaking point.

"Krazien I'm in love with you." I say as we cum looking into each other's eyes. My eyes tear up when he doesn't say anything, he just stares at me. I feel his dick twitch in me.

"I know it wasn't the plan and you just found Mckenzie. I should have told you in texas when we were together. I'm sorry Krazien is not fair of me to say those words to you now. Mckenzie's amazing and I have the others. I can't just sneak around with you."

He finally swallows and blinks his eyes.

"River." He says before he crashes our mouths together. He starts moving in me again slower this time. Slowly pushing me to another orgasm.

"I'm so in love with you River. Mckenzie knows my feelings for you. I told her." I look at him for a minute till he slams his mouth to mine. He lifts my butt up slightly pulling me off the counter into his arms.

"Krazien I'm sorry. What do we do now? I'm cheating on men who I love so much but I can't stop things with you. My feelings for you scare me they're so intense." I moan out as he bends me backwards some as he starts shaking pushing deeper into me.

"Shh my beautiful blonde goddess. I'm using my back burner card." He says sucking my neck softly as he puts me back on the counter.

He moans as he pushes hard into me. He kisses me hungrily but soft as his tongue dances with mine slow and seductive. He never misses a beat as he pushes me to moan when he holds our head together. He lightly kisses my nose as we cum together. Holding on to each other both of us shaking not sure what this means for our relationship.