Chapter 259: Denalii just breath

River POV

I opened my eyes about five minutes ago, I've been just laying here watching him sleep.

He was having a nightmare about a hour ago but he pulled him self out of it. I push his hair that's hanging down on his forehead back a little. I just want to lay here forgetting about my shity reality for a few minutes longer. I caress his cheek, he twitches a little then catches my hand in his.

"Goodmorring beautiful." he says as he lightly kisses my lips. He touches my face before pulling me to his lips again.

He pulls me closer to his body as he deepens the kiss. I wrap my leg over his thigh as I run my hand through his hair. He pulls from my lips and kisses me gently on my neck. He flips me to my back as he moves my leg up to his hip. I pull him back to my lips as he brings his body down to mine slightly. I can feel his body tensing up and he looks like he's in pain. I slow our kiss bringing it to a stop. He looks at me caressing my face. "River are you okay?" He says breathing heavily. I nod.

"Your hurting and don't say your not." He sighs and moves so he can turn to his side.

"Are you more comfortable like that?" He nods.

"It's not hard it use your words Nunzio." I say poking him in the side. He grabs me bring me to his lips. I push myself against him gently but he grabs my ass and keeps me tightly against his body. He kisses my neck so tender his breath on my skin makes me feel a thousand different feelings at once.

I can feel him trying to move his hurt leg up and he's getting frustrated.

"Denalii just breath." I say as I run my hand down to his stump. He trembles when my hand touching his skin where his shorts end. I stare at him as I move my hand back up to his hip.

I kiss him hard as I roll on him. I can feel how hard he is. I push against him softly but enough for him to know it was on purpose.

"River. " he says breathless. He kisses my neck soft down to my collar bone. His hand is around the back of my neck holding me to him.

His other hand whines around my waist as he pushes up against me hitting where I need him too. A soft moan comes from my mouth, I blush not expecting that. He pinches my nipple through my shirt. "Denalii." I moan a little as I push his hand under my shirt. He finds my nipple fast as he takes my lips again. My center floods with warmth, He reaches down and rubs me through his pants I'm wearing. My head tips back as a moan comes out.

"River I want you." He moans under me. I push down against his hand, I grab his hand and sliding it in my pants.

"Oh god baby." He says as he rubs me through my wetness. He pulls me to his lips as he pushes his finger in me.

"Ohh god Denalii. I need you." I moan out. He sits up grabbing my legs wrapping them around his waist quickly. I dig my nails in to his back as I push my face in his neck, he pushes another finger in me. "River" he moans next to my ear. He grabs my neck and sucks harder under my ear lobe right where my jaw bone ends. A knock makes us both freeze. We don't move or say anything. He pulls his fingers from me as another knock on the door makes us both look at it breathing heavy. I lift my self from his lap kissing him quickly, I lean in and whisper in his ear "I'll be in the shower." then I move back to him kissing him again. He grips my head holding me to him tightly as we kiss some more.

Another knock comes so I pull away and run for the shower. He watches me with desire in his gorgeous amber eyes till I close the door. I hear him yell "Who the fuck is it? Come in!" and I laugh at the frustration in his voice. Now that I'm alone I try to catch my breath.

What the fuck am I doing? I can't start something with him just cause we're both so sad. I can't talk to Flame about it it's her brother. Pickle is a jealous mess and Lucky will just start punching people. I would usually talk to Finn about my feelings. I need to call Chailor but this really isn't appropriate time to do this let alone talk about it with anyone.

I sit on his shower chair letting the water run over me while I think. I feel like I can't control my body around him. My head starts to throb as I think about his face.

When I'm out I look at my face as I'm standing there wrapped in a towel, I look like a wreck and all I see on my face besides the bags under my eyes is the guilt. I miss Finn so much and I can't think with all this overwhelming heaviness I feel in my chest.

I hear a knock and I jump. I slide on the shorts and a tee shirt I find on the counter. I open the door and he's leaned against his crutch. He smiles at me but it doesn't feel the same "What happened?" I say looking around the room.

"It was the doctor, everything's fine." He says caressing my cheek. "He'll be back he wants to check on you. The nurse is going to bring us some movies hopefully in English and some snacks." He kisses my head.

"I see you stole my outfit." He laughs pulling at the shirt I have on. I laugh grabbing the brush off the counter. "Want to have a movie day with me?" He asks reaching over and playing a small piece of my hair that doesn't grow long. My head spins, why do I remember someone else doing that in the same spot on my hair, it feels so familiar yet I can't remember who it was that used to do it.

"River?" I can hear his voice but it sounds so far.

"River? Fuck baby I'm sorry! River can you hear me?" I hear his voice he grabs my face holding it to his.

"River." His voice booms and becomes louder

"What?" I ask as my head spins.

"Are you okay sweetie." He says. I nod to him as I grab my head.

"I'm going to lay down for a minute. I'm fine are you going to go shower?" He nods as he grabs my hand pulling me to his chest.

"Go lay down find a movie and I'll come lay with you when I'm done." He says. He watching me till I get in bed then he shuts the door.