Chapter 212: Tell me the words enchantress

River POV

"Lucky that was the most intense, passionate most mind blowing orgasm that I've ever had. I'm sorry it was so intimate and so raw it just overwhelmed my emotions I guess" I blush kinda embarrassed now that I tried to explain.

He kisses my eyes, I open them and I see the wetness in his eyes. I caress his cheek "River I've never felt something so amazing in my life." He laughs "I've been with tons of girls and I've never felt like my insides were on fire I felt everything. Is this what it feels like for you everytime?" He asks. I shake my head. He loves me. Truly loves me. I felt it with every movement in his body. I felt every intense minute of him making love to me and through the most soul shattering orgasm that's ever rocked through my body.

Lucky POV

She blushes and shakes her head "No I've never felt that way before." She caresses my cheek.

I shudder as I pull out of her. I reach over and grab my shirt from the floor and wipe my self and her off. I toss it in her clothes basket.

I roll back to her and pull her closer to me, lifting the sheets over us as her body trembles next to me.  "Lucky I love you and I know you think that is a bad thing but it's not." She lifts her head up to meet my eyes. I look at her, Fuck what did I say when I was having a episode. My body shakes "When I say it to you, it's not from a place of pain it's from what we both just felt now. I think that's how real love feels, and when I tell you I love you that's the feeling I want you to feel."

Damn it woman. She's got me crying again. I feel the tears rolling down. She gently wipes them away. "Lucky?" I nod my head and pull her to my lips. Is that really how love feels? Because if it is then maybe it's love I feel when I'm with her. If she's right the maybe the happiness I feel when I look at Annie could be the same, different but the same.

"Lucky?" I realize I haven't said anything and she looks worried. "Lucky are you spiraling?" I look at her and smile. I shake my head and kiss her lips softly. "River. I think your right?" I say a smile spreading across my face.

I just hold her face not wanting to look away from her. "Is that how you feel when you're with Finn and Pickle?" She looks at me and blushes.

"Sorry don't answer that, that's weird that I asked that. It's just all new for me and I guess I'm curious" I pull away and sit on the edge of the bed. I grab my pants. I feel her move behind me, she loops her arms around my neck from behind. I can feel her hot breath in my ear "Lucky it's different with each of you. So no it's not like that. That was something..." she breathes out "That was something else, something special that was created just for us"

I turn my head to look at her. She nods reading me knowing that I need the validation.

I kiss her cheek holding her on my back as I stand, I grab her with one arm and swing her around me. "Grab your robe, Pickle's waiting in the bathroom for us" she nods as I set her on her feet. I quickly take her hand when her robe is on.

I pull her to me lifting her to my lips "River I felt... no, I feel the same feelings the same fire but please be patient with me. Feelings are not something I know and that terrifies me so please don't give up on me."  I say trying not to look down in shame.  She smiles ear to ear and nods.

"Oh Lucky. I'm just as scared. I didn't understand love and I guess I still don't. My mom told us she loved us everyday but she still kept us in that house with that monster." She shudders and I pull her closer. "That love wasn't real,  our monsters never really loved us they just used that word to control us. Love isn't pain, love should never physically hurt"

I look her in the eyes "Please tell me again, tell me the words enchantress." I close my eyes.

I feel her hand on my cheek gently caressing it. She takes a big breath and puts her lips to mine "Lucky Smith I love you." I feel the fire again working it's way across my chest. I hold her tight just breathing in her scent.

I've never felt like this before and I'm terrified. What if he finds out and he takes her from me! What if he takes them both? I shake away the bad thoughts and try to pull myself into the happy with her.

"River my beautiful Enchantress. I'm so full of happiness right now I feel like I can explode" I say as I caress her cheek. Her whole face lights up and I can feel her happiness coming from her small body.

"Ohh Lucky" she kisses me hard and deep.

River POV

"Heather, thank you for babysitting tonight." Pickle says giving her a hug. She's a older lady, thin with long brown hair that's has grey running through it. She seems sweet I know she's great at the center but I'm freaking out leaving Annie with her at our house alone. I'm nervous.

"Bunny mommy loves you and we'll be home late, listen to Miss Heather and go to bed when she's says" I kiss her face.

"Mommy stop that's too many kisses" she says wiping her face off.

"Munchkin, I will see you in the morning best behavior and sweet dreams" Pickle says hugging her and kissing her head.

"Make your self at home Heather. I moved her cot in the room for you already so don't worry." Lucky says kissing Heather's cheek.

She pinches his cheek softly like I've seen her do at the clubhouse. The guy's know her, I should stop being so nervous about leaving her.

"Thank you" I say smiling at her. She looks at me and walks over "River dear, she will be fine. I give you my word. I'm trained by the boys and I will go down swinging. Go have fun mom, we'll save you guys some cookies and Chailor don't worry I know how to clean up my mess." She looks across and winks at her.

I laugh "Thank you." I say this time I actually mean it. She can aready read us. I turn and wave again.