Chapter 211: Just show me

River POV

I was to busy feeling sorry for myself cause I thought I needed those words but I understand him better now and I'll let his actions show me where his words can't.

"Yes of course Lucky. I'm yours always" he takes a deep breath and he gets a small light back in his eyes. He quickly grabs me and kisses me with more tenderness then anyone ever has and it feels like fireworks going off through my body.

He pulls away both of us needing air. He moves my hair as he starts kissing down my neck to my shoulders then across my throat as my body tingles and shakes with every touch.

He lays back pulling me with him as he moves his hand slowly up my shirt. He sighs deeply as he kisses me again pulling my head to his.

I move my hands softly against his bare arm. He tenses a little as I move my hand down to his hard stomach and back up his chest. I kiss a burn mark on his chest and he holds his breath. I look up at him "It's okay I won't hurt you. Do you need me to stop?" He moves my hair and shakes his head.

I kiss up his chest to the cut under his chin where he had the knife. He pulls me tight against him. "River?" He says breathing heavily "Can you say my other name like you do to Pickle?"

I look at him and I can feel the tears building in my eyes watching his do the same.

I move a down a little so we're face to face now. I sit up not moving off his body. He sits up and moves my legs around him.

I kiss him from his neck to his lips.

I take my time touching his body softly caressing every inch of his chest, neck, face and back.

I hold his face as my eye fill fully with tears "Julian Abbott I'm yours always" he shakes and I feel his body go rigid and hard. He's holding his breath and he looks like he's in pain. He shakes his head and wraps me tightly around him. He just hold me like this for awhile then he gasps in air like he forgot to breathe.

"Lucky?" I say soft. He takes a minute longer then I see his eyes running being full of tears. He doesn't open his eyes, he doesn't move or speak.

I move his face up to mine "Lucky?" I say again a little louder. He moves his hands gently up and down my back. I tighten my legs around him. He moans softly then pulls my head to his as he kisses me slow and gentle.

"I'm here enchantress, I'm here." I sigh in relief. His eyes finally open, he smiles proudly at me.

"Your amazing River to me.. to us. I couldn't be a good dad if you weren't such a amazing mom."

Tears flow freely down my face. He leans in and gently kisses me. I scoot across his legs pulling myself closer to him. I need to feel his body pressed into mine. He lifts my arms not breaking our lips. I move both arms up and he pulls from my lips long enough he take my shirt off then his mouth is back on mine.

He kisses along my shoulders as he caresses my back drawing circles on it.

He pulls back and looks at me as he licks his lips.

He moves me back a little as he kisses each hard nipple. He runs his tongue ring across them making me arch and softly moan.

He begins sucking them one then the other. I almost scream his name as he sucks hard on my neck. Wetness coating my panties. I wiggle on his lap as he whispers in my ear "I..." then he shakes and grunts sounding frustrated.

I take his face and move him so he can look in my eyes "I can't... I don't know the right words. I'm sorry" he says as he moves his head down. I smile and lift it back to me. I just nod

"If you can't say it just show me Lucky" I say as I grab him and suck in a piece of his tender neck, he moans as his body relaxes.

"River" he moans as I slide his pants down from under me. He grabs my hip and lifts me pulling my chest to his mouth. He licks and sucks my breasts as he slides my pants off, I'm not wearing panties, which brings a smile to his face. He rubs my pussy and my toes curl "Your so wet for me" he dips a finger in me and brings it to his lips.

I moan as he sucks his finger bringing me down pushing me down to the head of his cock. He gently rubs the head and his piercing across my clit "Lucky" I moan as he runs it soft back and forth through my wet folds.

I kiss him hard as he pushing into me.

He moves my hips down and up working his full length into me. "Ohhhh River he moans "I'll never get over how good you feel around me"  he kisses the bites scars from my shoulder down to my breasts as we slowly move with each other.

He takes my hand and intertwines his fingers through mine. Moving it to his chest as he lays me down. He moves our hands up over my head as he moves his legs from under me. He slides his other hand under my ass bringing it up to his hips as he slowly starts going in and out pushing deeper in me with every push. "Ohhhh goddd" I moan softly but a little louder then expected.

This feels so intense so intimate. My whole body feels like it's on fire it's such a new feeling it's almost scary. I shake as my toes curl and my legs shake around him.

He moves my face to his he kisses my nose as he moves slowly in me. The fire is out of control now and each time he moves in me I feel like I'll explode at anytime, not just a orgasm but my entire body. "I'm close" he says with a deep raspy voice. His take my other hand interlaceing our fingers he moves it above my head with the other.  He quickens his pace looking in my eyes. My eyes fill with tears as we cum together.

He kisses me tenderly then puts our heads together "Princess was that okay?" He pulls back when I don't answer.  He looks at my face and a look of guilt and worry rushes over his face.

"River I'm sorry" he says wiping my tears away.

I shake my head and pull him to my lips.

He pulls away as he caresses my cheek. "River?" He says still breathing heavily, tears fall from my eyes so I close them and I shake my head.