Chapter 21: Fuck me and my flirty ways
Finn POV
"Fuck" I gunt as I watch her legs slowly give out
I quickly grab her by her waist and sit her on the counter.
Shit, I know that look she's in a full PTSD episode
Slowly and calmly I cup her face with my hands and gently start tipping her head towards mine while also bringing myself down to her level
Her eyes are closed tightly and I've never felt somebody so small shake so violently
Fuck fuck, I'm going to punch my brother he should have warned me before I just fucking traumatized her
"Shhhh" I say soothingly "It's ok Doll your safe open your eyes'"
"It's Finn, Lincoln's brother, your safe" I keep reassuring her
"Damn, come on baby doll open your eyes"
"Come on, count to 5 and then come back, come on breathe in your nose count to five blow out your mouth" I say to her in a soft calming voice
I keep my hands on her face to help ground her
Fuck, me and my damn flirty ways
I just wanted to get another sexy blush out of her before she rushed out
Now that we are face to face and so close I want to reach out and kiss her soft looking lips
quickly I shake my head to get rid of the thought
not the time damn it Finn
I then start to feel her shaking start to slow down a little and I notice she's breathing in her nose and out of mouth
her eyes are still shut tightly and her hands are in fists
"That's a good girl" I say calmly
"Your almost there, keep breathing"
"I'm going to take my hands off your face when you're ready open your eyes"
as I start to remove my hands, her hands dart up and hold mine in place
This makes my heart skip a beat and instantly sends a shockwave straight to my dick
This is going to look really bad right now if someone walks in here
I'm wearing a god damn towel and it ain't very thick
I haven't seen a female out of a uniform in about 10 months, it is hugely frowned upon to have sexual relations with anyone in our team
If you get caught it's a massive disciplinary action
"It's okay Doll, I've got you" I reassure her
I watch as the color slowly start coming back to her face and her breathing is getting a little steadier
she's slowly starting to open her eyes
As her eyes open I see them start to fill with
tears
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" she bluts out
"Don't you apologize to me baby doll, you did nothing wrong we all have our shit"
"I never should have reached out and touched you without your permission so it's me who owes you an apology"
she looks up at me with her big sad green eyes
"I'm really sorry" I say next
She looks at me for a few seconds more and closes her eyes not tightly more of like a reinsurance to herself.
"I.. I" she starts to studder
"How did you learn to do that" she asks as she opens her eyes and looks at me
I take a deep breath
"I'm in the military sweetie PTSD is something I deal with on a daily basis"
I gave her a soft reassuring smile
I just then notice that my hands are still on her cheeks and her hands are on mine
great there goes my dick twitching again
Just then Chailor pushes the door slowly open and once she sees us she rushes over to hold River
"River, are you ok?"
"What happened" she says sternly as she gets a full look of the situation
River's on the counter shaking and crying and I'm standing here in a towel hoping I'm doing a good enough job at hiding my semi hardon from my sister in law.
Then just because the situation couldn't get more fucked up, here comes my brother
"This better not be what it looks likes Finley" he says in a firm voice.
"Hey babe" he says sweetly
"Why don't you get River to her room and get her settled"
Then he turns to me
"You! Clothes! Now!" he says in a bit scarier voice
He's going to be a terrifying dad one day, I think as I slowly turn and sulk to my room