Chapter 20: Well that wasn't supposed to happen

River POV

Why can't I stop picturing him in the shower

I keep wondering what his hands would feel like as he touches my body

Maybe this is my body's way of telling me I'm ready or maybe it's just been to long since I've got myself off and I just need to take a cold shower

I mean I honestly wouldn't mind hanging out with him a little more.

You know learn a little more about the mysterious, super hot Finley Spencer.

I run and throw my bedding in the dryer and start to head back to my room

Maybe I should go for a jog after breakfast, that should help clear my thoughts

I haven't jogged around here yet and the area is super pretty

Then another thought hits me,

maybe I should just throw myself at him and see what happens. He's hot, he's sexy and that smile damn.

That gets me super excited and I can feel the warmth and moisture in my panties now

No, that would be stupid, I already know what will happen.

It will all get ruined by my craziness and I'll look like a crazy, crying idiot who can't finish what she started.

I don't want Lincoln's brother to feel uncomfortable when that happens.

I'm definitely going to need to go shower and take care of myself before I do something stupid

As I return to my room I don't hear the shower anymore so I run in there to grab some clothes

I wonder how long before breakfast gets here, maybe I should check and see if I have enough time

Ewwww, I think as I catch a glimpse of my reflection in my mirror

I should definitely run to the bathroom and just give my hair a quick brush first at least

I hear my phone chim so I check the alert

Okay food will be here in five minutes

I'll have to shower after breakfast no time now

I'm definitely going to pop into the bathroom and brush my hair real quick, I look like I stuck my finger in a light socket

I look like a disaster and not a hot disaster either

Okay it looks like he's done now the door is opened slightly a jar, sweet

I'll go brush this rats nest out of my hair and eat cause I'm starving, then jog and then I'll shower

I'm lost in thoughts as I enter the bathroom

Smack...

What did I hit a damn wall, I think as I rub my head

No not a wall, I couldn't get that lucky could I

Nope of course not

I just ran right into the bear chest of Lincoln's hot ass brother.

Hot ass brother with a body of a god. His chiseled chest still wet from the shower. I want to rub my hand up it.

Oh my god, how embarrassing. I start blushing.

"Oh shit sorry" I say as I slowly back away

I realize now as I look more towards him, he only has a towel wrapped around his waist

Well so much for me not acting like a idiot, I think as I can feel my face getting hotter by the minute

I am instantly turning red from embarrassment and with maybe a little bit of lust thrown in there

Great, way to go River

How the hell can one man be so hot, it's not fair to other men

I start to look over his body

He has tattoos on his chest and arms

He is super built

He has a damn eight pack for hells sakes

Damn this man has to have the most beautifully toned body I've ever seen.

I blush even more as I involuntarily look him up and down and lick my lips

"Oh god, I'm so sorry" I say as a hurriedly turn to go out of the bathroom

"No need to rush off doll" he says with that cute dimple smile.

"See anything you like" then he gives me that damn wink and that gorgeous smile of his again.

Now I'm full on red

As I'm turning to head out the door

I feel him as he grabs my wrist quickly

Instant panic hits me

I know he's just doing that playfully and not to hurt me but the instant he grabs my wrist

my heart starts racing and my breath starts getting heavier, my legs are getting weaker

Fuck, not now damn it

My head is spinning now

I can't think straight. I got to get out of here before I embarrass myself anymore.

I trying to get away but I can't move. Why can't I move. Move feet, damn it move!

I'm sweating and I can feel a rush of heat on my body

I'm on the verge of full panic mode now

I close my eyes and it feels like I'm vibrating from all the shaking my body is doing now

I feel like I'm going to puke, I need to sit down. I need to get out of here.

My vision's starting to get a little black around the edges

I can't breath

I can't think

My heart is going to pound out of chest

I'm getting dizzy

Oh my god, I'm in my old house

I can hear my father yelling

I can see Stan Zunker walking towards me, licking his lips

I can feel his breath in my ear

No, thats not right how did I get here

My feet won't move, why can't I move.

Why am I here. It's not right I'm not really there.

I can't get away from him.

He's touching me, I can smell the smoke on his breath

I can't breath, my head is spinning

I feel sick to my stomach

I can't see anything but blackness now

The darkness is here to swallow me whole

Then right before it takes me

I hear someone say "Fuck"

Then my legs give out and I know the darkness has won