Chapter 194: Room 432

River POV

He looks at me for a minute and then he caresses my cheek "No River you shouldn't see him like that especially since you have to go in there alone. Just wait till the morning and I can go in with you" he kisses my head holding his lips to my head for a long moment. He takes a deep breath and touches my hair. I turn and look at him. I reach up and cup his face bringing his face to mine. He pushes his head to mine, reaching down he stokes my bottom lip with his thumb.

"Please Lucky! I have to be with him. He needs to know I'm here please. I can't wait anymore. Please!" He opens his eyes our heads are still touching. He kisses my forehead lightly as he pulls away "He has a lot of wires and things on him so it might look scary. He hasn't woken up or anything yet. They did a surgery first thing when we came in and it bought him some time. River, we could still lose him" he holds my face "I need you to know that."

I shake my head "No I won't let him. No he's going to be fine! Lucky look at me." I pull him to my lips and kiss him softly "His going to be okay, he has to be" A few tears run down my face. I back away from him and take a few deep breaths "Call and check on our daughter please. I know where you are if I need you" He grabs my hand when I turn away "I'm sorry" he says as I turn and look at him. There's so much pain on his face and in his eyes "I'm sorry I took her from you and your right we should all be together we're stronger that way. If I would have listened to you then he wouldn't be in there fighting for his life, he would have been home with you" he kisses my head "Room 432" he turns away "Lucky" I say, he turns and looks at me "It's not your fault, he loves you don't forget that" I turn and walk down the hall checking door numbers as I go.

Room 432 I see it and stop before I open the door. I take a few deep breaths as I wash my hands and put on the blue scrub apron looking thing like it says on the door. I put the mask over my mouth and take one more calming breath as I push the door open.

He has wires and tubes coming from everywhere. He has one coming from his chest that had blood draining from it. It's not a lot of blood I don't think, maybe I should ask though.

His arm is down on his side and there's a chair already there. Lucky was sitting here with him, I take the seat and pick up his hand and kiss it softly. He has stitches running up his side and across his belly. I gasp when I realize they are whip marks like his back. Those ass holes whipped him! I notice he's propped up on his side, I walk to the other side and notice his back has a clear wrap plastic over it. I start crying when I realize his back is covered in new whip marks. They whipped him! Those fucking monsters! He must have been so terrified! I walk back over to the chair and sit, taking his hand.

Crying I squeeze his hand harder and bring it to my mouth I kiss it softly.

"Honey I'm here. I'm here and your safe. Ohh Pickle, I love you so much baby. I'm here my love, just rest and I'll be here when your ready" I cry silently my head on the bed holding his hand.

I jump when a nurse walks in "Sorry sweetie didn't mean to scare you. I'm just going to check on him and give him some medicine for pain. Are you the sister or the fiance?" She says as she smiles at me.

I give her a half smile "The fiance. I'm River."

"Nice to meet you River. I'm Jane and I'm the night nurse. Visiting time is up in a hour okay dear"

"Okay thank you. I'm going to just run and see if his other brother wants to come in for a few minutes then I'll be back to say goodnight to him." I stand and lean over and kiss his cheek where I could.

"I'll be right back baby. I love you Luca" My tears fall on his cheek and I wipe it off and kiss him again.

I freeze when he squeezes my hand "He's squeezing my hand!" I tell the nurse excitedly.

"That happens sometimes. I like to think that they can hear us talking to them while they heal." She says smiling as she types some things in the computer.

I move up to his head more so she can come check his tubes. She looks at the two bags and writes some info in a notebook. She moves his covers back slightly "I need to check his catheter and his legs." She pushes the covers back some more. She nods her head looking at his dick and then mumbles something under her breath that almost sounded like "Lucky girl" I turn red blushing and then I smile with what feels like pride. That's right bitch that's all mine.

She smiles at me as she covers him up and walks back to computer.

"Does everything look good?" I ask. She looked a worried when she looked at these two bags. One's blood and one's yellow, I'm assuming pee.

She looks at me and smiles "The doctor will come talk to you. Let's put your name and number up here on the board." She hands me a marker. I put my name and number by Lucky's and look at her "I need to go to the waiting room and check on his brother's, if I'm not in here I'll be there, I'm not going anywhere." She smiles at me and walks out. I kiss his hand stroking his cheek "Pickle honey I'll be back. I love you." I put his hand down and head to the waiting room.

I open the door and everyone stands. Flame runs to my side and hugs me tight.

"The nurse just came in to check him and said there's only a hour left for visiting, if you guys want to go see him. I want to go back before it's over and tell him goodnight. I'll not leaving, I'll sleep in here just in case he needs me."