Chapter 178: Date night

River POV

He picks my head up "Kitten I know that your worried you might not be able to carry any children, Finn told me don't be mad at him" He kisses my lips softly "Kitten there is so many kids out there wishing for a safe and loving home and even if your able to get pregnant I would still love to adopt so we can make some wishes come true for a few children." Tears rush from my eyes "Really?" I ask him.

"Yes! I have always said that I would prefer to adopt. I work with these kids I know their lives and I know how much they want nothing more than a loving and safe home with a mom and a dad or in our case dad's. After spending all this time with you and Annie I couldn't imagine loving a biological child more than I love her."

"Ohhhh Pickle your a amazing man and you'll make the most amazing father and husband"

"Yes I would love to be your wife. I love you."

He looks relieved. He grabs me and just kisses me all over my face and my lips he then spins us around as I giggle. After we're dressed we walk over to the main house.

The house is amazing. So Lincoln and Chailor's is in the middle, all one floor with 5 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms and of course a huge kitchen.

On the side of them is the guest house and that is smaller just 3 bedrooms and two bathrooms.

In between their house and ours is the training center/gym with a full shower facility and then off of that is what will be my dark room. It's pretty big in here and it has a half bathroom in it.

There's going to be a huge playground for the kids. We'll have a pool with a diving board and a little shallow spot for a little kids, and our jacuzzi will be massive. Lincoln shows us some pictures of the jacuzzi he wants, It fits twelve people.

Victoria and Ted called to wish me a happy birthday. They bought me most of all the equipment I need for my dark room. I can't wait till the room is done and I can put it all together. They are the best people I've ever met and I hope I can be half the mother Victoria is.

A few hours later and I'm writing Finn a quick email while Chailor is curling my hair for my date with Pickle and for some reason I'm super nervous. I'm hurry to finish my email so she can do my makeup.

My dearest Finn,

I loved so much hearing your voice today it made my entire day. I miss you and I love you.  I just wanted to say thank you again for my swing and all the planters. I can't wait to plant all kinds of calla lilies in them.  Pickle took some pictures of me to send with this, don't let anyone else see them please. I'm a little naked in them and yes Pickle made sure to say dirty things to me so I would be blushing in them lol. Chailor is trying to do my hair and makeup for my date tonight, so I have to say bye for now. I love you with my whole heart Finley Spencer.

Xoxo River

I'm finally ready. I head out to the hallway and see him standing there talking to Lincoln. He is breathtaking, I'm completely in awe. He is wearing black dress pants with a black button up shirt and a burgundy tie and black dress shoes. My stomach flips like it's the first time seeing him. He looks so sexy and so handsome. He's holding a bouquet of what looks like white lilies and pink roses.

He turns and sees me and his mouth drops open some. My stomach flips again and I blush.

We just stand there looking at each other for a long while till I say "You look so handsome honey" he clears his throat "Me? You look gorgeous Kitten" he leans to my ear and whispers "I've never seen you look more sexy" I blush again. I grab him and kiss him.

He pulls out my seat at the restaurant even though the waiter was there to do it.

"Thank you" I say to him. I'm so nervous. We had sex like 3 times today and I'm nervous to sit down and have dinner with him. He looks just as nervous as I do. Maybe it's because he asked me to marry him maybe he's having second thoughts. We're both just sitting here eating bread and I'm sipping my wine, Fake ID's are the best thing, this wine is amazing. Thank you Lucky. He's nursing his whiskey and looking at me and looking away. Okay we got to stop this is crazy "Pickle give me your hand." He looks at me and smiles. He puts his hand in mine. I look at him and just start talking "We're both spiraling for no reason. I'm super nervous about this date have been all day. It's my first real date,  I've done coffee and movie dates before but nothing like this. I honestly love this and being with you, we need to both stop." He kisses my hand and smiles so big at me "Thank you, I'm nervous too and I don't know why. I haven't been with anyone like this before and it's scary. I ment what I said earlier I want to marry you. I want you to be my wife in every sense of the word I don't need a piece of paper for it to be real." His throat bobs up and down and he looks away from me.

"Pickle. I can't wait to be your wife and I know it's only been a little over a month and everything is going so fast but I love you. Oh and I'm just as scared as you, everything is new to me. All I know is I want to do all the things I've never done together with you and Finn by my side forever." He reaches across and caress my cheek. "I love you River I know that with my full heart. I loved you the moment I looked out in the crowd and saw you. I just knew you were ment to be mine, didn't expect expect Finn but I'm sure he didn't expect me either" we both chuckle "Anyway all I'm trying to say is this is new to all of us and there's bound to be hiccups along the way" he reaches over and plays with the end of my hair "I'm definitely making date night a thing because damn Kitten your looking even finer all prettied up. Come dance with me while we wait for dinner" He puts his hand out to me, I reach my hand out to him and he walks us out to the dance floor we're the only ones out here.