Chapter 177: Baby don't cry

River POV

"Look at this shower" I gasp out "This would be for the shower right?" I ask second guessing my self.

"This is where the tub will go. It's huge me and Finn picked it together. The one we picked will put the one we had in the hotel room to shame." Pickle says his voice full of pride.

I go back in the bedroom and push open the huge swinging glass doors from out of the bedroom and walk out on the porch. I walk around the entire upstairs out on the wrap around porch. I can imagine me sitting up here taking pictures of my beautiful Annie and my beautiful niece out in the yard playing. My eyes start tearing up. I feel Pickle's arms wrap around my waist.

"What are you thinking about my love?" He asks.

"About how happy my life's about to become and how happy you guys have made me"

My phone rings, it's a strange number. I answer quickly "Hello" it's kind of staticky I can hear somebody's voice cutting out.

"River can you hear me?" A voice I don't recognize says.

"Yes, it's kind of staticky but I can hear you"

"Okay good it's Nathan"

"Who?" I say.

"Sorry Burks. Nathan Burks"

"Oh my god hi Nathan, Is everything okay?"

"Yes everybody's good. Finn just wanted me to check and make sure you got everything for your birthday and he wants you to know that he wishes he was there with you and he loves you."

I'm crying so hard now. He's over there fighting for his life and he's worried about me.

"Please tell him Yes everything is beautiful and I love him so much"

"Can you hear her brother?" He says and I can hear like loud clicking. "Let's see if this will work"

"What?" I say confused.

"River baby can you hear me" I hear Finn's voice trying to come through the static.

"Finn!! Yes I can hear you. It's not very loud but I can hear you" that did it now I'm on my new beautiful porch ugly crying.

"Ohh baby. I love you. I don't have long so just know I love you and Happy Birthday Doll"

"I love you too and I miss you so much. Please be careful my love" I cry out.

"Baby don't cry. Send me some pictures soon and tell Pickle to kiss you for me"

"I will brother, it's good to hear your voice keep your head up" Pickle yells in the phone.

"You too brother. Tell Link and everyone I send my love and to write me. Baby we're being called out. I love you so much"

"I love you too Finn. I love you"

"I love you baby doll bye for now my love"

"Bye baby" I yell out.

"River Happy birthday" Burks says.

"Thank you so much Nathan. Can I call you Nathan or do you want Burks instead?"

"You can call me Nathan but don't tell the guy's" he laughs out.

"Thank you so much Nathan please keep your self safe and thank you for doing this for us"

"Your welcome River have a great birthday day, bye"

"Bye" I say sadly as Pickle quickly pulls me to his chest. I just hold my head against his chest and cry.

"Are you okay Kitten?" I nod "I just miss him so much" I cry.

"I didn't know how much I would miss him." he squeezes me tight.

He cups my face and kisses me so soft and so deep when he pulls away we're both breathing heavily trying to catch our breath.

"That's from Finn" he says holding me for a few minutes more.

"Do you want to go see the gym and the main house?" He asks.

I nod and look up to him, he looks a little sad "What's wrong honey?" I ask him as I kiss his chest.

"Nothing my kitten. I just don't like seeing you sad and knowing I can't fix it" he kisses my head.

"I'm not really sad I'm actually just really happy and you help make me feel this happy everyday. I love you so much Pickle" I say looking up at him.

He smiles at me and lifts me to his lips, I wrap my legs around him. "I love you too River, more then I ever dreamed possible" He says as he kisses me passionate yet tenderly.

His phone dings.

He laughs that real deep laugh that fills my heart with happiness "what?" I ask.

"Lincoln just read my mind" he say as he carries me in to what will be our bedroom and puts me down. I giggle as he starts pulling my shirt over my head. "Let's break in this soon to be bedroom" he says pulling his shirt and pants off. He unbuttons my pants and pulls them down in record speed. He kneels down and kisses my pussy as he starts flicking his tongue in me, he lifts my legs up slightly dippinghis tongue in and out of me. I tip my head back with a moan. I grab his hair as he tongue fucks me. I moan out his name and pull his hair harder. He growls and I could feel the vibration through me, he pulls me back up to him as he pushes us against the back wall. He kisses me so possessive and hungrily pressing me hard against the wall.

"Pickle" I moan out. He bites and sucks my neck as he slowly pushes into me. I moan loudly as pushes into me harder and harder. He growls as I grip and dig my nails into his back. He licks and nips at my nipples as he pounds himself deeper into me "Ohhhh fuck" I moan in his face as he kisses me and pulls my head back by my hair biting my neck hard "Ohhhh goddd Pickle" I scream out as I clench around him. He squeezes my ass and pulls me in to him fast and hard as he comes. He holds me to him pumping slowly as we ride out our climaxes.

He kisses me softly caressing my face as he does "River I know it wouldn't be legal but would you be my wife too?" He looks at me so scared and he's shaking slightly.

I kiss him deeply " I know yours is the only permission that I truly need but I did ask Finn's permission first" I cover my mouth not sure what to say, so I let my heart talk for me

"Yes! Yes of course I'll marry you too Pickle"

I feel like my heart is going to explode with happiness.

"I want you for ever River. I want to have tons of kids and I want to build a home and family together" my heart sinks and I put my head down.