Chapter 182
Lena's POV
I wake deliciously sore and naked in Nick's arms. We are in a cave and still attached. His huge friend is still hard inside me, and I'm not freaked out by it. I must have had heat because we fucked in a storm. Lightning and thunder all around us as he made me cum multiple times. The care he showed made me tear up.
I look Nick over and sigh softly. Will he be angry with me for running?
"Are you okay?" His deep voice makes me jump. I stare into his beautiful eyes.
"Yes," I say breathlessly as we stare at each other. He strokes my cheek.
"Why did you leave me?" He looks so sad over this. He almost looks heartbroken.
"I thought you needed her; she is, after all, more in your league." I'm a ruined mess, Nick," I sniffle, and he gathers me closer and takes my lips. He kisses me with such care and love, but we haven't said we love each other yet.
"I choose you, Lena." his lips trail down my chin to my neck, and I moan. "I will always choose you," I moan as he thrusts, and soon I'm on top riding him and crying out his name. I never knew sex was this enjoyable and not painful. Each time I was taken by Warren or the others, it freaking hurt. I cried and begged them to stop.
"Nick," I moan as I feel his friend rub over my g-spot. He moves to sit up so we can kiss, and I come out of nowhere crying his name. He comes with a growl. His hands hold me close.
"Fuck, little one, you drive me crazy. We need to go home. I want you in my bed... no, I need you in our bed because from here on out, you're sleeping beside me forever." I start crying, and he gathers me close. Nick holds me while I cry. I'm an emotional mess.
"I'm sorry," I sniffle more.
"Don't be, Lena. I'm a male, and sometimes we put our foot in our mouths. I didn't explain myself well, and for that I'm sorry. I dated her for three years, but we had an understanding that if our mates showed up, we would break up. I want you to have my heart, not her. I want you beside me, not her." Please don't run from me again," he says softly. He kisses me, and I hug him tight. I love being in his arms.
"I'm sorry I ran. I thought I was doing the right thing, Nick. I'm still uncertain of everything. All I knew for years was abuse and pain. I had no clue that sex felt this good; "he just held me. His fingers stroked my hair, and with reluctance, he withdrew, and a shit ton of cum flowed out. It ran down my thighs, and I blushed bright.
"We need to head back. Alpha was quite worried for you. Warriors are in the woods surrounding the cave." He steps out to get us clothes and comes back. After he dresses me and then himself, he lifts me and heads home. I'm shivering because it is cold, but his body heat feels nice. I must have fallen asleep because I wake just as we hit Savage territory. The clubhouse looms large as the gate opens and everyone enters. I see Tyler rushing towards us, and I flinch in fear. He looks sad at my reaction.
"My word, he looks us over. Is she hurt? I got doc on standby. Running was dangerous, honey." I nod at a loss for words till he touches my head.
"I'm sorry alpha ",I feel shame I had him so worried. He sighed.
"I'm so happy you're okay. If you ever doubt anything, you got a whole pack to talk to Lena. We would never turn our backs on you. When you're in Savage, you're in for life." I nod as he looks at everyone.
"Thank you all." Nick holds me tight as he thanks those that ran with him. I looked at the warriors, and instead of contempt or hate, I saw genuine concern for me.