Chapter 14 Finally Alone
Present Day
Rain
I watched as he carefully got dressed. He was wearing all black for some reason, and he had pulled up the back of his hair into a man bun thing. I had been surprised when he’d started to grow it out about his senior year of high school. It was just different to his regular clean cut all american look he’d had the whole time I’d known him. Sarah, one of the only 2 friends I’d ever had here, had said he was exceedingly hot with it. As I didn’t really think about that with him, it took her pointing it out so that I could see what she meant.
I had always thought she secretly had a huge crush on him, and with the present circumstances, that seems so ironic. I had talked to her about putting in a good word for her with him when he was around during college breaks. He’d told me then he wasn’t interested in her. I hadn't thought that meant he was interested in me. I had actually thought that meant he thought she was too young. Stupid me for thinking that.
“I should only be gone for tonight, but I’ll be back tomorrow. You have plenty of drinks and snacks in here, so that should take care of that for now. You can get to all of the important places so don’t mess with the cuff, you’ll just injure yourself, then I’ll have to punish you when I get home. Don’t think you can start screaming and it makes a difference. There’s a reason you’re not gagged anymore. That day the staff had been here cleaning, so I had to make sure you didn’t create any unnecessary drama. The staff will now only be here once per week to do general cleaning. Aside from that, it’s just you and me, nobody else. So, if you feel like screaming go ahead, but you know that gives me ideas about what I could do to you when I get home.” With that he swaggered over to me, grabbed a fist full of my hair, pulled my head back and ravaged my mouth.
Then he put on his leather jacket and walked out of the room. I had absolutely no idea where he was going, and I hadn’t felt like asking honestly. If it kept him away from me, even for a while, it was a good thing as far as I was concerned. Not to mention, my pussy was on fire, as he hadn’t stopped fucking me for 2 days now.
I just sat on the end of the bed after he left. I wasn’t sure what to do. I had already pulled and tried to get this fucking cuff off of my ankle several times to no avail. I didn’t think he was lying about the staff. Sade didn’t lie, it was like he didn’t think it was necessary, One of those weird ways his brain operated was that he was honest, most of the time brutally so, as he had no filter. He didn’t understand social nuances, and little white lies, or trying to save someone’s feelings. Nope, it was brutal honestly that was his only mode of operation. Now, he may omit to say something, but what he actually says is the truth.
It does make me curious about why the staff is only coming once per week. Is that something he set up? Zoey is around somewhere, and she pops up at the house randomly, so what about if she shows up?What about college, is he going back? Is he planning on taking me with him? How would that work with having me be his prisoner among a huge amount of college kids, because I understood he lived in the dorms. He has a single room from what I was told, but he is supposedly living on campus in the dorms. Now that I think about it though, it wasn’t him who told me that. Still would he never have friends over or allow anyone to see me if he was living off campus? I honestly don’t know. I am just trying to figure out a way to let my mom know what he’s doing, and she’ll help me, at least I keep telling myself that.
I just have to hope and pray that he doesn’t succeed in his goal of getting me pregnant. That would be a horrible mess on top of an already horrible mess. No doubt this whole thing will destroy his dad and my mom. I mean I understand that technically we are not blood related, but we have lived as step siblings for the last almost 10 years. I would think that would make them have a huge problem with him fucking me and trying to kock me up.
The truth of the matter is though, sadly enough, that I am not sure I actually know my own mom anymore. There was a time that I would have been totally confident that I knew her and she knew me. That basically ended the day she said I do to Derek Russo. Then it was almost like she fell off the face of the planet. I had gone from every day with her and me, to her off with Derek and she maybe called me a few times a week. Then it became twice per week, then once, then only a couple times per month, then I didn’t hear from her very often at all, not even for birthdays and holidays. My whole world stopped and everything changed, and not for the better.
I didn’t care about the money and things, I didn’t care about the prestigious school, no, I wanted my mom back, and that has never happened in all of these years. I used to pray that she and Derek would have a huge fight and get divorced or something, and we could go back to the way it used to be. I guess she found out that she liked having the money better, even better than me. Wow, okay, I am seriously going to depress myself.
I decided that since he’s gone, and he’s not coming back until tomorrow, that means I can indulge in a bubble bath tonight. So that’s what I do, I take a long bubble bath, watch tv, and try to read. I still feel like I have this huge anvil over my head ready to fall and crush me under it’s weight at any second though.