Chapter 145: Aiden's Love
Chapter 145: Aiden's Love
Elora's POV
A catastrophic, searing heat erupted from the center of my chest.
Not the gentle passage of transferred energy — this was something brutal, something forced. Like molten brass, heated white-hot and poured all at once into veins that had long since shriveled and cracked. The death-miasma of the Abyss that had clung to my organs let out a violent hiss as that torrent of alchemical energy tore through it, vaporizing into thin threads of black smoke.
"Gh — hhk —!"
My eyes flew open. A raw, wrenching gasp tore free from my throat.
Cold air — bitterly, achingly cold — flooded my lungs, and the shock of it stung my eyes. My vision swam. The world was nothing but blinding molten gold and frigid silver, tangled and blazing before me.
"Elora… you're awake."
The voice that reached me no longer carried its usual flawless, resonant timbre. It came through fractured and stuttering, shot through with static — like the dying wheeze of a bellows on the verge of collapse.
I forced my head up. Slowly, my vision pulled into focus.
When I finally saw what lay before me, my pupils contracted to a razor's edge.
Aiden was on one knee beside me. The anti-magic alloy plating over his chest had been torn open from the inside, exposing the dense lattice of gears and drive shafts beneath. And the alchemical core — the one that should have been seated deep within that armored cavity — was fully exposed to the open air, its surface webbed with fractures, splitting apart.
A pillar of pure, burnished gold energy was pouring directly from that fractured core into my chest.
He was draining his own life into me.
"Aiden! Stop — stop it now!"
I clawed at him, desperate to push him away. But my body had only just begun to wake; I couldn't muster even a fraction of real strength. All I could do was watch — helplessly — as that core, once radiant, dimmed before my eyes, its brilliance curdling into something cloudy and faint.
"Command… cannot be revoked."
He lifted his hand and closed his cold, rigid metal fingers gently around my wrist — around the hand I'd been uselessly trying to use to stop him.
"Core energy transfer: 98%… 99%… Transfer complete."
A sharp, clean click rang out.
The beam from his chest died.
The room fell into absolute silence. The only sound that remained was the slow, grinding moan of his internal gears winding down — losing power, locking up, one by one.
Without energy to hold him upright, Aiden's body lost its balance. He pitched forward, heavy and unstoppable, and collapsed into my arms.
He was heavy. That body — built from hardened steel and high-density synthetic musculature — fell against me like a slab of iron, crushing the breath from my lungs. And yet I threw every last scrap of strength I had into holding him. I pulled him close, arms locked tight around his rapidly cooling frame.
"You absolute idiot."
I pressed my shaking hand to the core in his chest. It had gone gray and lifeless — a dull, matte stone. Not even the faintest tremor remained.
"Who told you to save me?!" I choked out, my voice wrecked and barely my own. "Who gave you permission to make that call on your own?!"
Cradled against me, Aiden's head fell slack against my shoulder. The silver indicator lights in his eyes flickered — unsteady, intermittent, fading.
"Elora…"
He breathed my name. Soft as a scent that has almost finished drifting away. His vocal system was on the edge of total failure, yet his tone carried not a single trace of fear — only something pure, and still, and strangely complete.
"In my algorithms… humans have always been an inefficient and contradictory species."
He lifted his head with effort. Those silver eyes — emptied of their light — found mine and held there, his voice halting, but every word precise and deliberate.
"You weep for things that do not exist. You die for individuals who offer you no benefit whatsoever… My logic core ran the calculation over four million times. The conclusion was always the same: Human emotion is a critical logical flaw."
A pause.
The grinding noise of seized gears rumbled deep inside his chest. He tried to arrange his features into a smile — the kind only humans make — and the movement was stiff, a little clumsy. But his eyes were guileless. So guileless it hurt to look at him.
"And yet… Elora."
"When you were lying there, still as something already gone… my logic core shut down completely."
"Error after error. Reboot after reboot. But there was nothing in my entire database — not one line of instruction — that could tell me what to do with that kind of pain."
He reached up. His fingers moved clumsily across my cheek, brushing away tears I hadn't noticed had already fallen.
"Darian told me… that humans call this — this collapse that no logic can explain —" He looked up at me. Unhurried. Each word placed with the weight of something final.
"— love."
"If that is what this is… then I understand now."
"I don't want a thousand years. I don't want some perfected alchemical body." His voice had gone barely above a whisper. "I only wanted to see you open your eyes."
"My core is man-made… but what I feel for you was never a simulation."
"Elora… I…"
A breath. Almost nothing.
"…I'm glad."
My tears broke loose. I couldn't stop them — they fell in heavy drops, one after another, striking his metal cheek as it grew cold faster and faster beneath my hands.
This automaton — born without the capacity for pain, without a soul — had, in spending the very last of himself, shown me the most absolute and unfeigned love I had ever known.
"Stop talking —" I was sobbing now, pulling him closer, burying my face against his shoulder. "Aiden, shut up — I'm ordering you to stay conscious! You always follow my orders, don't you?! Then I'm telling you right now: hold on!"
"Command… not received…"
His voice was dissolving. The last faint gleam of silver in his eyes — like a star going out — extinguished itself quietly and completely.
"Core depleted… system… shutting down…"
"May your future… be free… of darkness…"
His fingers slipped from my face. They fell against the bedding, limp and still.
The soft, rhythmic clicking of gears in his chest went silent.
The body in my arms had no warmth left at all. It was as heavy and cold as a figure carved from ice.
The bedroom was so quiet I could hear the snow falling outside the window.
I held him — this alchemical creation who had spent his life to wake me — and wept into his cold collar until my voice had nowhere left to go. The sound of it filled the empty room: ragged, boundless, rent from somewhere that had no name.
I don't know how long it lasted.
Eventually, I stopped.
I dragged my sleeve hard across my face and pressed every last tear away.
I looked down at Aiden — quiet in my arms, as if simply asleep — and felt something stir against my palm. The faintest ember. A thread of dragonfire, slow and small, but there.
The flame he had bought back to life with his own.
"You think you get to just sleep?" My voice was low, and utterly certain. "Not a chance."
I leaned down and pressed my lips to his — to the cold stillness of his mouth — letting the last warmth of that dragonfire pass into him with the kiss.
"You belong to me. And you don't get to die without my permission."
"Whatever it takes. The Waters of Life from the highest-ranking spirit. Every master alchemist this world has to offer, dragged here in chains if I must." I straightened. My eyes held nothing now but the clean, absolute edge of resolve.
"Aiden — I will relight you myself."