Chapter 104 I ADORED THIS WOLF
Tatiana
My heart raced, almost bursting, as he leaned in closer. My eyes widened with every second that ticked by. The touch of his lips was electrifying—our hands met, warm and soft. Our lips barely grazed, a fleeting connection that took my breath away. I closed my eyes, surrendering to the sheer bliss that enveloped me as our lips touched. I returned his kiss briefly before breaking away.
Today, I had the chance to kiss two gentlemen, and I felt like a mess.
He let out a weary sigh, his breath, fresh with a hint of mint, warming mine as he leaned back, his gaze locked onto me. Confusion and desperation painted his face, a look that seemed to be meant for me.
"Do you think you would ever desire me? If I were to become Alpha in the future… would you still want me? I know we're not supposed to be mated, but we are. And I believe I understand why. Still, I'm willing to put in the effort to become the wolf you need—an alpha, even if it's just in name." His words, combined with the anguish in his eyes, shattered my heart even more. If only he knew that I would be with him no matter what, if circumstances were different...
I closed my eyes, letting the tears flow freely. I felt like I deserved this. I was completely broken. With a trembling breath, I muttered, “It’s a bit too late to be discussing that now.” I gently caressed my stomach, meeting his gaze as his emerald eyes followed my hand.
He reached out, placing his hand on my swollen stomach, feeling the new life within. His other hand cradled my broken arm as he looked into my eyes. “You’re still my friend. I wouldn’t reject either of you.”
I took a deep breath, overwhelmed by a mix of emotions as I listened to his words. My heart ached with both joy and pain, and I cried with my head lowered. Wow, he was truly amazing! An exceptional gentleman. Despite everything I had done, he still wanted me—even after my past interactions with his sister.
What on earth have I done?
“You don’t mean that,” I whispered, gently moving his hand away. “I feel like I’ve made terrible mistakes. I’ve hurt your family and embarrassed your sister. I’m truly sorry for everything.”
“You’re my friend. I can tell you’re not the wolf you pretend to be. That’s not who you really are.”
He paused, his voice tender. “I sense your remorse, your anguish. I want to help, to be there for you, Tatiana.”
The way he said my name… it sent waves of pleasure through me. This wolf, despite everything, still cared for me. Even with a child on the way with someone else, despite our close friendship, he expressed his desire for me.
I adored this wolf...
I couldn't stop shaking my head as tears streamed down my face. Slowly, I rose from the ground, and he followed, standing up beside me. I began to move away, but he placed his hands on my waist and gently pulled me into his embrace. He held me close, his sorrow palpable as he enveloped me with his strong arms. Pressed against my body, his muscles conformed to my slender, willowy figure, fitting perfectly. He held me tightly, seeking solace in the warmth of our embrace while my tears flowed freely onto his skin, tracing the contours of his muscles. He was significantly larger than Percival.
I couldn’t resist the urge to touch him. As I placed my arm around his back, I felt the tension in his muscles and the smoothness of his skin beneath my fingertips. The simple contact seemed to bring him comfort, and he relaxed into my touch.
The fragrance he exuded was intoxicating, delighting all my senses with its beauty. The sound of his heartbeat was a soothing melody in my ears.
He took a deep breath and softly kissed my temple before gently releasing me. Stepping back, he met my gaze with a look of earnest concern.
I yearned for his return, aching for the warmth of his skin against mine. The wolf within me, hidden during the pregnancy, now stirred with a desire for him.
“Tatiana,” he said, his voice trembling slightly as he spoke my name. “I’ll be patient. I understand you have things you’d rather keep to yourself.
I care deeply for my sister, and her happiness is important to me. But our bond as mates means a lot to me now. Experiencing the connection of having a mate, I can empathize with what she’s going through. As her older brother, I’ll always be there for her and support her in any way I can. At the same time, I recognize that you need support too. You can trust me. I’m unsure of your true feelings toward Percival, if you have any at all. But please know that you don’t have to stay with him because of external pressure. I’ll take care of you. I’m willing to go to great lengths, even surpassing him in status, if that’s what it takes. I desire you, regardless of the outcome with the pup. While my sister prioritizes the pup’s well-being over titles, I sense you might need the title. Please, just hold on and let me earn that title. Let me be the one for you. I believe in my strength and capabilities. Just… be patient. Don’t let him leave his mark on you. I beg you.” He sank to his knees, looking up at me with his earnest, sincere green eyes.
I tightly closed my eyes, tears continuing to stream down my face as his comforting hands held mine. He knew I had something to hide, yet he remained silent, never speaking a word to anyone. I was overwhelmed with guilt in that moment. This wolf seemed to genuinely desire my company, for me and a pup that wasn’t even his...
He had fulfilled his role as a mate with unwavering dedication. His love for his sister was profound, a deep affection that was palpable. But wolves were different from humans.