Chapter 4 I Forgot Everything
"Shut up. It's not my intention to be reborn into this body. Stop bothering me. Leave me alone!" Mira snapped, annoyed that the wolf was determined to add to her already stressful situation.
'How dare you? A pathetic human scolding me? You have no fucking rights! Impostor!' Ada growled angrily, ready to fight the intruder.
Mira panicked for a few seconds, confused about what to do next. She doesn't know how to handle an irate wolf residing in her head.
This can't go on. She would go crazy if she let Ada destroy her peace of mind every single day.
She took a deep breath and calmed her jittery nerves, allowing peace to settle in her consciousness.
There is one thing she realized though: Rosie's wolf can't transform without her permission and cooperation.
A triumphant smirk curled up in the corners of Mira's lips. 'Stop pestering me. As long as I don't cooperate with the transformation, you can't do anything. Get lost! I don't need you," she said haughtily. She wants Ada to know that she has the upper hand. She has full control of their situation.
She refused to be bullied by Rosie's wolf.
'You will regret this. You can't silence me forever!' Ada snarled and retreated back to her hiding place in Rosie's head.
Ada's presence in her head, pestering her, condemning her, makes Mira's life even more complicated.
It looks like she won't be able to enjoy a peaceful life with Alpha Gideon as long as Ada continues to harass her in her head.
She wished she could remove the hot-tempered wolf from her life. But it would be impossible to do so.
Sigh.
Her head hurts painfully. She massaged her temple.
Lena returned to the room holding a wooden tray. "Luna, your food is ready. Please eat while it's still hot," she said, arranging the utensils and plate on the table.
The aroma of delicious food drifted into her nostrils and made Mira hungry. She sat down on the chair, picked up the utensils and began eating. "This is delicious. Thank you, Lena."
"You're welcome, Luna," Lena responded with a smile. "This is the first time you have thanked me."
"Really? Then get used to it," Mira said, enjoying her meal. "How about you? Did you already have supper?" she asked casually.
"Yes, done already a few hours ago," Lena answered.
"Good." Mira ravenously ate the chicken soup. "Where do you sleep?" she continued, interrogating her personal maid.
"In the servant's quarters on the first floor of the mansion," Lena replied.
Mira asked, confused. "Where is that?"
"In the right wing of the mansion's first floor," Lena explained.
"Ah... okay," Mira murmured and continued to chew her food.
After she finished eating, Mira arranged the utensils back on the wooden tray.
"Luna, you don't have to do that, let me do it, it's my job," Lena intervened, not used to seeing her mistress tidying the table after every meal.
Mira smiled at the servant. "It's fine. It's an easy thing to do. No big deal."
Lena scratches her head in bafflement. Luna Rosie never thanked her and never arranged the utensils on the food tray after eating. The new Luna Rosie was different from her previous self. She has changed!
'Of course, she has amnesia. She forgot a lot of things. She forgot a big part of her behavior and mannerisms,' Lena reminded herself.
Mira looked at the servant, her eyes filled with worry. "Lena, I forgot so many things about my life. I don't remember anything about my husband. I don't even remember my name. I'm scared," she said, misty-eyed, looking upset and lost. She wanted to cultivate Lena's sympathy and loyalty because she had no one to count on as friends in this huge mansion.
The maid could help and guide her to navigate this place because she was her personal maid, assigned to serve her.
"Luna, please worry no more. I'm sure your husband, Alpha Gideon, and everyone here will understand your situation. You died but miraculously came back to life. The incident somehow messed up your memory. That's why you are suffering from forgetfulness or amnesia," Lena said consolingly.
"Thank you for your understanding, Lena. Can you help me remember everyone and everything in my life that I have forgotten? Can you help me? Please?" Mira said pleadingly.
"Of course, you can count on me, Luna Rosie. I will help you remember everyone in this mansion and everything about your life before you lose your memory," Lena assured her.
"Thank you so much, Lena. You are a very good person," Mira said gratefully, hugging her maid for a few minutes, rubbing her back gently. "You are a good person. Thank you for taking care of me every single day. I truly appreciate it."
Lena's eyes watered. She was shocked by Luna Rosie's affectionate gesture. Her mistress had never hugged her before. It's a first!
"You're welcome, Luna," Lena smiled broadly. "I'm always at your service. I dedicate my life to you. You can always depend on me."
Mira smiled radiantly. She can sense that Lena is a good servant and confidant, always ready to please her mistress. She can get a lot of information from her to make her life at the mansion much easier.
Lena picked up the tray. "I'll take the dishes to the kitchen. Is there anything you want, Luna? Do you want a glass of milk with honey for your baby in your tummy before going to sleep?" she reminded her.
"Do I like milk?" Mira asked.
Lena answered, "Yes, you do. Every night you always drink your milk with honey to make your body healthy. Aside from that, you also take vitamins to nourish the baby in your tummy."
"Alright, give it to me," Mira replied casually.
"Copy Luna, I'll be back in a minute." Lena left the room.
Mira walked to the mirror and looked at her image, admiring her beautiful reflection in the mirror. Luna Rosie is so pretty! She was blessed with a beautiful oval-shaped face, kissable lips, a straight nose and thick lashes.
'You are not what you are, impostor!' Ada suddenly scolded her.
Mira groaned in displeasure. "Can you please leave me alone? Go away! Stay away from me!"
Oops! She quickly covered her mouth with her hands after realizing she was screaming loudly. Somebody might hear her outburst and think that she was going crazy for talking to herself.
She continues her argument with Rosie's deranged wolf in her mind. 'Shut up, you are so noisy!'
'I will only leave you alone if you bring Rosie back. Leave her body now!' Ada ordered fiercely.
'I don't even know how to leave this body. God put me in this body. I didn't choose Rosie's body, he chose it for me. I'm innocent. I swear!' Mira defended herself.
"God your ass! You are a pathetic liar. Body snatcher!" Ada continued antagonizing her.
Tears of frustration filled Mira's eyes. 'Leave me alone. Stop talking to me. Please stop bothering me! You make me feel awful.'
"Awful? That is exactly my intention. I will make your life miserable every single day so that you will leave Rosie's body! Impostor! Fraud! Leave Rosie's body now!' Ada screamed like a child having a tantrum.
Mira was in a state of great distress when the door opened and Alpha Gideon entered the room, holding a glass of milk.
He looked at her and saw tears of frustration glistening in her eyes. He put the glass on the table. "My love, are you crying?" he asked, rushing to her side to comfort her.
Mira nodded her head. "Yes, I am crying because my head hurts. I'm sad that I can't remember much about my previous life. I lost my memories. I'm sorry about this," she apologized earnestly, pretending to look miserable and lost in his eyes.
Alpha Gideon enveloped her in a loving embrace. "Don't worry, I'm sure your memory will return one of these days. Don't stress yourself. You just came back from the dead, and your state of mind is still in a state of confusion. Give yourself enough time to heal. Okay?" he said, kissing her head lovingly.
She nodded her head and smiled, feeling comforted by his soothing words. "Thank you for your understanding, husband," she said, melting into his heavenly arms. It felt so good to be hugged by her crush. She inhaled his intoxicating scent. He smelled good. Luna Rosie was so lucky to have him as her husband.
'You stole Rosie's body, and now you are going to steal her husband as well? Shameless slut! Homewrecker!' Ada shouted angrily in Mira's head.
Sigh, the deranged wolf barked again.
Mira sighed inwardly, wanting to throttle Ada for insulting her, provoking her.
She released a deep sigh.
He released her, frowning. "What is it, my love?" Alpha Gideon asked, observing her face. "Is there something bothering you?"
"I'm tired, husband. I feel sleepy. Can I sleep now?" she replied, already missing his sweet embrace.
"Sure, but drink your milk first," he instructed, handing her the glass.
"Thanks." Mira holds the glass and finished the milk in one go. "Delicious!" she said, licking her lips.
Alpha Gideon smiled. "Go now to the bathroom and brush your teeth so we can sleep."
"OK," Mira responded, but stopped in her tracks. "Where is the bathroom?" she asked sheepishly.
Alpha Gideon walked to the bathroom and opened the door wide. "This is the bathroom, my love."
"And the closet?" she asked.
Alpha Gideon walked towards the closet and opened it. "This is the closet." He grabbed a cotton dress for a pregnant woman and handed it to her. "Wear this tonight so you will feel comfortable."
"Thanks." She smiled and disappeared behind the door, locking it from the inside.
Alpha Gideon was rooted on the spot, staring at the closed door, looking sad and devastated by what had happened to his wife. His wife truly lost her memories because she couldn't even remember the basic things in life such as bathroom and closets. He feels unhappy about it, but as long she and their baby are alive and well, everything will be fine.
'She will remember everything soon and return to her old self,' he said optimistically, trying to convince himself that her condition won't last forever. Good thing she didn't forget about him.
Tomorrow he will bring his wife to the pack's hospital for a check-up. He needs to know exactly what is happening to her.
One hour later, the couple can be seen lying on the bed, cuddling.
Alpha Gideon planted a kiss on Mira's head and wrapped his arms around her waist. "Good night, my love. Sweet dreams."
"Good night," she replied sweetly, inhaling his addicting masculine scent.
Feeling happy and loved for the first time in her life, Mira drifted into a deep slumber, feeling at home in Alpha Gideon's comforting arms.