11. Plan into motion
Ada's POV
"What the hell!" I felt myself breaking down inside, how could jack do something like this to us. Break time she'd told me and now I've had to be pulled out of my 3rd lesson by her. We haven't ever done this before but I believe this is serious enough. Jack!"I heard something was up?" Cooper looked worriedly towards us, oh no, I can't break her heart like this. Then again what kind of person would I be letting her go around with a boy like that. "Sit down Cooper." I heard Gemma's comforting voice from behind as she put her hand gracefully on top of mine to rest it there.
Wow I can't do this.
I can't do this! I felt my entire body shake like a mini earthquake was going off inside my stomach affecting everything else. Pacing I tried to walk out the ideas in my mind. Getting rid of anything I could think of, it all hurt too much. "What is it? More letters if it is I swear down I'll kill whoever it is personally." Her voice seemed filled with worry, how can I tell her it's her boyfriend. "Adeline I promise you..." Cutting her off in her tracks I slapped my hands on the table glaring her down in the face.
"Its Jack." My letting go face began to crumble as my chin twitched. Her green eyes dropped to the ground, I can't do this "you're crazy, the both of you!" Denial. I rubbed my hands agains my forehead as Gemma came towards me. "Baby girl." I pushed her away. I can talk to her later. Pushing my way through the people gathering in the corridor. I swear if none of them move I'll end up in isolation for violent behaviour.
Sitting at the edge of the grass looking out into the freedom that was the road. How I wish I was out there, driving away down to the beech. Gemma on one arm and the wheel in the other. Turning around I saw that figure moving towards me, thank god! Turning my head I pretended not to notice him for a moment before I couldn't help myself. "It's alright I'm here." I threw my arms around him as we sat on the edge of the field curled up together.
"Want one?" I watched as he offered me some of the devils air. Nodding I snatched the stick off of him placing it within my mouth. Marlboro red. The classy stuff, the kind guys buy when they want to impress Cooper, she loves the smell. "So you and Gemma?" I nodded breathing the smoke in and back out again to be free with the wind. "It was Jack." I watched his face get a little bit brighter. I nodded leaning back upon the little hill.
I know I won't regret this but it's in the best intentions, what's about to come out of my mouth. "I'll help you get Cooper back if you nail that son of a bitch down and get him to shut that dirty trap he calls a mouth." I watched his quirky mouth smile back at me with a nod as he pulled me in for a hug. "I agree to your terms little sis, I've missed you." He pulled me in closer as I wrapped around him. Benedict is like my big brother I've known him for so long now. Time to get this plan into motion.
"I love you." I whispered into the door finally walking into that familiar house all I wanted to do was cry in her arms. I'd had a shower before seeing her again just so I didn't smell. Seeing her face made me drop to my knees and kiss her hand curling up against her. "I'm so sorry love, you know you're the world to me." Her had lightly soothed the back of my head as we sat on the couch curled up. She kissed my lips lightly, god she's perfect. "I love you Gem." She pulled me on top of her heavily breathing body biting her lip. "Show me." I raised an eyebrow. "Show me how much you love me." Snatching my hand she worked it down her pants. She wants love... I'll show her love.