Victoria’s POV
I made a mental conversation with myself, if it’s the right decision to visit Kelvin, I know I want to see him again and I know I have to get my things. I will keep staying at the motel until I figure something out. I will be getting another paycheck next week, I’m glad I get paid weekly. I don’t want anything from Kelvin, I know he promised a house when this arrangement is over but I won’t be asking him for anything. I would rather die than ask for his help.
At first I felt sad but now I am just angry at him, I am angry he can not be man enough to accept the feelings he has for me, I am angry he played with my emotions.
I let out a breath walking into the house when I saw him. He looked into my eyes for some minutes, minutes felt like hours, he didn’t break focus, he wasn’t saying anything. I noticed a car key in his hand.
Was he coming for me?.
Maybe he is.
He can’t, fuck.
I ignored him and walked upstairs into my room, I packed all my clothes leaving the ones he bought for me. I don’t need anything for him.
“You are leaving.” I hear a voice from the door.
“I don’t have a choice Dean.” I whisper.
“Please stay, he didn’t mean what he did last night. He fucking regretted it the moment he woke up.”
“Then why did he do it? Why did he ask me to leave, I was alone Dean. I had no where to go, he left me outside under the cold.” I muttered. “I can’t stay.” I whisper.
His eyes pleaded with me to stay but I already made up my mind. I know if Kelvin asks me to stay I don’t know what I would say, I don’t know what I would do, I may stay.
I was having trouble taking my bags downstairs but I got a hang of it. I went back up to take the last bag when a hand stopped mine, it was his.
Now he knows I am here, he kept staring at me as if I was ghost, he didn’t even say a word to me when I walked him and when I left my bags downstairs, he pretended like he didn’t see me.
“Let go kelvin.”
“You can’t leave.”
“Let me go, you can’t tell me what to do? You didn’t get to toy with my mind, first you throw me out without any reason, you end the contract without any reason.”
“Love-“
“Don’t ‘Love’ you left me all alone, you know I have no where to go to, I had to stay in a motel.”
“I’m sorry.” He whispers.
I almost feel like my walls are breaking but I shake my head, I won’t let him get to me, if this is going to work he needs to know there would be consequence to his actions.
Kelvin locks the door stopping me from leaving, I was about yelling when he kneels in front of me.
“Please, don’t leave me. I know I fucked up. I can explain but please.”
“Why did you do it?.”
“Because I am stupid.”
“No! I know there is so much more to that, you came back covered in blood, and don’t blame it on your drunk state.”
“I can explain.” He whispers and I shake my head.
“I don’t any lies, I don’t want you to hide anything. If you want me, If you want this to work then I want the truth, no more agreements, no more contracts.”
I have to know what I am getting myself into, I can’t forgive him and continue pretending like I am not in love with him. I don’t want any contracts anymore, I want us to be real. I want to be with me.
“I promise, but please stay.”
“I will stay.” I whisper, he stands up and hugs me tightly. “I will tell you everything.” He says and I nod.
This is what I want, I know I should not have forgiven him so easily but I am in love with him, I can’t live without him and I know I will never forgive myself if I don’t give him a second chance. I will keep on regretting not giving him a second chance.
“If you try something like that- shoot me.” He says interrupting me and I roll my eyes.
He is so fucking dramatic.
“No, no sex until I fully forgive you.” I say to Kelvin.
he looked at me before he realized I am serious.
I have no idea how much I will be able to uphold this part of the deal, whenever he is near me I feel tempted but I need to teach him a lesson. He needs to know he can’t do something like that and get away from it.
“I went to the office.”
“Really.” He asks and I nod.
His head is rested on my lap while my hand found it place in his hair caressing it’s softly.
“I wanted to see you, I kept on hoping you would come, I didn’t know how I would have behaved, I felt uneasy but I just wanted to see you.”
“I couldn’t come, I stayed in the closet all day.”
“Doing?.” I ask.
“Your clothes, holding it felt like you were near me. They had your scent, I know it’s sounds insane and probably cringe but I just wanted to be near you, I felt so bad for what I did to you baby. I’m sorry.”
“It’s fine.” I whispered.
It is fine, he didn’t mean to do it. I can’t believe I almost compared him to Dalton, Dalton has treated me worse than Kelvin throwing me out of his house but I always forgave him; even without him apologizing.
I didn’t realize when I fell asleep in the arms of my love.
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