Chapter 25
Nolan could feel the intensity of Cam’s gaze.He turned his head and the two men locked eyes.Cam only nodded.Nolan adjusted his body so that he was facing Cam and he slowly leaned back against the arm of the couch.Cam took the invitation.He closed the distance between them and began kissing Nolan with everything he had,only pausing to remove first his shirt then Nolan’s.
Cam rested his full weight on Nolan and kissed him deeply and intensely.Nolan found it hard to breathe with Cam on top of him and his mouth full of Cam’s hungry tongue.Rick had definitely taken charge of their intimate moments,but where Rick was strong and confident,Cam was desperate and needy.This was all new to Nolan and although he felt safe and important in Rick’s arms,he felt sexy and thrilling in Cam’s.
Cam ground his pulsing erection against Nolan’s and Nolan arched his back in desire.Nolan ran his hands over Cam’s smooth chest.It was much less muscular than his dad’s,smooth and velvety compared to Rick’s firm furriness.Nolan’s fingers came alive at the sensation.He could almost feel Cam’s passion zapping through his skin into the tips of Nolan’s fingers.Nolan rolled Cam’s pert brown nipples between his fingers.
Cam cried out in surprise and pounded his hips against Nolan’s.Nolan’s swollen balls and stiff prick were painfully mashed between the two men as Cam’s orgasm filled his pants with cum.Cam collapsed onto Nolan,breathing in ragged gasps.
After catching his breath,Cam leaned slowly back and ran his hands across the front of Nolan’s shorts.“I’m so sorry.I’ve wanted to do that for so long.I just couldn’t control myself.”
“It’s okay.”Nolan tried to force a convincing smile.His cock was now only half hard and Cam’s fondling of it did not improve the situation.Nolan scooted into a more upright position and Cam sat back.
“I’m going to go,um,clean up,”Cam said sheepishly.
Nolan stood up and tenderly kissed Cam one last time,patting him on the chest before retreating to his bedroom and shutting the door.
Nolan paced the room,rolling what just happened around in his head.He had been so turned on by Cam’s interest in him,but the reality of actually acting on that desire had left him feeling empty.He was thankful things hadn’t gone any farther.Nolan shivered at the thought.If he and Cam had had actual sex,he didn’t think he could ever forgive himself.
Nolan knew at that moment that he was without a doubt gay but he wasn’t into just any man.There was only one man for him.Only one man that perfectly filled both his heart and soul.A plan formed in his head,but he would have to wait until morning to set it into motion.
He heard Cam leaving the bathroom and he quickly turned off his bedroom light and got into bed.A moment later when Cam slowly opened the door,Nolan pretended to be asleep.
“Nolan?You awake?”
Nolan mumbled,“Mmmm?”with feigned sleepiness before rolling away from the light streaming through the open door.He heard Cam close the door gently and move off toward his own room.He felt guilty,but he knew now that Cam’s destiny was not his as well.His fate lay in the strong hands of an impossibly handsome,hilariously charming older man and tomorrow,Nolan was going to go find him.
Nolan found himself once again leaving the apartment at dawn,his trusty strawberry Pop Tart in his back pocket.Now that it wasn’t raining,he was able to wrestle the slashed tire off his car and replace it with a sketchy looking donut tire he had found in the trunk.Once it was in place,he gave it an experimental kick and decided it wasn’t ideal,but it would do.
He wanted to mash the gas pedal to the floor and get to Sutton’s Mill as fast as possible,but good sense took over and he decided not to put too much strain on the spare tire.The nearly thirty miles felt like it took hours and hours.The heavy early morning traffic didn’t help matters.
His heart raced as he pulled into the driveway behind Rick’s truck.He tried to play it cool,but he practically ran to the front door and rang the doorbell.There was no answer.He pushed the bell again and listened to see if he could hear it.He wasn’t sure it was working so he knocked on the door.There was still no answer.He knocked louder,but began moving down the side of the house to see if he could see any signs of life.The house was dark and it felt empty.He was able to see into the garage through the window in the side door and his worst fears were confirmed.The Jeep was gone.