Chapter 30 30

Chapter 30 30
I slowly opened my eyes when I felt someone gently pass a finger over my nose and I couldn't help but smile when I saw their face.  I really feel the sweetness of waking up in the morning and the first thing I see is his handsome face next to mine. 
It's been so long since I've woken up beside him and the longing I used to feel whenever I wake up alone in my bed has disappeared.  My day is already complete with him by my side. 
“Good morning,” he spoke while staring deeply into my eyes. 
“Good morning,” I replied.  Then he kissed me softly. 
“You are so beautiful,” he whispered, causing me to roll my eyes. 
'You always say that when I wake up. I know I'm not pretty now. My hair is so dire on the bed that I don't have ----' 
“Shh… why do you always say that about yourself? You really don’t believe when I say you’re beautiful? You——” he said with obvious displeasure on his face. I laughed softly and gently pressed his cheek. 
'I believe you, okay?' 
“I thought you still needed some convincing. I am willing to prove it to you for now.” His eyes danced cunningly as he grabbed my hand and placed it on his penis.  My eyes widened.  My God!  He is already erect! 
"Yagiz! You really are an incredible person! Last night I let you do whatever you want. Don't tell me it wasn't enough?!"  He laughed out loud at my reaction. 
"You know me baby. I'm always ready for you" I rolled my eyes again and got off the bed. 
'Where do you think you're going?'  We're not done yet" he complained and sat up straight. I laughed and stared at his handsome so much.. ... 
What the hell are you thinking Hazan?!  Please control yourself! 
"Sorry, honey, but I need to prepare myself. It's already 7:35. My work starts at nine so I need to get ready now," I told him and walked toward the bathroom. 
“Damn…” he muttered with desire.  I looked at him and saw desire glow in his eyes as he stared at me.  She grinned at him. 

“I can see that you are enjoying the view, my dear?”  He smiled and got out of bed.  My eyes widened when I saw him slowly walking towards me. 

"Why are you approaching me? Don't tell me--" 

"Did you really think I'd miss the chance to shower with you? No way baby" His voice filled with desire as he stared at me intently. 

I gasped, but he gave me a wink, smiling from ear to ear.  I shook my head in disbelief but couldn't deny the fact that my body was reacting to it.  I suddenly felt hot again.  Damn the pregnancy hormones! 

I was about to run away from it when I remembered I was pregnant so I gave up.  Well I miss bathing with him too. 

“You cooked all of these?” I asked while taking a spoonful of soup.  I looked at the other dishes he made and couldn't help but be impressed 

'naturally.  I got up early so I could make breakfast for you.” 

“Oh… thank you, sweetheart,” I said and kissed him on the cheek.  It has never changed.  Still sweet and cute. 

'You're welcome, dear.  Come on, let's eat.” He pulled a chair for me before he sat down and then we started eating and I must say his cooking improved greatly. 

'This delicious.  Did you learn from Zahra how to make all these things too?  I asked curiously. 

“Yes,” he replied proudly, which made me smile.  We continued eating until we finished. 

"I'm glad you ate so much. From now on, I'll cook for you. You looked like you weren't eating well." 

"Who do you think was this wrong?"  His mouth fell open. 

'I?'  He pointed to himself as if he could not believe the answer. 

'And who will it be?'  scratch his head.  He looked embarrassed and guilty all of a sudden.  Then he wrapped me in his arms and kissed my forehead. 

'Sorry Sweetie.  Don't worry, I'll take care of you from now on.  You and your baby are my top priority.” I couldn't help but melt because of it. 
My heart was also fluttering with joy.  I was about to say something when I looked at the wall clock and my eyes widened when I noticed the time.  It's already 8:30! 
'My God!  I need to go.  I'm already late!  " Screamed 
"Baby..." he called me.  It seemed as if he wanted to say something. 
'what?'  He didn't respond for 4 seconds before speaking 
'no thing.  I'll get you to work." 
'Okay' 
I was surprised when I saw a great car in the parking lot.  I was very impressed because I knew very well that this car was a limited edition.  When he told me he was going to drive me to work, I was thinking he was pointing at my car. 
'Is this yours?'  I asked curiously 
'No.  Neighbors” I rolled my eyes at his lame answer that made him laugh amused 
"Of course I'm mine. Why are you supposed to be with me if you're not mine?" 
“Whatever.” He shook his head as if he was still enjoying me. Then he opened the passenger door and led me inside and put on my seat belt. 
'I can do it' 
“Shhh...just let me do it for you” Shortly after that, we arrived at the company.  I thought he would drop me off and then move on but I was surprised when he got out of his car as well. 
"I'll accompany you to your office," my eyes widened. 
'No!'  Abs. 
'why?  Don't tell me you don't want your colleagues to see me?" 
"Baby, it's not like that," I answered, almost inaudibly. 
'so why?  You seemed so nervous and nervous all of a sudden when I told you I'd accompany you to your office." I bit my lower lip and stared at his confused face. Then I sighed. 
“We-we just got m-together, Yagiz. I didn't tell my brother about us.” He held my hand and stared into my eyes with mixed feelings written on his face. 
"Let's go to him. I was planning to have a talk with him anyway" Panic spread all over my body. 
“Baby… let me talk to him, first, please?”  He didn't respond for a few seconds before sighing. 
'Okay.  I can see that you are not yet ready to tell him about me.  Although I want to talk to him now, I will respect your decision.  Anyway, what time will you finish work today?" 
"at 5 pm" 
'Okay.  I will pick you up after work.  Take care of yourself, okay?  Do not tire yourself with work.  I love you." My heart swelled up at what he said. I came forward and gave him a sweet kiss. 
'I love you, too.  May it safely, okay?  I whispered before I could start to turn away from him. I looked again and found him staring at me seriously. His hands were tucked into his pants pockets. 
"I love you," I whispered, kissed him, and made my way to the hall. 
I didn't even sit down when I heard a knock on the door. 
'Yes ?'  I opened the door and I saw my brother 
“Good morning, sir.” I greeted him shyly. 
"Sir, I'm on my ass."  He hates being called like that 
'what?  You are my manager 
"We're all alone here so stop being so formal," she sighed.  Looks like someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed. 
'Okay.  By the way, why are you here?  His expression changed. 
His eyes were fixed on me as if he was staring at me.  I knew something was going on judging by the way he looked at me. 
"I saw you with someone a while ago."  Did he see Yagiz?  My God! 
'Who was he?  I wanted to see his face but I didn't have time to do that because Amir arrived suddenly and caught my attention." 
'Emir is here?'  where is he?'  I asked him, trying to avoid the topic. 
"He's already left. He just went out to ask for documents. Anyway, don't try to avoid my question. Who is that guy?" 
'Nobody.  Just a friend" I lied and cursed myself internally when I stumbled. His eyes narrowed and I knew he didn't believe me. 
"I know you're lying. Now tell me, who was it? Was he the one who got you pregnant?" I bit my lower lip and looked away from him.  I couldn't meet his scrutiny. 
"N-Yes" 
' Oh really?  Are you back together?  I want to meet him in person.” His voice sounded so serious that it made me worried. 
I knew for sure that no matter what I did, he would insist on meeting Yagiz.  I wasn't ready yet for this because I knew for sure that Gokhan would declare war against him when he found out what really happened to me in Greece. 
“Hazan, are you listening to me?”  He asked with a little patience.  I slowly let go of the breath I didn't know I was holding. 
“I'll tell him that” was all I could say.  He nodded his head and kissed my forehead. 
'You don't have to be nervous about meeting me, you won't.  I just want to meet him and find out what kind of man he is.” I swallowed when I saw his steady expression on his face. His jaw was tightly clenched. 
“You say that but you look crazy.” He sighed and his expression frowned slightly 
"Yes, I'm crazy and angry because he made you cry for quite a while. You're not the same Hazan I've known since you got back from Greece and I want to know what really happened there. Now that he's back, I want to make sure he never hurts you.  My dad is here, so I want to make sure he's a good guy for you. I hope you understand me. I just want to protect you. I don't want you to get hurt especially when it comes to this kind of thing.” I didn't answer for a few seconds before slowly nodding my head. 
"I understand my brother. I'll talk to him first," I said in an unsure tone. 
Yagiz wanted to talk to Gökhan too but I was afraid that they might quarrel because of me.  I knew how strict my brother was when it came to us.  He loves us so much, so if he finds out the truth, he will find a way to keep me away from Yagiz, and that's the least I want to happen.  Not after we got back together. 
I accepted the fact that Yagiz made mistakes, but he already regretted it and asked for forgiveness.  I forgave him not only because I love him but because my child needs a father too.  I don't want our child to be born into this world with an imperfect family. 
I was raised in a loving family and I wanted my child to experience that.  Yagiz is a very peace loving and loving man and I am sure he will be a good father too.  He's made mistakes, but that makes him a human being like all of us 
'Okay.  Gökhan said before he walked out of my office, I took a deep breath. 
Perhaps this is the time for me to introduce Yagiz to him.  I admit, I'm still worried about what might happen but so be it. 
I was busy because there was a lot of work and I didn't even notice that it was really time to go home.  My phone rang and I answered it quickly when I saw who was calling. 
"Hello, sweetheart. It's already 5:05. Isn't it over yet?" 
"I'm done already, just wait for me in the parking lot." 
'No.  I'm here in the lobby.  I will wait for you here.  My heart was beating fast after what he said.  My God!  I need to get out fast before Gokhan sees him there!  I didn't talk to Yagiz about what my brother told me!  I want to talk to Yagiz first before they meet. 
Yagiz 
While waiting for Hazan in the hallway, I was also feeling uneasy.  I came early because I wanted to talk to Gökhan, but when I asked about him at the reception, the lady there told me that he was in the middle of an important meeting with a customer.  She sighed. 
Although I was afraid that he might get mad at me when he found out the truth, I still needed to talk to him.  I wanted my relationship with Hazan to be correct.  I wanted her family to know about us and make way for me;  To prove to them that my intentions were pure and earnest, and that I loved her very much. 
But I was also afraid that he might take Hazan away from me.  Now that Neil finally admits the truth, and that Gökhan didn't do all the horrible things I thought he did, I felt ashamed for what I did to Hazan. 
I felt like I didn't deserve to be with her, but I love her so much I can't let her go.  Yes, I am a selfish guy but I can't help myself.  Just imagining that she might find someone else was enough to drive me crazy. 
I sighed deeply again and went into the hall.  I was about to sit on one of the chairs there when suddenly I heard a familiar voice from behind me. 
'what are you doing here?'  I looked at him and my eyes widened when I saw who he was.  He was holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand as he stared at me with disdain.  What is this doing here?