Audrey didn't expect Alissa to ask such a direct question, and her face turned red with embarrassment. She shyly responded, "Mrs.GarciaMs. Garcia, how can you say that? Masturbation is beneath us."
Alissa, however, shrugged and said, "No, it's perfectly normal. Women should take care of themselves. Masturbation makes you feel good."
Audrey was surprised by Alissa's enthusiasm on the topic. Her face felt hot, and she wanted to get up and leave but felt too embarrassed. In spite of the fact that she was much younger than Alissa, Audrey was quite naive. Before meeting her husband, she had no romantic experiences like a blank sheet. Though she sometimes masturbated when alone at home, discussing such private matters with someone else was unthinkable.
Seeing Audrey's silence, Alissa understood her shyness and smiled, so she changed the subject to teaching. Alissa had been teaching English for over a decade and had been repeatedly recognized as an excellent teacher. Her class's English scores were always the best in the grade. Audrey asked for advice and felt she had gained a lot by growing closer to Alissa.
"If you ever need help, feel free to come to me," Alissa said and was happy to share her years of experience. Suddenly, she remembered that Kevin might come to her her often so she quickly added, "But it's best to let me know in advance so I can schedule a time. I might not be in the office when you come." She was actually worried that Audrey might inadvertently catch her and Kevin together.
"Thank you, Mrs.GarciaMs. Garcia," Audrey said as she stood up to leave, feeling quite pleased. She had always thought the other female teachers at school were too mundane, so she had instinctively distanced herself from them. However, after interacting with Alissa, she realized her previous thoughts might be wrong. Maybe Alissa was different from the other teachers.
As Audrey walked out of Alissa's office, she took a deep breath of fresh air and suddenly felt something was off. She had smelled a strange scent on her, not perfume or shower gel, but something that resembled the smell of semen.
Audrey found it odd. How could Alissa's husband have come to school in the middle of the day to be have sex with her? She had never seen Alissa's husband at school. If it wasn't her husband, then who could it be? She suddenly remembered the boy she had bumped into earlier, who seemed to have come from Alissa's office. A wild thought crossed her mind, but it was quickly dismissed. How could Alissa do that?
Audrey shook her head and laughed at herself. How could she suspect Alissa of having an inappropriate relationship with a student? Maybe Alissa had just been masturbating. Thinking about Alissa massaging her breasts earlier, Audrey felt a sudden heat. As a young woman with unfulfilled desires, she was very sensitive and couldn't withstand any teasing. She felt a rush of warmth inside her, and her private parts itched. She hurried back to her office.
Suddenly, she remembered a male colleague mentioned that Kevin had a large penis.
Kevin returned to the classroom, but his nose was still filled with the enticing scent of Audrey. His fingertips seemed to retain the sensation of her smooth skin, so he started to wander. This feeling was entirely different from how he felt with Alissa.
Initially, Kevin viewed Alissa purely as his homeroom teacher, with a sense of fear. Now, he saw her through a man's eyes, mixed with lust and a desire to rebel against and conquer her usual authority. Perhaps when he was having sex with Alissa, it was an unconscious way to vent the frustrations of his simple and monotonous school life.
As the homeroom teacher, Alissa was very strict with them. Her strictness stemmed from her desire for her students to be better. Kevin understood this and could only silently endure it without rebelling.
But these repressed emotions had been simmering beneath the surface until his accidental sexual encounter with Alissa allowed him to release this pent-up tension in a twisted way. In some sense, this release was beneficial for Kevin and enabled him to face his studies more positively rather than being passively driven by his teacher's pressure.
For Kevin , Alissa symbolized the school's authority and even the societal control and management over him. Thus, the thrill and excitement during sex with Alissa were partly due to the physical satisfaction and partly a rebellion against this control and management.
However, most of the boys around Kevin weren't as fortunate. They still lived in fear of their homeroom teacher's scolding. For them, the only way to escape was to endure until graduation and get into college. Albert Williams's pursuit of Laura might have been driven by youthful bravado and a desire to show off. Still, it was also likely an unconscious attempt to divert his heavy academic pressures.
Audrey, unlike Alissa, resembled the women Kevin had seen in pornography, who was beautiful and voluptuous, exuding sex appeal. She fulfilled his adolescent sexual fantasies and represented the most attractive aspect of life. Kevin 's infatuation with Audrey was naturally due to her stunning looks and sensual body. Still, it also contained pure affection, which made him want to protect her and dislike hearing others speak disrespectfully about her.
The afternoon sped by, and soon, it was time to leave school. Kevin felt that his midday encounter with Alissa had been too rushed and unsatisfying. He planned to visit her again in the evening as he knew that with more time and fewer interruptions, he could thoroughly enjoy his time with this sexy mature woman.
So, Kevin pretended to do his homework and waited for other students to leave first. However, Laura unexpectedly stayed behind as well. She looked at Kevin and, to his surprise, walked over and said, "Why are you still here?"