Chapter 59 Traces On Your Body

Chapter 59 Traces On Your Body
I swallowed the cream soup Jake had fed me. I was impressed by how delicious it was and how easy it was to swallow, even though my throat was sore.

"Delicious," I said as the cream of chicken soup filled my tongue. Jake waited patiently for me to chew and swallow, unlike his usual cold and impatient self.

"You need to eat a lot so you'll feel better when you wake up. After this, take your medicine, and then you can sleep!"

"Thank you-"

"Hmm?"

"Thank you for going to the trouble of cooking for me. You shouldn't have had to do this, because it wasn't your responsibility."

"Last night, Henry and I had sex."

"What?"

"Henry and I finally did it after all this time I've been waiting for him to make love to me."

I was shocked, completely in disbelief. Was he joking? He must have been trying to scare me into giving in and letting Henry go.

"What are you saying? There's no way Henry-"

"I didn't want to say this, but I feel like it's unfair to you if you don't know. Henry was so angry because you didn't come to greet him when he got home. He asked me to do it and—"

"And you wanted to?"

"I couldn't refuse him, could I?"

"No, it's not that you couldn't refuse him. You just wouldn't refuse him! Oh my God, I must be crazy, right? My boyfriend is having sex with his own cousin, who's also a man? I don't know why I'm here? Why do I have to be between you two?" My emotions were so unstable, I was hysterical, trying to express my disappointment, but I couldn't.

My tears were flowing, not tears of my own, not tears of sadness, but a strange anger I couldn't understand.

Jake stared at me with a blank stare, as if he felt no guilt for making me so emotionally unstable. I even forgot that I had a fever, this anger and sadness made the pain in my heart greater than the pain in my body.

Jake placed the bowl in his hand on the table right next to my bed. He unbuttoned two buttons of his shirt, approached me, and tried to kiss me. I tried to push him away, but Jake insisted and became more and more insistent.

"No, Jake! Please, not now!"

"Do you feel disgusted by me?"

"You already got what you wanted, didn't you? You already have Henry, body and soul. I'm sure he'll leave me soon and choose to stay with you. Isn't that what you really want?"

"Then, erase his kiss with yours!"

"What—" Before I could finish my sentence, Jake kissed me again, and again. His kisses became more intense and aggressive, a kiss I couldn't resist.

"Jake, please..m!" My chest felt tight. I couldn't imagine what the two of them were doing when I wasn't with them.

"What I did with him was exactly what we both did. Did you feel hurt?"

"Does that even need to be asked?"

"So what about you? You with those four men?"

"What?" I was speechless. Four men? That meant you were with Leonidas too? How could he possibly know what I was doing?

"You're such a hypocrite, aren't you? You were so happy when those four men fucked you on the dance floor. They drove you crazy, didn't they? You didn't even notice when I watched you from start to finish!"

Jake's confession was like a bolt of lightning striking me. He saw everything? He saw the crazy things I did? But how could he have known I was there?

I was at a loss for words. I tried to recall the possibilities I might have overlooked. Before me, Jake stared at me with a blank expression, making me start to feel scared.

"Then just tell him! Tell him everything you know! Tell him everything you saw, just tell him...!"

"It would have been easy for me to tell him, but somehow it wouldn't have been fun if I found out about your affair so soon."

"What do you mean? I—"

"I think I'm starting to like you!"

"What?"

"But it seems so hard to control you. You're a very strong woman. It seems what Henry said about you is true, you're not to be underestimated."

I didn't understand what he was really trying to say. I felt like I was trapped between the two of them, where it would be very difficult for me to break free even if I wanted to give up and no longer be involved with either of them.

Jake took off my nightgown and kissed me all over my skin. His touch felt so gentle and careful. Jake took my hand, asking me to touch his dick, which was still hidden in his pants.

"Jake?"

"Sorry, I can't help myself every time I see you! Go to sleep, I'll keep watch. Your body temperature is still hot!" He said. I hugged him tightly. I really liked the scent of his perfume that lingered on him. It was so fragrant and so tempting.

"I'm fine, Jake! You're making me nervous. Besides, you already did it with Henry.
Maybe I should just give in and—"

"Remove his traces from me! Can you do that?"

"Jake, what are you—"

"I'm not enjoying it! Even though I've tried, I can't enjoy it. I feel like there's something wrong with me, I want you so much. What should I do?" Jake looked so emotional. I could see the inner turmoil in his eyes, as if he was trying hard to hold back something deep inside.

I kissed his cheek. I knew he wasn't a bad guy. Even though I didn't know what he really thought or wanted about me, sometimes I felt comfortable with him.

I lay down and took him in my arms. Jake kissed my lips, and I welcomed him openly. I knew he liked our kiss, I knew he enjoyed it.

"You know what, Jake? You're the sweetest guy I've ever seen. Can we really be friends?"

"I'm not really a friend-making person."

"But can you give it a try? I think everything will be fine if we just become friends and have a good relationship."

"I don't know, I'm not sure. All I know is that I'm passionate about you and I want to feel the warmth of your body all the time."