Chapter 27 I’ll kill her myself

Chapter 27 I’ll kill her myself
During the aftermath of attack, many pack members were brought back home injured, and about three of them lost their lives. 

The wood was full of smoke curling up to the air. cries of babies. Screams of pain. All took over the pack. 

I sat down on the floor in my room, running my hand through my hair as the memories of the attack loomed all over my head. 

“ Are you feeling alright, Lynn?” Amara came and asked, setting a cup of coffee in front of me. 

“ I'm not thirsty,Amara. I just want to be alone,” I said and threw my face away. 

Her cold hands rested on my laps as she consoled me. The pain and screams of help from the killed young pups rang in my head and I couldn't do anything about it

“ Please for the sake of your kids, you have to wrap up your mind and be okay.” She said and stood up, walking out of the room. Before she got out of the room, I asked. 

“ Where are my kids?” 

She heaved a deep sigh. “ They are all fine.” 

She said and locked the door. 

I tipped the corner of my lips. Xander practically left me during war and protected himself. He left me to fend for myself. It was a big sign that he doesn't care about me. The one my wolf purred for second chance left me to fight alone unbothered. 

I stood up of the room and walked outside. I met the pack nurse walking out of Alexander’s room and I asked. 

“ How is Alexander's health? Hope it's getting better?” I asked, my voice growing tensed. 

She shook her head and responded. “He's feeling better now. Fractured arms. Broken legs. But everything has been attended to. He will be fine.” 

“ Please, can I see him?”She tilted her head, doubting, but I quickly added. “ Please!” 

She nodded. “Please don't stay long. And be very quick.” 

“ Thank you,” I said and ran towards his room. 

The smell of antiseptic and drugs filled the room as I stepped in. 

Alexander was on the bed, a blood transfusing pipe passed into his veins. He grunted in pain. I moved closer to him and touched his hand, just then he raised his head slightly up and smiled at me. 

“ Coder!” 

I smiled back at him and tears brimmed in my eyes. 

“Thank you for helping me!” I said and rubbed his hand. 

He smiled and said. “ You once helped me too.” 

Helped him? My mind flashed to the day I kissed him at the rogue- human wrestling, pretending to his girlfriend. 

I smiled and he smiled too, layering the pain in his body. 

“ Thank you so much, Alexander!” I put together his hands and smiled at him. He nodded his head slightly. 

As I stood up to go, he pulled me back and held my hand. “ Protect yourself and your kids. Don't trust anyone, except Amara. You'll never be alone.” 

I nodded and said to him. “ No matter what please stay with me!” 

He nodded back and said. “ I'll try!” 

“ Coder! The Alpha wants to see you!” A voice came from outside. 

I turned around and my hand reluctantly left his. I followed the person to where the Lycan king was standing. 

His hands were behind him, his eyes sour. 

“ Why are you not in your computer room?” His voice was coarse and deadly. 

I shivered and took a step away from him. 

“ I'm sorry!” I bowed my head and pleades. His look was devious and mean. Firstly, he took me for the pack run and couldn't protect me, and he wasn't even remorsefull. 

I hated myself for trusting again. I hated myself for trusting him. 

“ You see what your incompetence has caused? Did you see? The rogues attacked us during our pack run. That's the advantage of depending on a worst client. You must bring out the source of this attack else I would sell you out to the humans.” His eyes held fire in them and his breathe blew my skin, burning it. 

I glared at him. “ I'm trying my best, Alpha Xander.” 

“ Your best is not enough. Remember you're a bought commodity here in my pack and your freedom depends on it,” He spilled into my face and my shoulders dropped at both sides. 

He always reminds of my wrong choices. And now he did again, not considering the fact that he left me to be killed during the pack war. 

“ Then I promised I will do my best to stop it!” My voice was choked with tears. I wiped off the tears and moved straight towards the computer room. 

Once I got to my room I sat down on it, my finger dancing through the keyboards. 

Angelina, Xander's mate. 

I dived deeper into her profile. Her full picture came out and her location was encrypted. 

Name: Angelina 
Height: 5’7
Location: Europe
Skills: Shifting( lycanthropy) and coding. 

I sighed and googled Europe. It is a continent in the human world. The pictures of the continent flooded my computer and I heaved a deep sigh. I made up my mind to destroy this motherfucking bastard once and for all, all by myself. For my children. For Amara. For Alexander.