"What's wrong?" He frowned at me.
"Uhmm…I have never.." I was quite embarrassed. Most of my mates have had sex and here I was, still embarrassingly a virgin.
"You're a virgin?" Disbelief clouded his handsome features, though I could still see the heavy desires in his grey eyes.
"Yes, can you do it?" I looked at him, hoping he would not get impatient and angry. My body already needed him, I could not let my body go unsatisfied.
"Are you sure you want to do this now? I can wait. We both can wait." There was a tenderness in his eyes and affection that dripped from his words that told me he was willing to wait till whenever I was ready.
He was my mate which meant we were supposed to be together forever, and in as much as that was to happen, I realized we were both yet to accept the mate bond.
"I'm your fated mate, correct?" I asked him.
"Mmhm." He nodded.
"But do you accept me as your fated mate?" I looked into his face, expecting his reply.
He stared into my eyes, and leaned closer to place a gentle kiss on my lips. "I accept the mate bond, Katherina. I love you. I always have."
My heart swirled with joy as I heard those words from him, he accepted the mate bond and he loved me. Love and affection fluttered wings within, gently pressing his head down, I instigated the next kiss. It was unlike the previous one - sweet and mind-blowing. This was more different.
I pulled away from the kiss, looked into his eyes. "I accept the mate bond, and I love you to…ahhhhhhh" a loud cry rumbled from my throat.
He had penetrated me, then he paused, allowing me to get used to having him inside of me.
He kissed me on my lips. "I'm sorry." He was moving slowly.
"It's okay…." I moaned out. The pains had been replaced by pleasure.
The thrusts were gentle and sweet, passion soared and lust raged, wanting to be calmed. My body trembled and surrendered under his flaming hands, I could only writhe beneath him and desperately cry for more of this. For more of him.
Soon, thrusts became urgent and demanding, a passionate cry to be released from this shackle of desires that held us both so tight, leading us to a world that was new to me. It shook me to my bones and demanded for more than I had bargained for.
This was not just the joining of physical bodies, it was more than that. It was the intertwining of hearts that had been fated to be one.
And by the time this pleasure was done making me vulnerable, my cries had crescendoed to the finality of this passion but actually was the beginning of something bigger.
The liquid pull below my stomach were released and I found myself falling back to reality. Few seconds later, his growl reached my ears as he spilled his seeds inside of me.
He collapsed on me, I felt blissfully satiated. This was the first I would ever be found in this position with any guy. Baron was my first kiss and it was wise not to let him or Aaron know that.
"That was more than I expected it to be." He rolled over onto his back, pulling me with him so the position was reversed. I laid my head on his chest, his hand caressed my back.
"Me too." I said, feeling way too comfortable in his arms.
"Are you okay?" Immediately, I understood what he was trying to say.
Emotions caught up with me as it took my mind to the meaning of his question. "I'm trying." I swallowed, trying not to cry.
"You'll be fine." He assured me.
"Do you think she'll ever forgive me?" I had doubts about me being fine. My mom had gone through a lot for my sake and whatever attitude she was exhibiting towards me showed how angry she was at me.
Mom had never been this mad at me, not even when I had unintentionally broken her favorite vase or lost the earrings she had just bought when we were still living in our old pack. Or even when I'd burnt our only hope of having dinner one night.
She had gotten angry but never this mad. After her anger had cooled, she had forgiven me and we got back together again. This had really hurt her. When I had seen the tears run down her eyes, I knew she had been so disappointed and just knew that her anger this time was… different.
"I don't know, but you have to find a way to talk to her. I could go with you if you want." He offered.
"Thanks but I still don't think she is ready to listen to me." I sighed, willing tears to remain at bay.
He kissed my forehead. "I believe she'll come around."
I exhaled in melancholy, pressing myself tighter to his body. "Are you sure?"
"She's your mother, babe. And you're her daughter. It does not matter what has happened, a bond like the one you have with you mom can not die. She'll come around, trust me."
"What if she already hates me and no longer trusts me?" That had been my fear. That mom would turn out to hate me or distrust me.
He lifted my chin to stare into my eyes. "That can not happen, stay positive."
I sighed and nodded. I would believe him, and hope for the best. In the end, I just wanted my mother back. I wanted how we used to be, and if she was willing to listen, I would also like to tell her what had happened and why I had kept my wolf locked for this long.
"Stop worrying your pretty head, babe. Everything will pan out well." He ruffled my hair which made me smile.
"So why are you not with the rest in the family living room?" I asked, deciding to temporarily forget about my problem with mom.
"Something happened with Baron today, and we're patching up our relationship