Chapter 148 The night we finally fell
IRIS
She pulls away from our previous position and walks over to the bed. An invitation and I swallowed.
"Come here,” she whispers.
My gaze flicks up, unsure but hopeful. I crawl cross the bed, slow, almost hesitant, like I might change my mind. As if I would ever, when she was inviting me. Initiating this.
The mattress dips under my weight. She’s close enough for her breath to touch my throat. I take her hand gently and press it to my chest, right over the frantic beat she caused.
“Loving you is the best thing that's ever happened to me,” I murmur. “I don't want to lose that.”
“You looked terrified,” she whispers.
“I am,” I admit. “But not of you. Of how much I… feel. I want this to last. I want this... You."
Her lips part. Her fingers curl slightly against my chest, like she’s checking that my heart is truly there, truly chaotic for her. She swallows, and the movement drags my eyes to her mouth. I’m not even trying to hide it; I don’t think I could if I tried.
“Darian…” she breathes, the word feather-light, almost afraid.
I shake my head. “You don’t have to be careful with me.”
“Okay,” she whispers after a moment of silence.
She’s inches from me, but something in her shifts, subtle but unmistakable. Intent. Heat. The kind she rarely lets herself show first.
Her other hand lifts, slow enough for me to feel each millimeter of anticipation, and she touches the side of my face. Her thumb traces the sharp line of my cheek, gentle enough to make my breath catch. I close my eyes for a second, just to feel her.
When I open them, she’s watching me with a look I have never seen on her face so openly: desire, unfiltered and burning.
“I want to make you feel good,” she says quietly.
My pulse stutters. “Iris…”
“I mean it.” There’s a tremble in her voice, not fear, but boldness fighting its way through shyness. “I always want you. I always do. But you… you take care of me so much, Darian. You think about me. You hold back for me. And I just-” She shakes her head slightly. “I want to please you. I want to touch you. I want to… try something I haven’t tried before.”
My breath leaves me in a slow drag.
She leans closer until her lips graze my jaw, soft, deliberate. My hand finds her hip automatically, tightening when I feel her warmth sink into me.
“Iris,” I breathe, “you don’t have to do anything.”
“Maybe I want to,” she murmurs against my skin.
“Maybe I want to show you how much I desire you.”
Her fingers slip under the hem of my shirt, just barely, and the contact sends a sharp, electric line of heat straight down my spine. She feels me react, she must, because she lets out the softest, pleased sound. The kind that makes self-control feel like something impossible.
Her lips trail from my jaw to my throat, slow, testing, a little shaky but growing bolder when I tilt my head to give her more. She kisses there, once, twice, and the sensation is so intimate, so unexpected, I almost forget how to exhale.
“I think about you,” she confesses, mouth against my neck. “More than I ever say. More than I know how to say.”
My hands slide to her waist, fingers curling into the softness of her top, trying to anchor myself.
She pulls back just enough to look up at me. Her pupils are blown wide, cheeks flushed, lips parted in a way that makes restraint feel like a fragile, breaking thing.
“I want to taste you,” she whispers. Her hands unbuttoning my shirt and pulling them off.
For a moment, everything inside me goes silent, then floods with heat so fierce I have to clench my jaw.
I smirk, as I command, "On your knees, then"
Iris gets on her knees, her hands find my belt and dutifully starts to undo the buckle. Her fingers trace the already hardening length of my shaft, teasing me like I can't just bend her and take her, screaming.
The sound of my zipper being unzipped is outweighed when I hear her gasp after bringing out my member.
"It won't fit, Darian" Her words comes out in a choke.
"Be a good girl and take my dick into your mouth. All of it and I mean all of it." There is an anticipation in her eyes. She licks her lips, wanting it inside of her, filling her up, and making her scream.
She licks the tip of my dick tasting my pre cum. I stilled, curling my hands into fists, my head rolling back. Her tongue runs over my shaft in one movement. "Fuck, Iris."
She closes her eyes, taking me in and out in a slow torturing pace that almost made me explode. Fuck.
"Look at me as I fuck your mouth," I demand with a groan. Those eyes meet my hooded dark eyes that are full of lust and desire. This feels so good.
I let out a whine, a throaty moan that surprises even me. Iris looks up at me, a smug expression on her face.
She takes the two balls into her mouth, sucking on them and licking them. I moan, grabbing the back of her hair. "Fuck me, Iris!" Iris spat on my dick before taking it into her mouth. It was too big for her.
"Darian…" she whines and I let out a small chuckle. "Be a good girl for your Alpha and finish me, my love." The more she takes in, the more I know her cunt would throbbing with need. The tip edges at the back of her throat, choking her. She gagged and the tears forming in her eyes made me giddy.
I directed her movement making her head bob up and down at my will. "Fuck, that's so good! You take me so well!" I praised.
"Fuck you're such a good little girl for me, aren't you Iris? You love me fucking your mouth, don't you!?" My dark eyes shut on their own with ecstasy and pleasure. This was heaven.
"Faster!" I manage to say and she obliged, only popping sounds and my harsh breathing could be heard.
My body begin to tense and knowing I was close, she increases her pace, using her hands to massage my balls, vigorously.
Finally, I come into her mouth and like the good girl she is, she swallows it.
I pull her off her feet and our lips crash into a hot searing kiss. It is intoxicating, feverish and our need is so palpable that I press out bodies together like there was any space before.
My hands begin to wander. I want to feel her. To mark her and conquer every inch of her. I pry her lips open and my tongue found hers, as I suck on her lip.
Gently, I laid her on the bed, crawling on top of her.
I kiss her cheek before traveling along the edge of her jaw. I slink lower, blazing a path down her neck, across her collarbones, along the tops of her breasts. I take off her top and she helps me take of her pants with shaky hands.
I make to remove mine and my underwear, making both of us bare.
Iris smothers a gasp when I take one of her nipples into his mouth, caressing it with my tongue, lightly rolling the other between two fingers. Patiently, I chart her body with my mouth, my lips, my teeth, my tongue. Large hands spread her thighs, making space for me. Getting close, closer.
“You’re unreal,” I whisper, all reverence and awe as I take her in, nearly on my knees before her.
Iris is so struck with need.
I brush my humb over her bottom lip, she draws it into her mouth and sucks, running her tongue over mine.
My mouth envelopes her clit in the wet heat of my mouth, flicking my tongue back and forth at an unhurried pace. She slaps a hand over her lips, muffling the sounds she knows would carry throughout the house.
I am single-minded, concentrating all my attention on her clit, lathing my tongue in ways that force pitiful moans from her lips. When she starts to buck and writhe against me, I brace one forearm across her hips, a means of keeping her in place, pushing two thick fingers inside. I keep my mouth in place as I thrust my ingers in and out, crooking them slightly to reach a point that’s got her feeling euphoric.
As her fingers flex in my hair, my tongue is vicious, relentless in a way that has her muscles twitching.
"What do you want?" I ask, breathless.
"You." Her voice is barely a whisper.
"Me what? What do you want me to do?" My hand squeezes her breast, rendering her unable to speak, my other wrapped around her neck.
“Beautiful,” I say, hand still settled over her throat, eyes roving over her features. “So pretty,”
“Fuck me,” she replies, voice hoarse as she shifts on the bed. “Please,”
“You’re sure?” I ask, hand drifting down the inside of her thigh in a gentle caress.
“Stop asking stupid questions,” Iris catches my wrist and pulls me in, “Of course I’m sure,”
My fingers tighten on her thigh. Bruising.
“You want to be fucked hard?” I catcha drop of arousal with two caressing fingers. “That what you want?”
Pressing her hips back, Iris closes her eyes, focused my touch.
In a not-so-sudden bout of bravery, she is just be fueled by desperation at this point, Iris flips over and settles on her knees; readily on display.
Not wasting any more time, I move, follows, lining up his cock with the soft heat of her cunt; running it against her arousal-slick flesh.
But when she whines and starts to shift backwards, I wait. Savoring. Teasing. “You need my cock that bad?”
“Please, I need it... want you,”
“Take it then,” I sigh. “Take what you asked for.”
Sinking back on my cock, the room fills with soft, drawn-out sighs of pleasure, nd Hermione knows there’s no coming back from this.
In tandem, we both heave a sigh of relief, pausing to appreciate just how agonizingly long it’d taken to get here. It’d been a near excruciating buildup, but that makes the resolution all the sweeter.
“Move,” she pants, focused on the feel, the stretch of me. “Please-"
"As you command, love" I wasted mo time and fully settled myself inside her. Fuck, she feels so good.
Slowly, I moved inside, teasing, testing the waters. My hands on her hips, I use that as a propeller for my thrusts.
"Darian!" She calls out, moaning. I had not even begin and she is already pooling, senselessly wet. My thrusts become more erratic, fully pushing inside of her.
"Eyes on me." I tell her and she opens them, letting me see how wrecked for me she is. Goddess, I am going to tear her apart, then worship her.
"Fuck... I can die here just being inside of you" I say as I push harder, faster, sprouting her moans, her whines and scream of pleasure as she made to follow my rhythm.
"Fuck Darian.... I am so fucking close! Please!" I settle myself to push so hard that my cock connects with her spot, making her eyes roll to the back of her head from the sheer ecstasy.
"Cum for me, love!" I urge her, pulling her hips as I grind on her. Fuck this is amazing... She feels divine.
"Darian! Darian! Darian!" She chanted my name as her orgasm finally came, making her legs spasm from the sheer force of it, while I came inside of her.
Our breaths are haggard as I pull out and drop beside her, our naked bodies entangling. The warmth spread around us and for once, I feel truly at peace as I kiss the top of her head.