Chapter 15

Tristan.

Today is my day with Sitara and honestly I'm fighting the feeling to go be with her, the more I feel myself falling fir her the more I tell myself to pull away, to don't get stuck in that loop again.

That it isn't worth it, then she comes along and either smiles, laughs, or does or says something to make me fall deeper.

Putting all that aside, I decided I would pick her up after all she is standing outside in the cold waiting for me, Today is my day with her, seeing that we would be gone.

Travis had his day yesterday, and HD returned hole with the biggest smile on his Dave, I wanted to kick that grin so hard, but I controlled myself because I knew he loved pocking the beast.

She is wearing her uniform, looking pretty in it as always. Her long hair is pulled back in a ponytail, and her face is bear with just a hint of lip gloss on her lips.

"Good morning."

She says, and I reply back with a good morning.

"Did you have breakfast already?"

"No, I'll grab something at the cafeteria at work."

She said.

I looked at the time on my watch and noticed we still had forty-five minutes left before her shift, so I decided to take her for breakfast.

We made our way to a little coffee shop a couple of minutes from the pack. Once we arrived, we got out and took a seat inside.

"Two muffins and a cup of hot chocolate, please."

"So, I already asked Travis, and now I'm asking you, I would like for you to have lunch with me and my parents on Sunday. They would really like to meet you both."

"Lunch, I'm not sure if I could make that, I'll be on patrol when we deturn."

"Ohhhh... ok."

Why do I keep doing doing this to myself? To her, it's just so tiring. Apart of me wants nothing more but to walk away from thus, and a bigger, much larger part wants to fall at her feet and worship her.

The waiter brings her muffins and hot chocolate and places it in front of her, she doesn't touch it she just sat there looking in the other direction oit the window.

"You're not going to eat ?"

I asked.

"Im not hungry, really."

"Yes, yiu are I could hear your stomach. Is this about me not being able to come to lunch."

"No, it's.... just I'm ready to go the time is passing and I don't want to be late."

She stands takes her food and walks towards the car, and that feeling that I hlmessed up again comes clocking in.

The drive back to the pack was dead silent once again, I didn't usually mine silence, but this kind was deadly.

"You ok, Sitara?"

I asked as we pulled up to the packs hospital. She removes the seatbelt, grabs her bag, opens the door, and says

"Maybe we shouldn't try, maybe yiu should reject me, and I reject you. I know this is hard for you after what happened and being around me must make it even harder so think about it and when you get back we could talk."

My wolf whined, and I could feel a part of me breaking slowly inside. Why the hell do I care about what she thinks about how she feels.

"I'll have Dad pick me up after work. You dont have to worry. Just be careful ok and you could call me if anything. Bye, Tristan."

She leans over and gives me a kiss on the cheek, and now I'm kicking rocks because I really just hurt this sweet girls feelings.

The door closed shut, and she left Decidung. I needed to blow off some steam. I hit the gym.

on the way over there me and my wolf and I got into a heated argument, and he decided to draw for the time being.

After my workout, I grabbed lunch for both of us and decided to go apologize. Upon arriving in the car park, I saw her walking towards the little benches in the hospital.garden.

She was meeting someone a guy and he had it looks like bought her lunch, when she saw him she screamed, jumped and ran into his arms.

I watched as he hugged her tight and placed a kiss on her forehead. They then looked at each other, and I watched as she ran her finger along his face.

My body tensed, and I all but wanted to get out of the car and beat the heck out of whoever he is, but what do I care.

I just started the car and drove off in the direction of him, Travis was sitting in the living room packing his suitcase when I walked in.

"What's up with you, bro?"

He asked.

"Nothing, I bought us lunch."

I took out the two boxes of Chinese food, took a seat, and began to eat.

"So Sitara told you about lunch with her family on sunday?"

"Yeah, can't make it. I'm on patrol."

"Well, can't you just atop by for atheist dive monutwa.:

"Im.nit sure if I want to."

"What the hell does that mean?"

"It means I might not want to, so I may not."

"You know what, Tristan? I'm not even going there. If

you dont want to come, then done I'm sick and tired of your attitude, and you want to make yourself miserable on purpose."

Travis said.

later that day, I decided to pull myself together and maybe confront her about what I saw, I mean, it must be nothing. But when I got to the hospital and saw the same guy from earlier picking her up, I just drove off.

Travis may think I'm making myself miserable, but I'm protecting myself in my eyes, and after what I saw a short while ago, I believe in the one thing I keep saying. Some women are all the same.