Chapter 1: Meetings and Feelings
Sevinc POV
"Please! Let me go!! Don't do this with me!!" I'm begging him to stop my eyes filled with tears and i have this huge lump in my throat which is making it hard to talk or make any more words.
"Be quiet!" He put his hand on my mouth trying to make me quiet and it's so hard to breathe. Tears are falling from my eyes continuously making the pillow beneath my head wet. My eyes sting, he push his lips to mine forcefully and makes me sit on his lap.
*my phone vibrates*
I wakeup to chek it.. it's my alarm.
I turned the alarm off it's still really dark outside but i have to report in early at my work.. i stare at the ceiling for a few seconds trying to forget the nightmare i just had but it's just too hard to forget. I rub my eyes, got up from my bed and head straight to take a shower.. hoping it would wash off this memory from my mind.
I made myself a sandwich to eat later, stuff my bag with all my essentials. Put light makeup on and head straight to work..
It's pretty empty today as it is a public holiday. It's very rare to find a seat in train during work hours so i got very lucky this time and got myself a seat. I put my headphones on, turn on the music and close my eyes. Almost missed my station "Woah! Not a good sign" i said to myself and started walking towards my allocated location..
The building is huge and it's so early that the building is almost empty at this time. I entered the sliding doors.. it's so cold i got chills up and down my spine. Eventough it's empty all the lights are lit and the floor tiles are so clean i can practically see my reflection. After what seemed like a 10 minutes walk i finally reach my location.
I greeted everyone, signed myself in and now i have to wait for 1 hour before my shift starts. As it is my first time working with this team so i really don't know anyone here.
The restaurant near me is closed so i go to the table of two, drop my bag on the table and take a seat. I've been sitting alone for 15 minutes now and I'm bored so i just keep checking random things in my mobile, scrolling down on facebook, instagram and all the social media apps. I'm so lost in my mobile that I didn't even notice my boss Mr William came and sat on the table next to me.
Mr William is a very humble and nice man. When i look up he's busy with some papers i give him a smile and he returns it politely that's when someone comes and asks me if he can sit with me.....
"Hi! Can i sit here?" He asks me i look up and my eyes met his's and that's when the music swells and there's random air out of nowhere blowing on us and the earth beneath me quivers.... i realize I've been staring at him... "yes.. sure" i said clearing my throat. In order to distract myself i picked up my mobile and started scrolling random apps... but all my attention is on him.
How he put his bag on the table that's in the middle of us, how he sat on the chair infront of me and now he's talking to Mr William.
I'm randomly moving my thumb on my mobile but all I'm doing right now is trying to listen to what he's saying.
"From which state do you come??" Mr William asks him a question.... "I live in Al Ain so i have to drive all the way from there" he replies and smiles a little.. I'm looking at him from the corner of my eye and that smile makes my heart skip 100 beats... i shrug realising how stupid i sound...
He's casually busy in a conversation with Mr William and that's when the words come running out of my mouth "There wasn't alot of traffic today was there??" I immediately regret it.. he looks at me.
I wish i was dead right now.. "No, not really" he replied to me... he actually replied to me.
Ok now i wish i was actually dead please someone kill me noww!!!
"Oh! Because you know today is a public holiday so most of the roads are pretty empty today" I'm so embarrassed in this moment...
"Oh yeah the roads were empty today" he had a smirk on his face.
Mr William left the table and now it was just the two of us...
I was actually waiting for him to say something Please say somethinggg!! Yes i was praying..
"My name's Ozan by the way" he snaps me out of my trance.
"Hi sorry my name's Sevinc" now I'm looking at him for real and believe it or not i actually have goose bumps on my arm and butterflies in my stomach.
This is a familiar feeling that i haven't felt in a long time... what the hell is this supposed to mean. Why it happened now? With a complete stranger? Maybe it's just a crush... ugh I'm over thinking again!!