Chapter 27

All of a sudden I couldn't move. His lips parted as he slowly took off the belt.

"Show me what you've got, Roxette."

I shook my head. My chest trembled at the kind of Savier that was in front of me now. This is not him anymore.

I slowly stood up as he approached me. Slowly.

"-What did you do Savier?" his jaw tightened as my eyes drifted to his eight abs in front of me as the polo turned up and his tie was not in the right direction. Until my gaze landed on his zipper with a large lump there that seemed to loosen. Shet !my throat went dry before I looked up at his zipper.

"Scared?" He smirked darkly. My chest went up and down and without hesitation I ran to the door and pulled the dooe handle.

"Shit!" I'm cursed when I can’t open it.

I gasped hardly when I heard his footsteps. I close my eyes tightly as he gradually approaches me.

"-What do you need? I-I am here for the job-" nervousness in my voice was obvious.

"Fuck the job .." he cursed. My two hands remained holding the door knob as he wrapped around my waist. I felt his kiss on my hair down to my nape.

"You look like a kitten. You're scared? Why? You are married. You're used to this right? Huh?" Full emphasis every utterance he and bit my nape. My body pressed against the door as his hand ran down my thigh. He crouched a bit so he could reach me.

It was as if my heart had fallen from a very high precipice. After those years my heart still beats for him. My mind telling me to push him but my heart says otherwise. My heart invaded my whole system. My brain went blank until I closed my eyes and felt his sticky grip.

"Tell me Roxette, is that man okay?" His lips brushed my ear. "Did you moaned his fucking name?" I seemed to be poured hot water as his palm gently caressed my middle. "Was he good?" From then on he held me tightly until he used one palm and pulled my hair. I gasped in pain and looked up.

"S-Savier!" i flinched. His heavy breathing tickled my ear but that wasn’t ahead of me. I am afraid when he's like this. Brutal and rough. I hadn’t even noticed when he ripped the sleeve of my romper and pulled it down to a slump. Only to revealed my breast and my panty.

"F-Fuck .." he cursed annd I immediately turned in front of him. I immediately crossed my arm over my chest. Tears welled up in my eyes. My heart hurts so much. he tightened his grip on my waist and turned me even closer when he saw my tears. He didn't bother to wipe my tears like before. He just looked at you brutally. There is no mercy whatsoever.

"You can't t melt me with your cry anymore." He said coldly. Every word strikes my face the scent of his breath. A rum and mint.

I sobbed and glare at him. "This is what you want?" I dropped my hands to my sides and let him stare at my rich chest. I could feel the heat of his body.

"G-Go on!" I cried. "Is this what you want? Is this what will make you foegiveme? Huh Savier?" I smashed his ironclad chest. He just looks at me intently every time I slap him.

"Have you ever thought about what I sacrificed for you ?! huh ?do you know what I did for you You know .. I wouldn't have told you this because -sincerely you did it! "

I smashed his face." But you're too much! That's too much! " I shouted and smashed his chest and face. I saw how it became red. My nails scratch his chest.he let me do nothing. He just tightened his grip on my waist.

"Savier I still love you."

Loss of strength. Our bodies were full of sweat despite the cold from the aircon. he slowly let go of me. His jaw tightened. Like he didn't expect the words I told him. He raked his hair by his fingers. He let out a growl before punching the table and tearing up his papers before hitting the laptop against the wall. A scream I let out could not believe the brutality he had done.

"You love Me?!" he pointed to himself. His veined corded and his shoulders and face were red. He's fuming mad. But his handsome face never fades. That only adds to it.

"Damn you! Roxette! You left!" he pulled his hair before slumping down on the sofa in front of me as I stood leaning against the door.

"Get out."

He told me before looking up. I get burned by his deep looks.

"Get out before I hurt you .."

I averted my eyes as my chest writhed in pain. He's like an ocean. No matter how much I investigate it one by one, I still discover a lot of its form. Violent and cruel and I can't help my self to stand up because I am drowned so much, too deep.

I adjusted myself as I got into the car Luca had provided. Holding the strand of the romper so as not to fall off, I rummaged in my bag and took the jacket inside.

"Where are we ma'am?" I wiped the tears from my cheeks. I still can't move on. Shit!

"In Royale Village please." I’m on my way to my real mother. For now I seriously needed a shoulder to lean on. For so how many years, atlast I can feel the care of a real mother. The driver stopped at the right block. I immediately saw the tailor with those working inside. My heart pounded. I felt happy, sad and very sad. Floating is the feeling of getting wet in the car. behind the sewing there is a small house and a wide field full of flowers. So, this is my mother's house? I adjusted myself before knocking on the sewing door. They looked at me and I heard a seamstress shout.

"Zamara! You have a visitor! She’s beautiful."

"Who's the guest?" modest voice I heard before I saw woman. Even in her age .. she looks like a teen ager. Her brown hair, pointed nose and her brown eyes really reminds me of myself. Her fierce aura even her modest voice could not deny that. In the photo of my longing mother it was more gentle than my real mother. Same face but different aura. I already know where I inherited.

"M-ma?" my voice trembled. She quickly opened the door and seemed hesitant to touch me. She covered her mouth and tears flowed. I shivered when I heard her sob. My heart leaped as she hugged me. Too tight. Everything around seemed to be in slow motion. I smiled even though tears blurred my cheeks and hugged her back.

"Ma." I just mentioned no longer appended. Even her, could no longer embrace a word. We were content to sob and cry. It took a few minutes .. I didn't feel tired. . All the pain, suffering, and the bereavement. I poured all my emotions into crying and hugged my real mother.

I was sitting on the long sofa and watching my mother work hard to prepare my meal. As for me, I'm not used to it but I'm very comfortable with her movements. I watched her every move. I seem to want to memorize that in my mind.

She laid the strawberry cake and juice on the table. The smile was wide on the lips despite the dim eyes.

"I'm sorry .. That's all I can offer you. Why didn't you text me?"

I shook my head and smiled.

"I want to see you m-ma." My voice trembled and my throat went dry. Even my mother is in my front Savier still occupied my mind. I want to do all that to mom but I can’t start where and how. She leaned over me and held my two hands.

She’s the woman, scandalized outside our gate. The woman is forcefully pushed by the guard before. The woman called me Amara. That's my mother.

"How are you ?! I heard you finished Business Management? In Italy, right?" she says happily.

I nodded and smiled. "Yes. But, modeling is my job now. But I'm also planning on my dad's company."

Mama's face became serious. "Did you visit him hija?" I shook my head.

"I know what Henry did to you before hija. I know what he did to Savier." I stared mother in the eye. Shocked because he knew Savier.

"Do you know Savier?"

"Why not? Ofcourse!" She gasped and smiled. "Savier helped me to stand by my own back then when I had nothing. When Henry kicked me out and took you from me Savier helped me . I was there the time you left him. I saw how much he hurt Amara. I saw how he lost hope when you left. "

Yes, my real name is Amara Dela Rama.

I bent down and bit my lip. Fuck. My heart were hurting. " I leave for him. That's for him mama .."

Mom nodded. "I know. Nana Sena told me everything. Henry is too addicted to gambling. Now his company is failing because he's sick."

"I am planning to meet dad's lawyer ma."

"You must, before that is taken away by the Santiago. I don't want the pressure they did to you . If only I had a position and had a fight I would have helped you."

"I can do it. Somehow I already know something about the business."

"I also don't like your last name Santiago. You already know what to do . I know that everything you do is for everyone. So now I know what you will do for everyone as well."

We stared at each other for a long time. Our eyes seemed to understand each other. She's really my mother. She knew that leaving Savier was for the good of all. SHe also knows what I will do now. Also for everyone and myself. It was late at night when I left my mother's house. I went back to the unit reserved for me and saw Caleb outside. In the basement.

"Oh! Caleb ? You didn't text? "

"I have something to tell you Rox."

I blinked and nodded. I let him into my unit. He sat on the sofa while I looked at him seriously.

"Why, what happened?"

"We need to annul Rox." He told me seriously.

"Yeah .. that's the plan, right?"

"Yes, I mean, soon. My fathers want your company so much, Roxette! I don't want them stealing your company's money."

"Fuck ?! You mean while papa is sick they steal?"

"With your father's great trust Roxette he trusted everything. But I know Savier making his move."

"What ?!" I just scratched my forehead and sat down on the sofa opposite him.

He smirked. "Your man is such a beast. I know my family very well. Dazzled by Savier's money so Savier now has more shares in Dela Rama Company .. But still .. it's still with us because we're married. I am so stress barging to my parents but I don't want to handle your company! And fuck Roxette! You're sister is pregnant! " he violently combed his hair with his hand.

I scratched my forehead and blushed. I looked at him angrily. "You're a mother fucker. You're my husband but you got my sister pregnant ?!" That was mixed with laughter. I just can't believe it !.

"Shut up, Rox! I'm fuck up!"

"E 'then you have to hold her accountable get married! "

"So we have to annul, right ?! We'll see my lawyer tomorrow!" Caleb and I smiled and laughed. We look stupid.

"Fuck I am going to be a father. Shit!" he was still smilin as the smile gradually faded from me as I remembered my previous pregnancy but the baby was gone.

. Before I went to sleep Luca called me that the Royale 'Company had approved of me. I never thought Savier would do that despite what happened. Tomorrow I will do my first photo shoot with an expensive Royale Company accesories. They owned some expensive accesories in different part of Asia. I didn't know Savier was so rich. Fuck! He can make girls strip in just a snap!

I immediately called Caleb to postpone our meeting with his lawyer because of my photo shoot. Of course he knew Savier was that so he agreed. I was so nervous when I entered the tower building of the Royale 'Company. I think up to the 40th floor this building is very tall. Luca and I immediately escorted two women to a studio.

I have my own dressing room. I was amazed at the jewelries that were in the crystal box. "Jusmiyo! It cost a million bella !”

Luca's eyelashes were already palpitating when he saw the glowing necklaces and earrings.

My muscles tremble. I can't seem to wear them. One shining necklace caught my attention. I stopped putting powder on me by my make up artist to take a look at the necklace.

With trembling hand I took it and stroked the letter “A” pendant enclosed in a circle. It felt strange to me to touch that. That sounds like me. I want to laugh. I assume too. Sav hates me and he won't be able to make me a necklace that you love so much!

"If their model is too cute! Bella '!

"You're kidding me, Luca." I avoided looking at the story and focused on my make -up. I am said to be the highest paid model of the company. I doubt it. Not really. Luca did not stop praising. While I wore black lingerie 'and black boots. My hair is curly. I was wearing the necklace with the A pendant. The long earrings and watch they would love. Every flash of the camera I used to pose what I wanted.

"Very good! One more!" shout of the camera man. I smiled and winked at the camera. When he opened the door Savier and I caught sight of him. I was almost stunned by him because of the whispers around. I saw how Luca bit his lip when he saw Sav folding his arms. Talking to one of the cameras man. But the gaze remained on me.

"Uh! Miss Dela Rama! I think you need a break." The camera says anyway. I nodded and immediately left the square box I was sitting in. Did I just close my eyes to realize that he saw me posing for the camera? Shit? I went into my dressing room and searched for the robe. I heard the door open.

"Oh gosh Luca! Savier is here! He saw my poses ?! It's embarrassing! Was my face okay before? Is it beautiful?" I asked hysterically as I turned around and looked for the robe hanging.

"Luca-" I was stunned. It’s not Luca with me here inside but Savier. "Savier? W-What are you doing here?" I was embarrassed when he looked at me. I'm wearing lingerie! he saw my rebuke earlier ?!

"I am the owner. Why so shock?" His serious answer. Leaning against the door and serious face. Does that mean he's the same with his other models? Oh right.

I blinked and swallowed. "What do you need?" I put on the clothes and combed my hair. He took off his clasped hand and slowly approached me.

"Pack up. You'll come with me. We're leaving tomorrow." Startled I turned to him. What?

"W-What? Another photo shoots ba-"

"No photoshoots. Just you and me." My eyes widened. but I also immediately withdrew and took seriously what I remember.

"I-I can't. Caleb and I have a talk tomorrow."

Yes, it's true. We will earn its lawyer. Sav's jaw tightened. That's why I avoided. I would have sat up when he pulled my elbow and I faced him. He looked down at the necklace with the A pendant. It peeked at the robe. He looked back at me. "I'll forget everything Roxette. File an annulment. Come with me."

He sounds so serious that no one seems to be able to break when he says that. His voice was definitely sure. I can't process that right away. He squeezed my waist before kissing me on the lips.

"File an annulment. Come with me. Let's talk, let's talk about all our problems." I couldn't answer because he kissed me again. Aggressive and earnest.

"Ay-!Excuse me first .. I'll just take the condom-este bag!" Luca's shout that made separated us. I pushed Savier but he didn't move. My eyes rolled in embarrassment. I saw the grin on Luca's lips.

"Uhmm, What." I groped for something to say. My heart is pounding because of what Luca has arrived. But Savier did not give up. He kissed me again.

"I'll call you later." He said hoarsely to me and I did nothing but nod even though I didn't know if I had a number of him. A tight grip on my waist it immediately came out. Luca immediately threw stones at me with his bag.

"Ouch! What ?!"

“What ouch are you there !You think I didn't hear what he told you before? Oh, Roxette! You can really taste how hot he is" I blushed profusely at Luca's jokes at me. I didn't know what my decision would be. That night I was in bed. I couldn't sleep until my cellphone rang. My heart pounded because I knew whos that.

"H-Hello." I answer the unregistered number.

"You're coming with me, Roxette." Savier. It’s not asking but it’s commanding.

I closed my eyes so tight and took a deep breath. "Y-Yeah .. I'll come with you." I blushed when I heard him swear sharply.