Janice POV
"You don't want to carry my child?" I saw the disappointment in his eyes as he asked me that question. Here I was, thinking he didn't want to have a child with me, but I guess I was mistaken. The look in his eyes showed that he desperately wanted to.
"I thought you didn't want to have a child..." I whispered and bit my lip, and he smiled.
"I didn't plan to, but with you? I will be ever ready to make babies. How about we make them now, hmm?" He leaned forward and kissed my shoulder, and my heart fluttered.
"Hmm. Let's make babies then," I whispered, and that was all the permission he needed to sweep me off the chair.
"Come on, take it easy," I chuckled softly as he took me to the bed, and he groaned.
"That's how desperate I am to have you," His voice was husky and sexy, and my abdomen twitched just at the sound of it. He lowered me gently onto the bed and carefully untied the rope tying my robe together, and the cold air conditioner greeted my chest as my body was left bare. I didn't have anything underneath the robe.
I swallowed nothing, suddenly nervous as the thought of losing my virginity now spurred through me. The imagination of how painful it would be made me bite my bottom lip nervously.
"Are you ok? You don't want to do it?" He leaned forward and whispered after he removed the strands of hair on my forehead with his index finger, cupping my cheek in his palm, his eyes piercing into mine like he wanted to see through me.
"I'm scared," I whispered and pursed my lips, and he sighed.
"Don't be scared, Sunshine... I will be gentle, I promise," He hushed then slowly leaned forward until our faces were just inches apart, and in split seconds, he claimed my lips, and my heart skipped a beat. It wasn't our first time kissing as he had done it before, but it felt so intense. My heart literally felt like it was going to upload as it kept pounding hard against my chest.
He kissed me like his life depended on it, nibbling on my lips, and exploring my mouth with his tongue, and I could swear that Connor is the best kisser in the world. I've kissed many of my clients in the past, but trust me, nobody is as good as Connor.
It felt like my body was electrified when he kissed my cheek down to my neck, nibbling on the nape of my neck, and I shuddered under him. My hands found their way to his back as I pressed my head back on the pillow, muffling the hard moan that wanted to escape my lips.
"Don't suppress it. Moan for me, Sunshine," His voice was hoarse and insanely arousing.
"Co... nn... or..." I gasped as he bit into my neck as though he wanted to leave a mark there. It was supposed to be painful, but I was filled with pleasure that I didn't know what pain was at that moment.
He dropped kisses all my shoulders to my chest, making sure to leave hickeys, his warm palm exploring my body. I gasped and curled my toes when I felt a gentle breeze on my nipples, and I guessed he blew it on them. I was yet to recover from the pleasure when he curved his mouth around my nippled, his other hand cupping the second one, grazing it with his thumb while the one in his mouth was being twirled by his tongue as he sucked on it like a newborn baby sucking his mother's breast hungrily. Everything he did to me was crazy, driving me nuts, and even so, I couldn't stop asking for more.
Is this how he pleasures other women too? I asked myself, but tried to dismiss the thought because I didn't want anything else to come to my mind at that moment let alone something that'd distract the sweet moment. One thing I knew for sure was the fact that Connor loves me. I'm doubting it.
He did justice to my other boob, then trailed kisses down my stomach to my bellybutton.
"How're you feeling, Sunshine?" He pulled back and asked huskily, his eyes filled with burning desires, and I nodded my head.
"Tell me how you feel... Do I make you feel good, hmm?" He hushed as he leaned forward and pecked my lips, his body pressed slightly on me on the bed, so I hid my face in his chest shyly.
"Don't be shy, Sunshine," He hushed, his warm palm rubbing my inner thigh gently while crawling its way up, and when he almost got to my vagina, I slammed my thighs together, trapping his hand in between them. He pulled away and raised his eyebrow.
"What's wrong? You want me to stop?" His eyes piercing into mine, he asked, but I slowly shook my head. It was my first time doing this and no matter how much I tried not to be scared, I couldn't help it.
"I won't hurt you, I promise. I will be gentle, and if it hurts later and you want me to stop, I will," His assurance was everything I needed to slowly loosen up, and when his thumb grazed my pussy which was already dripping wet, my heart skipped and waves of pleasure spurred through me.
"It's going to hurt a little, Sunshine. Should I continue?" The way he asked for permission was so sexy and alluring and I could only give in without thinking twice. He gently rubbed his finger against my opening like he was trying to create friction or whatever they call it, and when I least expected it, he pushed two fingers into me at once, and I yelped painfully.
"Shhhh! Sorry, Sunshine... I promise, I won't hurt you," Again, he assured me, his eyes filled with worries as they pierced into mine. It seemed as though he was scared of hurting me. Maybe he really was.
When I was used to his fingers being inside me, he slowly thrust in and out of me in the gentlest way he could, and although I felt pain down there, the pleasure I was feeling at the same time didn't make it hurt that much.
"I'm going to add another finger. It's going to hurt more. Should I?" He leaned forward and whispered against my ear like he didn't want someone else to hear, and when I nodded, he gently forced in another finger, I almost screamed out in pain. He claimed my lips and kissed me slowly, biting on my lip, and as if the kiss was a remedy, the pain I was feeling down there slowly reduced until I could barely feel it.
As his fingers moved in and out of me slowly, I grabbed the duvet for support, but it didn't help, so I dug my fingers into his back and pressed my head back on the pillow, shutting my eyes tightly. My heart hammered hard against my chest like it was going to explode, my body shook fervently, and I felt my wall contracted around his fingers, and I knew that I was about to cum.
"Fuck! You are so sweet, Sunshine," He said in a muffled breath, his face buried in my neck.
"Release that juice on my hand and let me feel it," He hushed, and as if it was by his command, at that moment, I released everything and it felt like a burden had just been lifted off my shoulders, so I breathed out heavily.
I watched as he pulled away after he pulled his fingers out of me, taking the hand to his mouth.
"What the fuck are you doing?" I gasped as I quickly held his hand even though I was weak, but he smirked at me.
"Tasting you," He winked at me, and without thinking twice, took his hand to his nose and sniffed it.
"You smell nice down there," He chuckled and I rolled my eyes.
"I'm sorry, but I would have washed this off. I've never tasted sperm before, and I don't plan to ever do it," He winked at me, then rolled off me.
"Be right back," He winked at me again before he went into the bathroom and I heard the sound of water running in there. I wasn't going to allow him to lick it, anyway. It's pretty disgusting to me. Eww!
He came back almost immediately and that was when I noticed the bulge in his shorts and I panicked. Is he going to insert that into me?
"You're good?" He asked as he climbed up the bed, but I gulped down nothing, slowly glancing down at the bulge down there, and he scoffed.
"It's not that huge. Just normal," He chuckled.
"Just kidding. It's pretty huge, but we will make it work and it won't hurt you. I promise," He hushed as he leaned forward and kissed my lips.
In minutes, we were both naked on the bed and I panicked when I saw his dick. It was really huge. More than huge, and I doubt if it'll fit inside me. Won't I lose my legs?
"It's going to hurt like hell, but you'll have to endure it, OK? Once I break the hymen, it's going to be fine..." He paused and pecked my lips.
"The room is soundproofed, so you can scream all you want. Nobody is going to hear you," That was a relief.
"Hmm," I nodded.
"If you can't take it, tell me, and I will stop, OK?" He hushed, and I slowly nodded.
My heart pounded hard as he spread my legs with his hands and then positioned himself in between them. He gently rubbed his dick against my wet entrance, pushing it in slightly and removing it every few seconds, trying to make a way for it.
Slowly, he pushed his dick inside me gently, and I cried out painfully.
"I'm sorry, Sunshine," He apologized as he leaned forward and hugged me. He waited for me to get used to the length inside me, and when I least expected it, he pushed all his length inside me at once and I let out a loud ear-piercing scream as I felt a sharp pain down there as though I was being cut by a sharp dagger. Tears streamed down the corner of my cheek as I pressed my head back on the bed, shutting my eyes. My vagina felt sore as though it was set on fire or maybe pepper was sprinkled down there. Something tore inside me and I knew that it was my hymen. I was no longer a virgin.
"Shit!" His voice was laced with pain as he hugged me tightly, and I guess he was also hurt. I wasn't expecting less. He has a huge dick, and to penetrate such a tight hole would surely hurt him.
"I love you, Sunshine," He whispered...