Chapter 60 It was like this

Chapter 60 It was like this
Daisy:

I woke up this morning. Liam wasn't with me. He had a glass in his hand and was looking out the window. He seemed quite thoughtful. I smiled and sat on the bed. I still can't believe what happened yesterday. I confessed my love to him. I confessed my feelings for him but I was afraid to tell him.

"Liam? Did something happen?" I asked him and raised my eyebrows. He turned and smiled at me.

"I didn't know you were up Daisy. I was just thinking about James and stuff. But I'm fine. You don't have to worry," he said with a smile and walked over to me. He put the glass on the table and kissed my hair.

"Liam. I.. What happened yesterday and what I told you yesterday, so," I said in a weak voice but he grabbed my face and kissed me. I closed my eyes. I wanted to explain it all to him but he wouldn't let me explain it at all.

,,I love you Daisy. What I said yesterday, I would say today too. I really do love you sincerely. I'm happy to have you. I know you love me Daisy. Don't hide it. And try to forget all the problems around you okay?,,"

,,Ay.. I love you too Liam. Tell me what's bothering you," I asked him and smiled. I knew something was bothering him. I had come to know him very well during that time.

"James. My son James. How could I be so stupid? How? Becky lied to me all the time and right to my face. I gave him everything, my love, my money. I feel so betrayed. I didn't expect this. I felt that James wasn't my son but.. I didn't think it would be true," he said. Ah Liam. If I could help you.

"Look Liam. You're an amazing and wonderful man. You didn't deserve this but I think it's better to know the truth than to live a lie. I knew it. I overheard a conversation between James, my mom and Mark once. I didn't know you then and I didn't deal with it. But the more I got to know you, the more I wanted to tell you but Liam. I was afraid that you would leave me, that you would abandon me when you found out the whole truth. I couldn't tell you the truth, that's why I suggested you take a DNA test,"

,,How did you get into drugs and alcohol? Tell me. We've known each other for a long time. I want you to be honest with me and tell me. We're together. I love you. You love me. Trust should come first in a relationship,"

,,Everything... It all started when I met James, Liam. Before that, I didn't have a problem with alcohol or drugs. I had problems, but not that big. That night I had an argument with my mom and Mark. I went to a bar, but I'll tell you, if I had known what would happen, I wouldn't have gone to that bar. I wouldn't have gone there, Liam. I never went to places like that. That night I made an exception. I went there and if I knew what was going to happen, what I was going to go through, I wouldn't have done it,"

"Tell me Daisy. I'm here for you. I really am here for you and I'll listen to you," Liam told me with a smile. I looked at him and nodded. I think it's time to get it out of my head, after all these years.

"I went to the bar. I was there alone. James came up to me and ordered me a whiskey. I drank it. We started talking. The next day we met. We got to know each other. A relationship developed from that. I really, really loved Liam. I really, really wanted him but it started to be hell for me at home. He came to us. Mum and Mark imagined him with Zoe and not with me. They always hated me. They told me I would be alone and that no one would want me," I whispered and wiped my tears.

"But that's not true. You really are a beautiful woman Daisy," Liam told me and took my hand. I took a breath and continued

"James was successful. He was the son of a respected doctor who is known all over London and.. He started going to bars with me. At first it was alcohol. Wine and stuff. Later it was hard alcohol. We drank every day Liam. I realized that it was wrong. I wanted to stop.. Then we started doing drugs together. Every day Liam. Every day,"

,,What drugs were they, Daisy?,,"

,,Meth,,"

,,The worst drug.. That's why you have a weak heart. That's why you almost died in the operating room. Do you realize how crappy that is?,,"

,,I know Liam and if I could turn back time, I wouldn't do it. I really wouldn't do it Liam. We drank every day. We injected drugs every day. Liam.. I got into it, I don't even know how. I realized it. I needed to have it every day and Zoe started doing it despite me. She put whiskey in my glass of water and I fell. I fell every day. I don't know if James wanted this but it happened,,"

,,I wouldn't be surprised, he was a mean person since he was a kid," Liam said and stood up. I looked at him with tears in my eyes

,,I graduated. It was hard but I finished my studies. I wanted to get out of it Liam, honestly I wanted to get out of it but it was very hard. Every day he gave me alcohol, drugs and I realized that I was addicted. I needed to have it every day. I couldn't stand it without it. Our relationship started to deteriorate every day until I caught him with Zoe. I made a hysterical scene and woke everyone up,"

,,And then What happened? How did everyone else react?,,"

,,My dad slapped me and told me I was hysterical. To make matters worse, my mom was happy that James and her amazing daughter Zoe were together. But I was really, really hurt by Liam. The man I loved cheated on me. I was addicted. He left me and was with us every day. Do you know how much it hurt me? I loved him more than my life,,"