Chapter 119

I had a hard time believing Hunter was sitting next to me on the couch. He had said all the things I had fantasised to hear. I was just wondering if he really meant it, or if this was him stepping up and doing what was expected of him. He had sounded sincere and I had seen the emotions in his eyes when he had talked about the baby. I wanted to believe him. But I needed to be smart. I would become a mother, I needed to protect us both. But all my instincts said that Hunter was safe, he was home. And I had missed him. I had missed him at my appointment today. So much so, that I first had thought he was a figure of my imagination when he had walked towards me outside my building. My body moved on its own as I leaned against him as we had finished eating and were watching a cooking show. I relaxed against him and enjoyed the feeling. His spicy aftershave made me feel at home. He had told me he wanted to start at square one again. Build trust. And it was a good plan. But my body had already decided that Hunter was safe. He was Hunter. And when we were close to him, it meant fun things. Things it had been a long time since my body had got. Not since we made our baby. But was it okay if I seduced him?

“Hunter?”

“Yes, sweetness?” I had missed his nickname. I hated hearing him call me by my name when we met.

“I know you wanted to start over, go back to the beginning and all of that. Would I be crossing your boundaries if I ask you to stay the night?” I asked. He looked at me for a while as if he tried to understand my question. Then he gave me a blinding smile.

“No, Hana. You wouldn’t be crossing any boundaries. I suggested starting over for you to feel comfortable with me. If you want me to stay the night, I’m staying,” he told me and caressed a lock of my hair behind my ear. We looked at each other for a while. “May I kiss you?” he asked.

“Any time you want,” I told him. He smiled and leaned in. The kiss started as a soft caress. It deepened fast. I had pinned my feelings down for so long it felt like pulling the plug on a full bathtub. They all welled out and I could feel Hunter meeting me emotion by emotion. We both needed each other. Pretending to be friends and then going no contact had taken its toll on us. We needed to reconnect. I raked my fingers through Hunter’s hair and he pulled me closer. I got up on my knees and straddled him. I felt his powerful hands on my ass and he kneaded it. It made me move against him and I quickly became irritated at the amount of clothes that was in between us. “Take it off,” I told him as I pulled on his white shirt.

“Are you sure, sweetness?” he asked.

“Take it off,” I repeated. He nodded, smiled and pulled the shirt over his head. My hands finally raked over his naked skin. I frowned as I let my hands move over his chest and stomach. “You have lost weight,” I told him. He kissed me.

“I have spent more time than usual in the gym,” he told me.

“And skipping meals, is my guess. I need to start feeding you properly,” I grumbled and then licked my way over his chest.

“Fuck, sweetness, you drive me crazy,” he panted. He was pulling on my knitted sweater and I broke away from him to help him. Hunter made short work of my front clasping bra and soon we both were naked from the waist up. Hunter pushed me to arch backwards so he could bend down over me and lick, suck and nibble all over my breasts. His one hand was supporting my back, the other was caressing the breast his mouth didn’t play with.

“Hunter, don’t stop,” I pleaded as I grabbed a hold of his hair.

“Never,” he mumbled against my skin. “I need you to stand up, sweetness. I need you out of these jeans,” he told me. I whined as it meant he would stop playing with my breast. But It meant he could start playing with other parts. I stood up and quickly stripped my last two garments. Hunter had managed to shuffle out of his pants as well. His cock looked amazing as it stood up against his stomach. He reached for me and made me straddle him again. His fingers found their way to all the right places. “Fuck, you are soaking. I should draw this out, make you scream my name all night, before finally fucking you as dawn arrives. But I need you so bad, and we both need some sleep.”

“I don’t want to come on your fingers or your tongue, not tonight. Tonight I want your cock,” I told him as I reached down between us and stroked him. He grunted and matched his fingers movement with my strokes.

“Fuck,” he suddenly said, leaning his head back on the couch.

“What's wrong?” I asked.

“I didn’t bring condoms. I didn’t think we would end up like this,” he told me. I giggled and he looked up at me.

“Little late for condoms, isn’t it? I would say we don’t need them for at least eight months,” I pointed out. He looked at me in surprise and then started to chuckle.

“Are you okay with that?” he asked.

“I am,” I told him and bent down and kissed him. I felt his magic fingers leaving me and he took a hold of my hips. He was guiding me down and I took a grip on his cock and align it with myself. When he penetrated me and I felt the familiar stretch, I moaned. I wanted to sink all the way down. But Hunter lowered me slowly and kept me in place as he was all the way inside. We kissed and got lost in the feeling of being connected. I caressed every bit of him I could reach and he rubbed my hips as he kept me in place.

“Ready?” he asked.

“Always,” I told him. He helped me move up and then down, his strong hands helped me find a steady rhythm to ride him and made sure I didn’t need to do it all by myself. I leaned forward, hiding my face in his neck as I moaned and sighed.

“Fuck, you’re perfect, sweetness. I can’t get enough of every part of you,” he told me and kissed my naked shoulder. I moved faster against him.

“I’m close. I love the feeling of your hands on my naked body,” I told him.

“That’s it, come all over my cock. I need to feel you milking me,” he said. He thrusted up to meet my movements and hit all the right spots. I was tossed over the edge into total bliss. I came and I think I blacked out for a moment. When I came back, Hunter had joined me and I could feel him filling me. He hugged me close and I relaxed and enjoyed the closeness with him. His heated skin felt nice against my own. I could feel his breathing calming down by how the air moved over my neck. He let go of the grip on my hips and started to let his finger tips travel over my back. I smiled and cuddled closer to him. I was almost drifting off when he kissed my shoulder.

“I’m carrying you to the bathroom so we can both take a quick shower and then it’s bed for both of us,” he told me.

“I like that plan. I don’t think my legs will handle my weight,” I said. He chuckled.

“I got you.” I knew he did. My last doubts washed away with the suds in the shower after he had gently washed me. His hand kept going back to my stomach. He gently rubbed it. I placed my hand on top of his. “Can I come to the next doctor's appointment?” he asked.

“I would like that,” I told him.

“I love you, Hana. And I love our baby as well.”

“I love you too, Hunter.”