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“ you know you look more pretty when  you moan and I love the way you react when the real deal is inside of you “ 

Trevor had a mocking smile on his face as he drove .

I didn’t fail to notice the way he gave me a  stare  as if he was intentionally saying that just to puss me off .

The last thing that I would do is get pissed off and I wasn’t trying to do that , not  right now , not after the event that  had happened between us .

I didn’t want to think that I was a cheap slut for sleeping with this guy .

You wouldn’t blame me though , he is the hottest guy in  college if I am not mistaken and I know that a lot of ladies would really be opportuned to be with him or even still spend time with him , they see that as an opportunity and I am pretty sure that they would take that time for granted and so I wasn’t the one that is going to risk spending more time with him , that isn’t happening .

“Are you even listening to me pumpkin “ 

I turned  to face him the moment he said that .

I didn’t want to think that he called me that .

The both of us haven’t gotten anything serious but he already got a name  for me .

How much more time  was I going to spend with him for him to call me more sweet names .

I wouldn’t say that I didn’t love it , I want him to keep on calling  me that but one thing I need to be sure of is the fact that he would be taking this to the next level .

But was it worth leaving my step dad for .

Shuan  and I haven’t really  said  much after the last conversation that we  had .

The last thing that I wanted was for me to get into another fucked  up  situation.

I know that I am the one that has been avoiding him but I also have my genuine  reasons for that .

The last thing that I would do at this moment is get back  with  my moms husband. I am not going to do that nor after everything that we have gone through  together .

“So Trevor , can I know more about you now ?”

I didn’t know what pushed me to ask that question but I just felt like I should .

Trevor just looked at me and then scoffed. He picked up the stick of weed by the car and used one hand to turn it on .

I didn’t know that one day I was going to sit with a guy who would smoke and drive at the same time .

No matter how fun this rule breaking sounded , I didn’t like it and I wished that he would stopped .

I watched him as he dragged the smoke deeply and then puffed it out and blew it out through the window .

He only did it once and dropped the stick on the  car .

I didn’t know if he was pissed by the questions that I asked but I didn’t want to go after all, we were just trying to get to know each other and the last thing that I would want him to do was to be mad at me .

Trevor didn’t bother to answer my questions and I just  took it that he didn’t want to talk to me anymore .

I could notice the tension that was going on between us in the car and I didn’t want that to continue , not  after everything that had happened , the least that i  could be was whore , I didn’t want that .

I didn’t want to be the whore  that I just spent the night with .

I just wanted to be with him and I didn’t know why I felt that way being with him , but there was this genius feeling that I had been with this guy .

He is just the man of my dreams and I love him .

I know I was just kidding when I said that he was the man of my dreams .

There’s no way my mom is going to let me have a tattooed boyfriend .

There was no  way that she was going to like him but I didn’t mind , my happiness was what matters and I am ready to trade it for anything else .

I don’t care what anyone had got to say about this , but this guy was something that I didn’t want to let go no matter how hard it might be .

“So we are here “ 

I raised my head and saw that we were in front of my step dad's house .

I didn’t know he didn’t want to go deeper , well that was my choice because I had asked him to drop me out .

I   Felt like we could say more  after spending the night together .

Well maybe we didn’t spend the night together because when I woke up , I found him talking on the computer .

I didn’t know if he even slept , I just didn’t know what to say but I had asked him to drop me off , since I got classes that I needed to  attend .

It was just six in the morning when I finally got to my house .

“Rissa , I have got stuffs  to attend to , so now  I would really appreciate if you get down so I can get going now “

Trevor's voice sounded so cold and kind of angry and I  wondered if  this was the same guy that I fucked  last night and couldn’t stop begging for my pussy  and telling me how sweet I was and how I was the sweetest girl he had ever been with .

“Rissa “ his voice  reminded me of the situation that I  was in and that was when I stepped out of the car and he drove off almost immediately .

I watched the car driveway and I could feel that hint of fear lingering on my heart , I didn’t know if it was because of the way he treated me .

I didn’t want to think that he only slept with me , I could tell that he just wanted to be alone .

I didn’t mind how he felt , I feel so different about him .