Her
Her
It's morning already ahh!!
I hurried to the shop cus it's the weekend and we are expecting lots of customers today.
I got there quite late. My. Mom had already fixed everything in place.
I just settled down at the counter.
The bell above the pizza shop door crashed open so hard it rattled the glass. My head jerked up from the counter and my heart slamming like I had just been caught doing something wrong, even though all I was guilty of was pretending to wipe down menus I had already wiped three times.
The winter air swirled in behind her, carrying the sharp scent of snow and city smoke. She stepped inside like she belonged to the place, though I had never seen her here before. Everyone in town knew the Hale’s family, and everyone in town knew George’s mom, but not like this. Not alone, not without her perfect coats and expensive dinners.
Mrs. Hale.
She didn’t even glance at the menu. Her eyes swept the room once, sharp and searching, until they landed on me.
My throat went dry.
“Cassandra Knox,” she said, her voice warm enough to surprise me, though her tone carried a weight that left no room to breathe.
I dropped the rag, forcing a smile that probably looked more like a grimace. “Hi, Mrs. Hale. Welcome.”
The shop was nearly empty. A couple of middle school kids hunched in a booth by the window, fighting over a plate of fries, and my mom was in the back arguing with the oven like she always did. It was just me and her, and the sound of my pulse racing in my ears.
She crossed the floor with steady steps, her heels clicking against the tile. She didn’t wear the glittering jewelry I had seen her in at games or events, just a plain wool coat, dark and soft, with her hair pulled back in a loose twist. She looked tired, though in the kind of way that made her seem human, not untouchable.
“I’ll sit here,” she said, sliding into the booth nearest the counter without waiting for me to offer.
I swallowed, reaching for the notepad even though I didn’t need it. “What can I get for you?”
Her eyes stayed on me, steady, not unkind but not easy either. “A slice of pepperoni. And a Coke.”
Simple. Almost too simple for someone like her.
I scribbled it down anyway and hurried to the back to call the order, though my mom gave me a look like I had lost my mind since she had clearly heard her herself. I busied my hands, wiping a counter that didn’t need wiping, straightening straws that were already lined up.
When I brought her food out, she waited until I set the plate down before speaking again.
“You’ve been working here long?”
Her tone was casual, but my chest tightened. “A while,” I said. “Helps with school stuff.”
Her eyes flicked to my hands as I pushed the plate toward her. I knew what she saw. The faint bruises on my knuckles from too many pucks against the boards. The tiny scar along my wrist from catching myself wrong on the ice last week. The tiredness under my nails I could never quite scrub away.
“You remind me of George when he was your age,” she said softly.
I froze, halfway to turning away.
She smiled, but it was sad in a way I didn’t expect. “He used to push himself until he could barely stand. Thought he had to carry everything alone. I used to find him sneaking out of the house at night, running drills in the cold, refusing to listen when anyone told him to rest.”
My chest clenched. She was describing me, though she didn’t know it. Or maybe she did.
I forced a laugh. “Guess it runs in the family.”
Her eyes lingered on me, sharp enough to feel like she was peeling away every excuse I had built around myself. She didn’t press, though. Instead, she picked up the slice and took a bite, as if she had really just come for pizza.
I slid into the seat across from her before I could think better of it.
She let the silence stretch, chewing slowly, sipping from her straw. Then she said, “George talks about you more than he realizes.”
Heat rushed to my face. I looked down at the scratched tabletop. “He does?”
Her smile widened a little, though her eyes still held that softness that felt dangerous. “He doesn’t say much, but I know how he is. The way he carries someone in his silence says more than words ever could.”
I didn’t know what to say to that. My throat closed up, the air too thick to swallow.
She leaned back, her expression turning thoughtful. “He worries. I can see it in the way he comes home at night, the way he keeps his shoulders tense like he’s carrying more than just his own weight. He tries to protect people. Sometimes too much.”
I finally found my voice. “He doesn’t need to protect me.”
Her gaze flicked over me again, taking in the shadows under my eyes, the stiffness in my shoulders, the ache I tried to hide. “Maybe not. But sometimes letting someone care about you isn’t weakness. It’s strength.”
The words sank into me like stones into water, heavy and impossible to ignore.
I wanted to argue. I wanted to tell her she was wrong, that needing someone meant giving them a weapon to hurt you with, that secrets were safer when they stayed locked inside. But something in her voice, in the gentle firmness of it, made my arguments crumble before I could speak them.
She finished her slice, dabbed her lips with a napkin, and stood. “Thank you for the food, Cassandra. It was good.”
I nodded, though my chest felt like it was unraveling. “Anytime.”
She reached out and touched my hand, just for a moment, soft but sure. “Take care of yourself.”
Then she turned and walked out, the bell clattering above the door again, leaving the air around me buzzing.
I stood frozen, staring at the booth where she had sat, the echo of her words tightening around me.
The rest of the shift passed in a blur. I handed out slices, poured sodas, laughed at my mom's bad jokes, but none of it felt real. My thoughts kept circling back to her, to the way she had looked at me like she knew. Like she had seen through every wall I had put up.
My mom left earlier out of tiredness. When the shop finally closed, I walked home with the night pressing down heavy and sharp. The streets were quiet, snow crunching beneath my boots, and her words replayed in my head with every step.
Maybe letting someone care wasn’t weakness.
But if she knew, did that mean George knew too?
I reached my house and slipped inside quietly, trying not to wake my mom. My body ached with exhaustion, but my mind wouldn’t rest. I lay awake long after midnight, staring at the ceiling, hearing her voice.
By the time morning came, my chest felt like it was wrapped in barbed wire.
At school, I couldn’t focus. George’s eyes found me across the hallway, and for once I couldn’t meet them. It felt too raw, too exposed, like he already knew what his mom had said. Like he could see the cracks spreading through me.
I pushed through classes, pushed through lunch, pushed through the weight pressing on me until the final bell rang. My bag slung heavy against my shoulder as I walked out the doors, only to stop dead on the front steps.
George was waiting.
He stood at the bottom of the stairs, his hands shoved in his pockets, his jaw tight. His eyes locked on mine, steady and unflinching.
And standing beside him was his mother.
She looked at me the same way she had in the pizza shop, soft but relentless, and for the first time in weeks I felt my secrets trembling on the edge of breaking.
George stepped forward, his voice low, certain, carrying across the noise of the crowd spilling out behind me.
“Cass, we need to talk. Now.”