Chapter 10—Darian

I held Heather as she came down from her orgasm, showering her shoulder with kisses. My cock was so fucking hard, and I was seconds away from coming in my pants. I’d thought touching her would be the hottest thing ever. I’d been wrong. Watching her come was a million times hotter. The way her skin flushed, and her eyelids fluttered. The way her lips parted on her moans. I wanted to bury myself in her and then watch the way she reacted, but I was worried she’d had too much, and I didn’t want to push her to do too much too soon.

“Are you okay?”

She nodded but didn’t lift her head.

I eased my hand from between her legs, and without that barrier, her wet pussy was pressed against my aching cock. I was going to die if I didn’t get inside of her soon. But this wasn’t about me, and I needed to make sure she could handle more. “Heather, honey, if you want to stop…”

“No,” she said quickly, looking at me and shaking her head. “I want you, Darian. I want you to be my first.”

“Thank fucking God.” I gently guided her to lay on her back and brought my body over hers, kissing her, letting my hand roam down the length of her body. It was so tempting to ravage her, but I needed to remember she’d never done any of this before.

“Darian,” she whispered, turning away from my kiss, away from me.

I gently took her chin in my thumb and forefinger and turned her to look at me. I brushed my lips over hers. “I want you so much, Heather. I’ve never wanted anyone more than I want you right now.”

“I want you, too.” But her body was so tense.

“Relax, okay? I’m not going to hurt you.” I kissed her chin, down her throat, stopping once I reached her breasts. “You’re so beautiful,” I breathed out. “So innocent.”

“I’m not that innocent,” she said, a hint of defensiveness to her tone.

“What?” I put my weight into my arms and peered down at her. “I thought you said…”

“I did. I’ve never had sex, but I’ve done some other things.”

I scowled. “What sorts of other things?” The thought anyone had touched her had my blood boiling. When she opened her mouth to answer me, I cut her off with a quick kiss. I wasn’t sure I could stand to hear her talk about what she’d done with other guys. “Let me guess. Bryan the boyfriend?”

She pushed her head back against the pillow and looked at me with disbelief. “You remember Bryan?”

“Yeah, I remember the little shithead. He was at your house the night Nathan and I were there. Had his hands all over you. He’s damn lucky he didn’t leave with ten broken fingers and two broken legs.” I couldn’t believe Noah hadn’t kicked Bryan out of the house for how handsy he’d gotten with Heather. I’d been waiting for him to do so, but now I realize he’d been too preoccupied with Corrine to notice what Bryan had been doing.

She laughed. “And that’s why he never got that far with me. He was always groping.”

“Sounds like I need to teach that boy a lesson about how to keep his hands to himself.”

“Darian.” She smiled and caressed the side of my face. “It’s sweet you want to go defend my honor, but it’s really not necessary.”

That’s what she thought, but I nodded my agreement, nonetheless. I found her mouth again and kissed her deeply as I leisurely ran my hand down her arm, along her breast and to her waist, memorizing every soft curve of her body. “You’re trembling.”

“I’m scared.”

I flexed my fingers on her waist in an attempt to reassure her that it was okay, that I wouldn’t do anything she didn’t want me to, and that she could set the pace. “Don’t be scared, baby. I want you to enjoy every second of this.” I kissed her softly on the lips, and then moved down her body.

I stopped at her breasts, taking one in my mouth and the other in my hand. She had fantastic breasts, and I could spend hours sucking on her nipples. The feel of her hard nipple rubbing against my tongue and hardening between my fingers had my cock thickening with need. Slow down. I would not rush this, no matter how badly I wanted to. Oh no, I was going to take my time and explore every inch of her body until it was permanently ingrained in my mind and on my tongue.

Heather arched her back and speared her fingers into my hair. “Yeah,” she whispered and dragged my face up to hers.

Fuck. I loved how she was taking a little bit of control and showing me what she liked. I obliged and gave her exactly what she wanted—a kiss that was so hot and deep and passionate she ground her sex against my leg. I smiled against her lips and put my hand on her waist, pinning her to the bed. “You’re making it very hard to take this slow,” I said.

She whined, which was both adorable and sexy, and it took every ounce of self-control I possessed not to ram my cock into her and fuck her until she promised I’d be the only man allowed between her legs. I removed my pajamas and tossed them to the floor with her panties. She sucked in a breath and tucked her bottom lip between her teeth. God, she was sexy when she did that.

“I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you since that night I walked in on you getting out of the shower,” she said. “The image of you is permanently seared in my mind.” She trailed her fingers down my chest, and I couldn’t stop the tremor that wiggled down my spine.

“Good.” And when I was done with her, everything else about me would be seared in her mind, too. She wouldn’t want any other man, and if she did, if she decided she needed to try another cock or two, she’d realize no one would touch her like I did. No one would make her come like I could. No one would worship her like I did. I smiled and sat on my knees. Then I took her hand and put it on my cock. “Feel how hard you’ve made me?” She nodded and started to stroke me. “Shit.” It was a mistake letting her touch me. I’d fantasized about this for so damn long, and now that it was a reality, I wouldn’t last more than a few seconds with her touching me. But fuck, it felt so fucking good. I felt my knees buckle as I leaned over to kiss her again.

“You’re so big,” she whispered, and my cock jerked in her hand. Her words were so sincere, so full of wonder. God, I just wanted to keep her here forever, wrap her up in my arms and protect her from the world.

I groaned. “You’re going to kill me, Heather.” I lowered my body, and then my head between her legs. Her thighs tensed, and I massaged them. “Trust me, okay?” When she nodded, I firmly kissed her mound before parting her folds. Licking up one side and then down the other, I closed my eyes and savored the intoxicating taste of her. “So fucking sweet.” No woman had ever tasted as good as she did.

I sucked her clit into my mouth, then released it only to suck on it once again. She fisted the bed sheets and moaned loudly. With each flick of my tongue over her pussy, I was branding her, marking her as mine. And each time she cried my name and moaned with pleasure, she solidified her place in my heart and body. In my life.

She bucked beneath me, her hips lifting to meet my mouth as she clutched at my hair. “Oh God, Darian, yes…” Her shaved lips glistened with her arousal, the sight making my dick even harder.

I eased two fingers inside of her while teasing her clit with my tongue. “You taste so good. So damn good.”

She tightened painfully around my fingers, and I knew she was close to coming. Again. God, I wanted to taste her release on my tongue, feel it on my hand again, and on my cock. Fucking Christ, I wanted all of her everywhere at once. I slipped another finger into her and pressed my thumb to her clit; then I moved up to her mouth, claiming her lips in a kiss. I was quickly losing control, and if I didn’t get inside of her soon, I’d end up blowing my wad all over her stomach.

Her fingernails dug into the hard flesh of my biceps, and her thighs clamped around my arm, making it difficult to move my fingers inside of her. Shit. If she gripped my hand that tightly, I couldn’t imagine how she’d squeeze my cock.

“Darian,” she whimpered into my mouth.

“That’s right. Come for me again, baby.” I nipped at her bottom lip and curled my fingers against her inner walls, stroking them to their breaking point. “Come for me, Heather, and then you can have my cock.”

She let out a high-pitched whimper, and moments later, she came apart in my arms, crying my name as she came. It was the single most erotic thing in the world to hold her in my arms as she showered my hand with her release.

“Oh…my…God,” she panted.

I eased my fingers from her, needing to replace them with my cock before it burst with unquenched need. But first, I needed a condom. Thank God I always kept one in my wallet.

Before I could retrieve it, Heather clutched my face and kissed me. “I need you, Darian. I need to feel you inside of me. Now, please.”

Her low, raspy, pleading voice was my undoing. She could have whatever she wanted from me. “Condom,” was all I said even though I was already settling between her spread legs, knowing full well that I would never make it across the room to get one.

“I’m on the pill.” She wiggled her hips, tempting me, enticing me to take her just like we were. It didn’t take much but another wiggle of her hips to convince me this was the best fucking idea in the world.

I took a deep breath and tried not to cringe, but I knew this was going to hurt her. No matter how slow I went, there would be no way around that, and I despised the thought there would be any discomfort for her. Slowly, I pushed just the head of my cock inside of her. Motherfucker, she was so much tighter than I anticipated. My muscles strained with the effort of holding myself up, of holding back. Sweat beaded on my brow, and I gritted my teeth. “You okay?”

“Yes.” She licked her lips.

Inch by agonizing inch, I buried more of my cock in her, and her pussy enveloped me like a glove, snug and warm and a couple sizes too small. She moaned each time I gave her a little more, and when I was all the way in, I stilled, allowing her body to adjust to me. The sensations of her wet pussy gripping my cock was like billions of fireworks going off in my mind and body. I was on an overload of pleasure that I didn’t want to end. The world could end in a fiery blaze, and I wouldn’t notice. My heart raced, and my balls ached from holding back my release for so long.

“Tell me when you’re ready for more,” I said.

“I’m ready.” She reached around and grabbed my ass, holding me deep inside of her as she rotated her hips slightly, hesitantly, as if she wasn’t sure she was doing the right thing.

“Christ, you feel so good, Heather, so fucking good.” With torturously slow movements, I began to move in and out of her with shallow thrusts. Anything faster or harder and I’d come. And I wasn’t ready for that yet. I’d waited too damn long for this, and I wasn’t going to let it be over in a few measly seconds. I smoothed the hair from her forehead and gave her a soft, languid kiss. She scraped her fingernails up the length of my back, making me shudder.

“More,” she gasped.

That one word had my cock thickening. “Are you sure?”

She arched her back and hooked her legs around my waist.

I’d been doing good keeping my pace steady, letting the pleasure build between us, but she’d just shredded my control. Her pussy was dripping wet, but I was still worried about hurting her. Sliding all the way out, I pushed back in with a single thrust. She cried out in ecstasy, the sound echoing around the small room. I did it again. Then again. And she took me each time, her moans getting louder. She was definitely ready for more. Thank fucking God, because I couldn’t take it any slower. I shifted my weight into my arms and fucked her with jackhammer quick thrusts.

“Darian!” My name fell from her lips as a chant.

“Fuck, Heather.” My cock swelled as she began to tighten around me. She clenched my dick so hard, I let out a guttural snarl. She squeezed so tight, I could barely move inside of her, but I’d passed the point of no return, and my body moved on its own, my hips pistoning against her. “Come for me,” I demanded, knowing I was seconds away from my own release.

She lifted her hips, driving me deeper, my balls pressed to her. And then she tensed. I knew she was at the peak of her orgasm, but nothing could’ve prepared me for what it would feel like to have her hot come shower my bare cock as I spilled into her. I’d never come inside of a woman like that before, but it was fucking glorious. The best feeling in the world. I swore I momentarily blacked out from the pleasure of it, of her.

“Wow.” She laughed in between her ragged breaths.

I buried my face in her neck and tried to calm my breathing. I felt her heart beating just as hard as mine when I kissed her neck and throat. “You okay?” I dragged my mouth to hers and kissed her.

“Okay? I’m way better than okay. That was…amazing.”

I grinned with satisfaction. She hadn’t seen amazing yet.