Chapter 32 - Come with me

I could not believe the words that were coming out of Nicholas’s mouth. I searched his face for any sort of clue as to why he would even suggest that in the first place but I didn’t see anything. I didn’t understand anything. Nicholas loved kids, I’m sure he wanted kids of his own, why would he suggest that to me?!

Why would he put me in the spot this way?!

“Nicholas what are you talking about that’s too extreme!”

I exclaimed but he shook his head, he was clearly not budging.

“If it would make you trust me again, then I’m willing to do even that.”

He was crazy, why was he saying that?!

“Let’s not make hasty decisions Nicholas. You know that a procedure like that is permanent.”

Nicholas shrugged.

“Well yea, you’re right. It is permanent, but if it is the only thing that will alleviate your distrust for me then I think it’s a good start.”

“That way you won’t have to worry about using protection or putting yourself on birth control pills. I will do all of that for you.”

I shook my head, strongly and quickly saying no.

I couldn’t be responsible for that. I couldn’t be the one to do that to him. I couldn’t agree to it.

“No! No! That’s too extreme. I don’t agree to that!”

“Maybe you should sleep on it…”

“No Nicholas!”

I snapped at him.

“It’s still an option. I want you to think about it. Really think about it, I think it’s the best option for us.”

He answered.

A vasectomy?!

Really?!

“I think you should stop thinking too much about all of this. I was going to talk to you before you came out here.”

“Really?”

I nodded my head.

“I wanted to tell you that my silence shouldn’t be taken as a sign of rejection.”

“I just want us to take things slow. You know a lot of things have been happening and my head is sort of spinning.”

Nicholas nodded.

“Then we’ll take it slow then. Baby steps, just please don’t push me away.”

He murmured softly.

His hands cupped my face, I smiled at him, feeling my face warming at his touch.

“I won’t push you away. Not anymore.”

He looked relieved as he nodded.

“Then let me, let me take care of you. Let me do things for you…”

He trailed off as he touched my hair, his hands pulling the strands away from my face.

“I like when you lean on me. I want you to do just that Cleo. Lean on me without any worries. I want you to trust me to do anything and everything that you want.”

I closed my eyes and nodded my head.

I liked being with him. I couldn’t even deny that. I liked being around him. Nicholas made me safe. Nicholas made me feel warm. He was currently the only good thing I had going in my life and I needed to stop pushing him away.

I needed to do what I wanted from now on and stop letting other voices get into my head.

“Everything I want?”

I murmured and he nodded.

“Yes. Everything you want. I’d give you the world on a fucking platter if you ask. That’s how whipped I am.”

I chuckled as I touched his face.

“I don’t want the world. I just want revenge.”

I answered and I didn’t flinch. He nodded.

“I’ll give you that. Anything else?!”

He whispered huskily.

My eyes travelled to his lips. I couldn’t deny the ache my body was now feeling. How much I had missed him.

“And you.”

“I want you Nicholas.”

…………

We made a foolish excuse and managed to get away from Nicholas’s family. I didn’t care if they believed us or not, but the look on their faces told us enough.

“I want you so bad.”

Nicholas whispered in my ear as we rushed up the stairs, his hands on my waist.

My breathing got deep as the heat from his body warmed mine I couldn’t help but lick my lips as I watched him.

"You can show me better than you can tell me."

The words flew out of of my mouth and something about them set Nicholas ablaze. He pushed me back against the nearest wall, running his hands all over me and the zip of my dress.

“Let’s get inside first.”

I murmured and we rushed inside my room, slamming the door behind us.

In our room, I couldn't control myself, I undid Nicholas’s shirt and I was so impatient that the buttons flew across the room.

"I want you so bad." I whispered as I unbuckled his pants and slipped them off with his underwear. I was already soaked as I felt the wetness almost seeping down my legs. Nicholas didn’t waste time as he reached for a condom in the bedside drawer, I waited with bated breath as he tore off the wrapper and slipped it on.

He carried me up and put me against the wall, pushing up my dress, pushing my panties to the side as he entered me in one swift motion. I wrapped my legs around him and felt pure bliss as he lifted me with effortless ease, bouncing me in his hands.

My eyes rolled back as I felt every pulsating ounce of him rubbing and comforting my walls. His face was buried in my neck as his strokes filled me.

"Please don't stop!!!" I cried as Nicholas kept on ramming into me. I didn't care if I couldn't walk for a week, I didn’t care if we were too loud, I just needed him to give it to me.

I felt a mini orgasm rear it's head but I didn't want it to be over. I shook in his arms and he carried me back to bed. Each step of his made me tremble in anticipation as I knew that no one could ever make me feel like he had made me feel.

He laid me on the bed, never releasing me. He took off my dress as soon as we hit the bed. He undid my bra as my legs only released him fast enough to move.

His hands touched them first, teasing and pulling, in that gentle way that I didn’t need. I wanted him to ravish me. I wanted it hard, not soft.

He must have sensed my urgency because then in a minute his mouth were on my breast. He ravished my breasts as he held them both and licked them while I writhed in pain. My back arched off the bed as I moaned in pleasure.

"Ahhhh! Yes!" I moaned as my hands moved in Nicholas’s hair.

He kissed me all around my body and he stood up, my lower body was up in the air and he held my hips as he pulled me back to him.

He took one hand and moved it up and down my stomach and back to my breasts and twisted her nipples. My body was twisted as my legs were tightly wrapped around his waist.

In one swift powerful move, he ripped my panties off like a starved man and he touched me down there slowly while I was writhing in the pleasure.

"Baby, you feel so good." He said as I opened my eyes and finally looked at Nicholas. His eyes were on me the entire time. I could only imagine how I looked like, my body twisted in the unnatural angle it was in, strands of my hair sticking to my face.

He entered me again in one swift motion and he intensified his strokes. I closed my eyes, still lost in the pleasure as every stroke brought me closer and closer. His fingers were still on me, massaging my clit with tortuous finesse.

I couldn't remember the last time I felt so good, Nicholas was ramming into me while saying sweet nothings in my ear and it made me wild. I was very close, I knew it. I was so close to finishing but I wanted to hold on a little longer.

In a swift moment he leaned into me and whispered in my ear, the four words that would be my undoing.

"Come with me, baby."

I exploded in a thousand pieces and dragged him along with me. I closed my eyes while whites and silver sparks ricocheted off my lids. My mouth was dry and my throat felt cracked.

Nicholas collapsed next to me. The both of us naked and breathless.

I turned to him, a silly girly smile on my face.

“That was amazing.”

I said and he smiled at me and kissed my nose.

“No, you are amazing.”

“We should probably get back before your family suspects something.”

Nicholas raised an eyebrow.

“I’m sure they must have figured out what was happening with all the screaming you were doing.”

My eyes widened as my face turned red.

“Was I really that loud?!”

Nicholas shrugged.

“We’d have to see when we go downstairs.”

I shook my head.

“That will be later. I want to spend more time with you.”

I murmured as I hooked my arm around his neck.

Nicholas nodded.

“Alright baby.”

He planted a soft kiss on my lips and wrapped his arms around me.

In his arms, felt peaceful and soon drifted into sleep.